Today was the first day that i didn't wear my tie and the first time i didn't see her the whole day. I was not used that i did not wear my tie. It had been a habit since last year. Suddenly, i don't my tie. Really not use to it yet. Today lesson was as usual. Sigh~~ I still remember the times i do my patrolling and how i did it when it was my first time. Remember the good old times. It was as if yesterday. It rained for the whole. Actually, i was distracted throughout the whole lesson. I coughed until my left side of my chest hurts. Wei Keat, Wei Keat, What a job well done man. You going to be really tired out if you don't really get your life back. Sigh... Today the other sec 4 also never wear tie. All look like when we are like sec 1. Sigh~~~ Wish the good old times can really last... Guess my physical body is weakening.
I missed her today. I was thinking of her throughout the day. I hope she does not emo anymore. If i do anything that will stop her emoing, i will do it. I will definitely do it. As long as she is happy, i am content. Sigh~~~
23 April 2008
Today i feel very "sian". Well, it is due to the Student Councilor Investiture today. It held at the lower secondary assembly. First period was the A Maths and my class took the test. Actually, i feel that it is relatively easy as i studied already. Though i felt that it is relatively easy, i met with difficulties at the last question. I thought there was some mistake so i clarified with Mr Bear and turned out to be no mistake at all. i checked through one more time and i managed to solve it. After the test, Mr Bear scolded the class. It kind of make me feel guilty as i feel that i must ask a stupid question that make him mad. After Maths, Chinese and English are followed, then recess. Time is closing in to the Councilor Investiture. I felt sad as my service to school is going to end soon. After that, i have to work hard for my O Level Examination. Before the investiture, i had a feeling that my classmate who is the president of the Councilor is going to cry. True enough, she broke into tears when she is giving her speech. Sigh, though i serve the school one year still there is a bond attached to the councilor. It is strong enough to feel sad that i am leaving. Still, we have to face the fact all good things do have to end. But at least i can come back to help out as i am staying really near the school. Just one road away the school. Then the process was quite smooth and the video was funny and memorable. Those goo d memories will be in my mind forever even i would bring it with me into the coffin. Min Yee, though you have stepped down from Student Councilor, you will alway have the Titans Of 4E2 with you. You can always come back to help.
After that, i had my first night class in school. I had extra chemistry lesson. It was super fun, i don't really know why. Then Ms Mok, my class chemistry teacher, continued one the topic of metals. I was eating during her class, i scared i fall asleep so i keep myself companied by listening to her lesson and munching my food. Then today, i didn't talk much to her. She is mad at me now. Sigh... I tend to neglect other things when i am focusing on one thing. Sometimes, i feel really exhausted in both mentally and physically. Still, i am enduring. If i fall now, i will be letting down a lot of people. Constantly, wearing out, fighting and enduring. I feel tired at times, i try to understand people. I did not grumble... Kept in my heart. I let them grumble, voice out. I will not talk back... A Knight is falling soon...
After that, i had my first night class in school. I had extra chemistry lesson. It was super fun, i don't really know why. Then Ms Mok, my class chemistry teacher, continued one the topic of metals. I was eating during her class, i scared i fall asleep so i keep myself companied by listening to her lesson and munching my food. Then today, i didn't talk much to her. She is mad at me now. Sigh... I tend to neglect other things when i am focusing on one thing. Sometimes, i feel really exhausted in both mentally and physically. Still, i am enduring. If i fall now, i will be letting down a lot of people. Constantly, wearing out, fighting and enduring. I feel tired at times, i try to understand people. I did not grumble... Kept in my heart. I let them grumble, voice out. I will not talk back... A Knight is falling soon...
22 April 2008
Back to blog. Nowadays, i am tied down with a lot of things ranging from personal things to my studies. As usual, teachers continued to bombarding us with test paper. Today got back my A Maths test and P.O.A test. A Maths test i got 8/16 and P.O.A test i got 31/50. It is a reversal of standard in my subject. I used to cope well with my A Maths and E Maths and P.O.A, i guess i am one of the bottom few. The A Maths test i mentioned in previous post, there is stupid careless mistake. Come to think of it, IT MAKE MY BLOOD BOILS!! ROAR!!! For the P.O.A, i stayed up till 12am and fell asleep. Looks like my hard work pay off. When the teacher said she is giving back the test, i was thinking i am going to get about 50%. It turn out to be 62%. I am pretty amazed. After school, i went to lan with CK to play one hour to play computer. We originally thought we can play audition over there. It turned out to be in patching process. Both of us were kind of disappointed. Then, we played Soldier Front. Ck is a backstabber. He shot me in the head a few times. I admit he is better than me.
Then after that i went back to the school to look for someone. Then the group of people i looking for is not in school. Instead, i bumped into Nadia and Claire(not really sure how to spell her name). Then we went to the playground to chat. Soon after, jia xuan called my hp asking me where i am and who i am with. After that she came over. I didn't expect a group of girls would come over too. As they were too noisy, i asked Nadia, Jia Xuan and Claire to move to a playground near French school. So we moved there and chat at the net tower(Not really sure what is it call). I was lying at the net and resting, thinking why i can make that stupid mistake. I received text message from SC. She was on her way and want to look for me. In the first place, i thought of bringing her from school. I got a call saying that she is just opposite the playground. i was like -.-lll Then she came, i accompanied her. As my mood was not good, i kind of being cold towards her a bit.( Sorry about it) Then around 7pm++ i sent her to the bus stop and went home.
Anyway, tomorrow i having an A Maths Test and Councilor Investiture during lower secondary assembly. I just got a feeling that some of my friends will cry. I feel sad but i am a guy who don't really express well my feeling. Most of the time, i keep it to myself... Locked in my deepest part of the heart... To Exco-to-be, remember you have to work with others and understand their feelings too. Try not to use your power to get a job done, try conviencing. The result will be different. If help is needed, i am sure the Exco from 2007-2008 are willing to help. Good luck guys.
Once again, time is running out as O Level Examination is approaching. Mid Year Examination and Prelim are clsoing in as well. Titans Of 4E2, let try our best in the exam coming.
Then after that i went back to the school to look for someone. Then the group of people i looking for is not in school. Instead, i bumped into Nadia and Claire(not really sure how to spell her name). Then we went to the playground to chat. Soon after, jia xuan called my hp asking me where i am and who i am with. After that she came over. I didn't expect a group of girls would come over too. As they were too noisy, i asked Nadia, Jia Xuan and Claire to move to a playground near French school. So we moved there and chat at the net tower(Not really sure what is it call). I was lying at the net and resting, thinking why i can make that stupid mistake. I received text message from SC. She was on her way and want to look for me. In the first place, i thought of bringing her from school. I got a call saying that she is just opposite the playground. i was like -.-lll Then she came, i accompanied her. As my mood was not good, i kind of being cold towards her a bit.( Sorry about it) Then around 7pm++ i sent her to the bus stop and went home.
Anyway, tomorrow i having an A Maths Test and Councilor Investiture during lower secondary assembly. I just got a feeling that some of my friends will cry. I feel sad but i am a guy who don't really express well my feeling. Most of the time, i keep it to myself... Locked in my deepest part of the heart... To Exco-to-be, remember you have to work with others and understand their feelings too. Try not to use your power to get a job done, try conviencing. The result will be different. If help is needed, i am sure the Exco from 2007-2008 are willing to help. Good luck guys.
Once again, time is running out as O Level Examination is approaching. Mid Year Examination and Prelim are clsoing in as well. Titans Of 4E2, let try our best in the exam coming.
20 April 2008
Back to blogging.. Well not much things to write actually. Nowadays, i experiencing a pain in the heart. When i run too long, this pain will come. When i am about to sleep, this pain will come and torture me. As a result, i can't sleep. In class, the pain also suddenly come and got me distracted. I wonder whether does it got to do with stress or i am weak.. Then recently like around last Friday, i stayed back to finish up my english homework which i didn't hand up yet. I finally finished then i went for a walk as to wait for Mr Bear's test to finish. I came back and saw my account teacher in the classroom. I went in to get my bag. I asked her can i get my bag and go as i have tution class later. Then she said cannot go home yet, asked me to stay back. I have no choice but to stay. I message her to go home first as i don't know how long the class is. Then shortly after about 5mins, i received text message from my friends saying that she is crying. At that point of time, i really want to dash out. I quickly finished the work i was given at double time. After that, i quickly went to look for her. When i reached there, she was tearing tissue paper. Shouldn't have asked her to go home on her own. I tried to comfort her and asked what make her cry. After a while, she stopped crying and i did not managed to get the answer to my question. Sigh~~~ I won't ever let her go home alone le. Scare history repeat itself...
16 April 2008
i think today my classmate min yee was in bad mood today. I think today she is in a very bad mood. Today during maths period i think, my group and i were talking loudly. Then suddenly She shouted at us. I understood that she is frustrated enough already. She wanted peace during class. I was kind of offended in the first place but i think deeper and realized that part i mentioned earlier. Sigh~~ She apologized to me in her blog but by right, she no need to apologize. I am not a petty person. Hope that she wont take it to her heart and try to relax more. She is too tensed already... Not much to say tonight.... Sigh~~
14 April 2008
Today was feeling really sleepy. I almost fell asleep in physic class. Thanks to last night. i slept at around 2-3am. Why? Thanks to inconsiderate people in Singapore. The person living upstairs for no reason kept grinding don't know what. He or she used full strength until the noise was loud and clear. Tried to use my pillow to block out the noise. No really useful. It reduce the noise level. Around 12 am, i cannot tolerate it anymore. i went up and tell him to stop as he was disturbing the neighbors resting. Well, he was cooperative. He stopped immediately after that.
Thought that nothing will spoil my rest. Think too soon. Workers at the coffee shop downstairs like around 3 of them were gathering at the back of the shop talking loudly. And i mean really loud due to the fact that at night is very quiet. This time, i called the police and asked them for help. Waited for 1hr 30min, they came and copy down their i/c no. Then they left. It was all quiet. I was almost going to fall asleep soon. Then, the pain in my heart came. It did not come and go. It was there for a long while. i was totally awake. Then around 2am, the pain slowly go away. Around 2.30am, i fell asleep.
Then today in class, i tried very hard not to fall asleep. Then my eyes still closed. Then my teacher caught me. Classmate gave me attitude. If don't know what happened last night, JOLLY WELL SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP AS IT PISSED ME OFF!! TRY PUTTING YOURSELF IN MY SHOE!! SEE WHETHER WILL YOU FALL ASLEEP UNDER SUCH SITUATION AND YOU LIKE IT OR NOT!!!
Thought that nothing will spoil my rest. Think too soon. Workers at the coffee shop downstairs like around 3 of them were gathering at the back of the shop talking loudly. And i mean really loud due to the fact that at night is very quiet. This time, i called the police and asked them for help. Waited for 1hr 30min, they came and copy down their i/c no. Then they left. It was all quiet. I was almost going to fall asleep soon. Then, the pain in my heart came. It did not come and go. It was there for a long while. i was totally awake. Then around 2am, the pain slowly go away. Around 2.30am, i fell asleep.
Then today in class, i tried very hard not to fall asleep. Then my eyes still closed. Then my teacher caught me. Classmate gave me attitude. If don't know what happened last night, JOLLY WELL SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP AS IT PISSED ME OFF!! TRY PUTTING YOURSELF IN MY SHOE!! SEE WHETHER WILL YOU FALL ASLEEP UNDER SUCH SITUATION AND YOU LIKE IT OR NOT!!!
11 April 2008
Today was average in the morning but rocks at the Award Presentation Day. Before the morning assembly, i went to do my duty patrolling. After that, i recalled that my chinese teacher required help in the banner. I quickly look for 3 people and we went to general office to help out. While setting halfway, I saw Mrs John and Mr Ho. They appeared to be waiting for someone. So i carried on to get the banner done.
Then suddenly,
Mrs John asked : Wei Keat, you are a councilor right?
WK: Ya, why?
Mrs John: Can you take over the reciting of the national pledge? Mr Ho and i have have been waiting for quite some time for the person to do.
(At that time, i was thinking what the he** man. I taking the pledge for the whole school. In my whole life, i had not done something like that. )
WK: Mrs John, i think i cannot do it.
Mrs John: It is easy. (She tell me the procedures, i forget cause there are TOO MUCH TO REMEMBER. MY BRAIN LACK OF MEMORY SPACE)
WK: Like that ar, ok la i give it a shot.
So i just whack it through. I was a bit nervous scared that i say the wrong thing. I almost said the wrong thing. Luckily. My three classmates were standing at a side, giggling at me. Basket, i was nervous and they giggle at me. Nvm la. That was the only time lor. So nvm. When i came back to class, LH said that i say too soft le cannot hear some of the parts. I was nervous of course i will be softer la. Then PT asked me who asked me to say the pledge. Then i told her what happened.
First period, i thought it was P.E as Mr Bear said that today should have P.E. PE is like only once in a week then today cancelled. I really like PE as nowadays, i am really occupied and that is when i can exercise a bit, have fun and take a break from studies. Sigh~~~ PE cancelled today. Half Sian. Then, it was Additional Maths period. As usual, there was a short announcement and distribution of certificate for the most improvement in class. Definitely not me. I remained constant quite a while already. Mr Bear went through part of the integration of partial fraction. Last lesson of the day, Social Studies, Mr Wong distribute the mayflower paper back to us. I got 22/25 for the paper. I was shocked. In social studies, my source based is the weakest. Essay was average. The source based questions took three page and a half i think. Exam sure cannot make it. He told us that his mother got stroke. I hoped that his mother will have a speedy recovery. Sigh~~ Recess time i received notes which my chemistry teacher called it Guides to A1.
Then before the Award Presentation Day, got few rehearsal. The start of the actual parade, everything went smoothly until the march past i think. There is a slight problem as i cant get the flag pole into the flag holder but managed to solve it fast. Phew~ then march past. Timing for the Guard Of Honor was damm fantastic everything cocked up thanks to the people in front leading the contingent. Basket sia. Then went up to the hall for performance. Actually my mind was switch off for peformance except for choir, dance and NCC PDS!!! WOO~~~ PDS TOTALLY ROCK THE WHOle SCHOOL. It was formed last year and this year rock the whole school!! I planned to come back as a cadet officer to help my school NCC unit. The NPCC cadets were cheering for the NCC PDS. Some of them told me that they want to change bf. i was like (-.-)lll. Got an award for outstanding contribution for CCA.
Then hanged around wait for her. Planned to walk her home but she was rewarded by Mr Bear with ice cream. So i didnt send her home. Hope she enjoyed her ice cream. Then she left, i went to bubble tea shop and went back to school. Help eat the food. ^^ I specialise in eating though i dun look like i am fat. hehehe. I am now at home exhausted and looking at the award i got for my contribution. Recently, i feeling a pain in my heart. It is physical and not emotional. It had been there for few days already. Dunno why i have this pain. Sigh~~
Then suddenly,
Mrs John asked : Wei Keat, you are a councilor right?
WK: Ya, why?
Mrs John: Can you take over the reciting of the national pledge? Mr Ho and i have have been waiting for quite some time for the person to do.
(At that time, i was thinking what the he** man. I taking the pledge for the whole school. In my whole life, i had not done something like that. )
WK: Mrs John, i think i cannot do it.
Mrs John: It is easy. (She tell me the procedures, i forget cause there are TOO MUCH TO REMEMBER. MY BRAIN LACK OF MEMORY SPACE)
WK: Like that ar, ok la i give it a shot.
So i just whack it through. I was a bit nervous scared that i say the wrong thing. I almost said the wrong thing. Luckily. My three classmates were standing at a side, giggling at me. Basket, i was nervous and they giggle at me. Nvm la. That was the only time lor. So nvm. When i came back to class, LH said that i say too soft le cannot hear some of the parts. I was nervous of course i will be softer la. Then PT asked me who asked me to say the pledge. Then i told her what happened.
First period, i thought it was P.E as Mr Bear said that today should have P.E. PE is like only once in a week then today cancelled. I really like PE as nowadays, i am really occupied and that is when i can exercise a bit, have fun and take a break from studies. Sigh~~~ PE cancelled today. Half Sian. Then, it was Additional Maths period. As usual, there was a short announcement and distribution of certificate for the most improvement in class. Definitely not me. I remained constant quite a while already. Mr Bear went through part of the integration of partial fraction. Last lesson of the day, Social Studies, Mr Wong distribute the mayflower paper back to us. I got 22/25 for the paper. I was shocked. In social studies, my source based is the weakest. Essay was average. The source based questions took three page and a half i think. Exam sure cannot make it. He told us that his mother got stroke. I hoped that his mother will have a speedy recovery. Sigh~~ Recess time i received notes which my chemistry teacher called it Guides to A1.
Then before the Award Presentation Day, got few rehearsal. The start of the actual parade, everything went smoothly until the march past i think. There is a slight problem as i cant get the flag pole into the flag holder but managed to solve it fast. Phew~ then march past. Timing for the Guard Of Honor was damm fantastic everything cocked up thanks to the people in front leading the contingent. Basket sia. Then went up to the hall for performance. Actually my mind was switch off for peformance except for choir, dance and NCC PDS!!! WOO~~~ PDS TOTALLY ROCK THE WHOle SCHOOL. It was formed last year and this year rock the whole school!! I planned to come back as a cadet officer to help my school NCC unit. The NPCC cadets were cheering for the NCC PDS. Some of them told me that they want to change bf. i was like (-.-)lll. Got an award for outstanding contribution for CCA.
Then hanged around wait for her. Planned to walk her home but she was rewarded by Mr Bear with ice cream. So i didnt send her home. Hope she enjoyed her ice cream. Then she left, i went to bubble tea shop and went back to school. Help eat the food. ^^ I specialise in eating though i dun look like i am fat. hehehe. I am now at home exhausted and looking at the award i got for my contribution. Recently, i feeling a pain in my heart. It is physical and not emotional. It had been there for few days already. Dunno why i have this pain. Sigh~~
8-9 April 2008
I cant rmb much of ytd things as i sometimes have short term memory loss. Ytd during recess, i was standby on at the door once the bell rang. i was waiting for Mr bear permission to go off. Instead he asked me a question, "Wei Keat, where you want to go?" I replied him," Going for upper sec recess." I replied this way, there is a reason behind it. This was the second time he asked. Previously this was the what happened:
Mr Bear : Where you want to go? Now Lower Sec recess
Wk : Huh? really? Now lower sec recess? (The time was 10.40 and that was upper recess time)
Mr Bear : Ya. you dun anyhow go off for recess hor. (My classmate were laughing)
Wk : ... (I had nthing to say at that time)
Mr Bear: Go la go la. I bluff u, u also believe.
Wk : .... (seriously nothing to say)
So this time, i had to smart a bit to avoid the same question again. Once bitten, twice shy. Then Chemistry lesson, my class did the gas test experiment. Well, i had a some difficultly for the oxygen test. I had to try for four times then i succeed. The rest of the test was quite successful. Then yesterday rehearsal, the supporting contingent was not up to my standard. Their mistake was very common. I told them umpteen times yet they still make the mistake. Nvm Forget it.
Today, I had the A Maths test on differentiation. There were four question. The first question i totally WASTED. I was like WTF!!! There was a part : 2x-2=2. By right, it supposed to be 2x=2 and x=2. I wrote x=0. THE WHOLE QUESTION I TOTALLY WASTED!!! ROAR!! Tml still got rehearsal only for NCC damm sian. My school unit got gold yet their standard is like the opposite. The current SM was not care for his man lor. Asking them to do physical training under a hot sun at 2.30. PURE CRAP. NCC is going to notmake it soon with this kind of crazy SM. Plus my handphone accidentally let her take home. i forget to taake it back from her. Diao... -.-
Mr Bear : Where you want to go? Now Lower Sec recess
Wk : Huh? really? Now lower sec recess? (The time was 10.40 and that was upper recess time)
Mr Bear : Ya. you dun anyhow go off for recess hor. (My classmate were laughing)
Wk : ... (I had nthing to say at that time)
Mr Bear: Go la go la. I bluff u, u also believe.
Wk : .... (seriously nothing to say)
So this time, i had to smart a bit to avoid the same question again. Once bitten, twice shy. Then Chemistry lesson, my class did the gas test experiment. Well, i had a some difficultly for the oxygen test. I had to try for four times then i succeed. The rest of the test was quite successful. Then yesterday rehearsal, the supporting contingent was not up to my standard. Their mistake was very common. I told them umpteen times yet they still make the mistake. Nvm Forget it.
Today, I had the A Maths test on differentiation. There were four question. The first question i totally WASTED. I was like WTF!!! There was a part : 2x-2=2. By right, it supposed to be 2x=2 and x=2. I wrote x=0. THE WHOLE QUESTION I TOTALLY WASTED!!! ROAR!! Tml still got rehearsal only for NCC damm sian. My school unit got gold yet their standard is like the opposite. The current SM was not care for his man lor. Asking them to do physical training under a hot sun at 2.30. PURE CRAP. NCC is going to notmake it soon with this kind of crazy SM. Plus my handphone accidentally let her take home. i forget to taake it back from her. Diao... -.-
7 April 2008
One month had passed. Time traveled very fast indeed. Today was average day as there are bad thing and good things happened today. Bad thing is thephysic paper i got back. I got 9/28 for the test. Cant blame anyone but me. I did last minute revision and not much things can get into my mind. Looks like much more effort have to put in. Sigh~~ Then today two period of maths Mr Bear teach on integration, i almost got off track as the topic was already taught to me by my tution teacher. The other periods was average. Chinese was totally slackly. Super slack. After school, i stayed back. Then i saw NCC cadets practising PDS for the speech day. So i went to play with the Mark 4 rifles. The best part came. I accidentally dropped the rifle and it bonuced and hit my chin. OUCH!!! Now there is slight bleeding on my chin. That time when the rifle hit my chin, my jaws was like slightly shifted. nvm. the only i am concerned now is the bleeding. dun know when is it going to stop. Hope it stopped by tml otherwise. my uniform will be stained with my blood. Sigh~~~ Now still kind of pain. Ouch~~~ Now my messenger is still function. Now i have to b e more careful in future
Sorry for juz now. Sorry that i juz now keep u waiting. Sorry
Sorry for juz now. Sorry that i juz now keep u waiting. Sorry
5 April 2008
Today i went with my frens. There were four of us. We went for walk at j8. Before that, i went to borrow some chinese books as i feel that my Chinese really SUCK. Maybe read some chinese storybooks will help to improve in my chinese, also there is no harm trying. After borrowing, CK, SC and i waited for someone la. Though she is late, i dun really mind cause i was in very happy mood except for CK who was kind for gloomy for awhile. I dunno what make he so gloomy. After that, we went to j8. After the walk, it was raining. Then i sent her home. the bus was kind of cold so i lent my jacket and make sure that she feel warm but not cold. Time travels fast, one day had gone past and O lvl is coming nearer by one day. Very pressurizing. It will be good for me if i can go have a walk and take a break from my school work. Going to study.. Piles of homework waiting for me... Sigh~~~
U take care of yourself ar.
Dun fall sick.
Someone already fell ill after walking in the rain.
Shouldn't have let you walk in the rain.
U take care of yourself ar.
Dun fall sick.
Someone already fell ill after walking in the rain.
Shouldn't have let you walk in the rain.
4 April 2008
Today was the Sport's day. the last sport's day for my secondary school life... Still, it was full of good memories. My classmates won awards for the class. The boy's relay didnt do well as we got the 7th position. After the the relay for inter class was over, i walked back to my class area. I looked at Mr Bear, he told me that its ok at least we had try our best. I think he had knew the outcome of the race long time ago.. But overall Titans Of 4E2 had done well, the class got most participation, School level champion and sec 4 and 5 champion. ^^ Well, i got a picture of my class at the stadium some of my friends had post on their blog already(That was fast). except that some of us not wearing the class t-shirt and i was one of them. Very odd and monday Mr bear is going to do something about it. Dun care.. I forget to wear at least i am there. We had fun for today. Fun part is over, pressurzing part is coming soon....
Take care of yourself, dun get yourself injured...
be careful...
Take care of yourself, dun get yourself injured...
be careful...
1 April 2008
today got my POA test result. i was totally disappointed as i got 4/30 only. Thats it. i am going to chiong all the way for POA. Its time for me to do something about it. Otherwise, i going to have a disgusting grade on my progress card. About the argument, i dun wan to talk about it. Today prize presentation rehearsal was average. Actually i was playing my friend's phone game to keep me out of boredom. Damm sian, tml got a maths test from sec 3 topic. I guess i juz do slight revision will do. Most of the things are still fresh in my brain. last week and this week kind of have alot of unhappy thing going on... Sigh~~~ Now i can fully concentrate on my studies coz i stepped down CCA le Wee~~~ Now i going to finish up all my work.
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