31 Dec 2008

My shift for today was from 2.30pm to 10pm. I went down a bit later than usual. I saw Gladdys at counter 6 which is outside of the NTUC. The position where counter 6 is warm and it kind of remind of me of the training in NCC. Today was the first time i worked at counter 6. I don't mind the heat but there isn't much customers at counter 6. Luckily, there is a promoter and Jin Xiang company otherwise i sure fall asleep. Not much people, i went to arranged the things nicely to kill some time. Then there were some customers were very friend;y. We started a short conversion. There is one particular customer suggested that he should buy the flower just to put it at the prayer altar. I found it funny. No much people buy a pot of flower just to put it at the altar. Isn't it kind of wierd? The promotor left at around 7pm. Still, Jin Xiang is around. Although he went to the office to print something, there is still others. I also noticed there is a paper crane in the drawer of counter 6. It's wings was written "Gladdys was here" and "I folded it. Go me". Something like that, i can't remember much. I hate counter 6's scanner and register. The scanner took a longer time to scan the item and the register did not come out fully =.= . Today was very slack. Jin Xiang brought serval thing including soft drinks, snacks and other stuff to counter 6 and check price. Suddenly, the counter was crowded with the items. But at least i can reduce the risk of getting unbalanced balance. As for the report, i did 3 times. First i got excess of about 20 bucks plus i think. Second time, i got negative 200 bucks. The i recounted again with the help of Auntie Ah Noi, it balanced. I was happy xD. For the first time i balanced!!! YAHOO!! However, it was short-termed happiness as i was being called back to the office again when i was halfway home. The supervisor Eric said i short of 200 cash. I was like "HOLY CRAP". I rushed back to the office again. Later, i went back home. Supervisor Eric said he will check with Karen again. Sigh~ I am a a break again tomorrow. I am going down to the office and check out the matter at least i know am i really short of 200 bucks... Why things have to turn out that way... Why... Auntie Ah Noi and i counted and we got the amount. I really don't what to do now.... WHY!!! T.T

29 Dec 2008

I made a major mistake. I was supposed to work in the morning and i came in the afternoon. I did checked the rooster and i can read the second letter but i can't read the first letter. It was something V. I asked Karen and asked her if it is NV which means i will be working from 3.30pm to 10pm. If it is AV, i will be working in the morning shift. I had the impression that she told me it's NV. When i came in the afternoon, she asked me why i didn't turn up in the morning. I was stunned and i replied, " I thought i was doing in the afternoon shift?". At that time of time, i felt like a retarded person. I don't know why though. Then Zhi Yuan had to go out as he was assigned to the counter outside while i was assigned to counter 1. I was rather distracted because the shift incident. Still, i tried to focus. There is an customer forget to take her toothpaste, she bought the tissue and toothpaste. She took the tissue away but left the toothpaste. I forget to key in the cash float today ==lll. I guess i was really distracted. About 1 or 2 hours before i packed up, there is a father who bought 6 cans of evaporated milk(I know how many he bought as he paid at my counter) who accidentally dropped one can at his child. The child was like just 1 years old +/- . The can hit the head. Of course, the baby cried. One of the customer kind of scolded him. The child stopped crying after a while. After that, i packed up. I was giving up and i thought that it will not balance. The difference will be a lot. I was half correct again. It did not balanced but i have excess of 0.55 bucks. Looks like the situation is slightly stable. Actually, i had to do the report twice as i forget to key in the float. The report showed i had excess of 200.55 bucks. I was stunned. Then, auntie Jasmine asked me if i forget to key in the float earlier on. I thought i did but later i recalled that i did not have the cash float receipt so i said no. After the adjustments, i had excess of 55 cents. Phew~Anyway, auntie Jasmine did helped me to pack stuff and assisted me. Wen Hui also did helped me xD. THANKS. Zhi Yuan had the lowest sales i think, he had only 400++ bucks. He had not much customers and he had lots of coin to count. There is still a long way to go i guess....

28 Dec 2008

Back to blog again. Starting of the work was ok i think. I got my own float today, this made things easier as i still can remember the amount for each bag. Basically, it was alright until a customer who forget to take his stuff. He came back and took it. Before he took it, he kind of told me off. He questioned me why i seperated his stuff. He bought some biscuits and detergent i think. Of course, i have to seperate it right. Or what, you expect me to put together? I said i put it there at the side of the register. He said he didn't see. I was going to replied him"OH WOW, YOU DIDN'T SEE IT. DO YOU WANT ME TO HANG IT UP AND PUT YOUR BIG FAT NAME WITH IT? OR IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOUR EYES?" Still, i didn't said that as i know what's installed for me after i said that. Then, i made a mistake. A customer bought 2 grapefruit and it supposed to be 70 cents each. But i go keyed in 2 bucks each. Luckily, she came back and tell me. I made the changes for her. So, i refunded 2.60 bucks to her. Next, a customer mixed 2 different drinks. She thought there is discount. I also thought that way too. In the end, there is no discount. She took one drink which is the discount list and the other one is not. Then, i asked for help again. I had to explain a lot of times to her. Because of the first cutomer i mentioned earlier on, i was not in myself. It practically took me awhile to cool myself down. The rest of the time was alright. I even saw one of the primary school teacher. During IT club in primary, we had to do an interview with one of the teacher and my team chosen her to work with. She didn't remember me until i i told who i was. She was really a nice teacher although she didn't teach me before. I even saw my tutor's mum too. She didn't see me though. Gladdys was at counter 2 and i was at counter 3. I think i didn't really talk much today. Towards the ending i was very restless. Today, i got negative 2.75 bucks. This i was i thought "Oh boy, it is getting worse." That point of time, i really need some peace and quiet. I quickly count and get out of there. Sigh. Today was a total bullshit. Gladdys did help me a bit, she chatted with me awhile. That pulled my focus away from the stupid, retarded customers. Tired and restless, i think i going to sleep soon....Yesterday, i even asked wen hui for help in the credit card settlement in terms of the steps. Today, auntie Lisa helped me also. I really grateful for all the help from these people. Thank you.

27 Dec 2008

Back to blog again after a day's work. I was at counter one again like yesterday. It was good start. I did all the paper work. The bumps were during the in between and the ending. In between, there is a customer who bought a lot of things. One of his items is the rices, 5kg rice. His 5 kg rice should be 9 buck ++ but when i scanned it in, it show 18.60. I was like "WOW, THE PRICE SHOT UP LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS." The 10kg rice is 18.40 bucks i think but i can't find the item matched 18.40. So i called karen to void everything and re-scanned everything. Then, there is a customer gave me 1000 bucks note and his purchase total is 61 bucks ++. He practically cleared half of my 50 bucks. I even forget to key in the point for a customer and redeem his link points. Best part for today, i short of 70 cents. I even forget to reprint the credit card report. The float i get today belongs to Gladdys. I found a transparent plastic bag consist of 3 one dollar coin. Gladdys is also a bit scary as she sometimes suddenly appeared behind you. I can't even hear the footsteps. This made me think a lot in terms of Principle Of Accounts. In that subject, i seldom get the account balance and this also happened to my job. Some of the theory also come in as well. Gladdy's float really made my life very easy for me. The first time i get the float, i got a lot of 5 cents and 10 cents coins. This really gave me a hard time. Also, today i met a customer who previously gave my mentor a hard time. Again, a customer bought soft drinks and when i said it was 4 bucks+. She asked me why is it not 3 bucks+. Then she don't want and i have to void it. When i check the price, the price she mentioned is supposed to be H2O soft drink not 100 PLUS soft drink. I was like"This customer's eyes really have problem, major problem.." I was totally exhausted.

26 Dec 2008

Just reached home. After these four days, I felt that there is still a very long way to go. I had excess money for 3 times and once i short of 25 cents. There is 3 times of excess money because today i had excess cash again >< . I had excess of 27.50 bucks. What in the world i have so much excess. I even broke my own record of 20.50 bucks. I think i will have to count a few times to prevent this again. While i was working, i felt a short dull pain at my heart. It happened to me a few times (maybe not only few times but i lost count). Luckily, there wasn't much customers at my shift. Gladdys was working from 3.30pm to 10pm. She kept asking to change coins and even before she was about close, she asked the escort to change coin with her. Also, there was a customer have problem with the trolley. Basically, he wanted to use one and he got 2 out. So he approached me to help. When i saw the situation, i was wondering "Why don't you take a one dollar coin and put it into one?". I asked him did he try that and he replied he did. He can't put the coin into where it supposed to be. I tried and i got it in == . There was also a customer who bought the detergent. That was one of the item on the "Purchase with Purchase" section. I told her that if she did not purchase 25 or above, she will not get the discount and she replied that she still want. After i scanned everything and cashed out the change, she told me that she don't want as it was too expensive. I was speechless, totally speechless. I called the supervisor and refunded the item. Slightly felt discouraged, i guess life is not always a bed of roses.

25 Dec 08

Christmas is here. I would like to wish my friends Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays. Sigh, time really flies. Well, some of my classmate went back to their homeland. They probably won't return to Singapore. I have no idea when will we have a chance to meet again, only fate knows. One of more classmate is also going back to Nepal and if i did not make a mistake, it should this coming Monday i think. Unfortunately, i am not able to send her off as it is too early. I afraid that it might clash with my working time. Still, I will have to check again. If it did not clash, i will try to make it. I think it will be like last time where i stay overnight at the airport. My friends and i stayed overnight at the airport. We were playing PSP and laptop to keep ourselves occupied. We were awake throughout the night and walked the airport like a few times. Chances of me going to send her off will be low. I miss those days in class. Events like sports day were memorable. I still remembered my class got champion twice. One is for best class participation and the other one.. I am not really sure... The next thing i can think of will be the period during O Level. The last paper for O Level was MCQ Science Paper. After that, we took a class photo. This is the class photoSigh, the class is kind of scattered already. After the announcement of result, i think the class will be totally scattered... I really miss the good old times. xD Another day had passed...

24 Dec 08

Today is the first time i doing the second shift. I felt that i was rather comfortable in this shift as compared to the first shift. The shift was practically having war. Customers keep coming like nobody's business. The tendency of making mistake is rather high. The rate of customers coming in during the second shift is lower than the first shift. It may be also due to the weather as it rained the whole day i think. I feel that i work better in the second shift than in first shift. When i reached there, i went to the office to count. I forget to count the 800 bucks. I only count the cash float =.= . That was rather careless of me. This nearly caused a major mistake later on. This nearly caused me a heart attack. Today i was at counter 2 and Gladdys was at counter 3. Again, i did ask her for help occasionally like checking with her the price of the fruits. I would like to thank her for her help. Also, i would like to thank Auntie Lisa as she helped me to count the sales for me. Otherwise, i think i would stuck there for a very long time. And i meant really very long. The cash given to me was short of a sum of money as i didn't count so i have really no idea how much am i short. But i know i short of money. This resulted in a faster rate of using up the coins and notes. Around one hour before i packed, there is a customer came back to take the dog food he bought but it wasn't there. Gladdys was telling him that there is not much she can do since it was been taken by mistake. Later on, i think she did not want to use the coins anymore and so, she like "borrowed" 30 cents from my cash register. Again, IT DID NOT BALANCE AND THIS HAD SERIOUSLY GETTING ON MY NERVES. But this also happened to my Principle Of Account. I did not managed to get it tally about 99% of the time. Although there are times the account are balanced, this because i got reinforcement.... Then the amount first shown was freaking scary. The difference was by 600++ bucks. My heart immediately sank. When i told Karen, she told me that she did not give the correct amount to one of the tray. She concluded that it happened to be mine. i was slightly relieved. After that, she made some changes and i printed out the report the second time round, the difference drop to 25 cents negative. I can't figure out why the 30 cents i "lent"Gladdys turns out to be 25 cents. I did not really bother about it. As that time, i wasn't really in the right mood. I guess it had to do with yesterday. Never mind, what has done can't be undone. Right now, i listening to music again and thinking some of personal memories.... Actually, i am listening to a song tittled "Listen To Your Heart"

23 Dec 2008

Today i woke up at 5.30am to prepare myself. I reached my working place around 6am. The shutters were shut. I went back the back door and left my belonging in the office. The shevles were making the way in very difficult and i had to practically squeezed through =.= I thought i can look at the prices of the fruits again but i was asked to help to push out the shelves. Then i went to collect the money for the cash register. Today was the same. Starting was not smooth. I went a bit slower today. A customer told me that i was slow and i replied her that" Auntie, i want to give the correct change to my customer otherwise laer it will be my fault" She agreed with me. I was tired and restless later in the afternoon around 12pm and i forgot to key in the points for one customers who put the card in front of me. Of course, the customer was angry and scolded me. I didn't really bother him. Today, the line was super freaking long. I thought i will not be able to make it. Luckily, the supervisor and one of the auntie helped me to pack the items. This speed up in reducing the lenght of the line. I was very grateful that they helped me XD. Then, i accidentally keyed in the wrong price. Even worse, i was scanning halfway until i realised all the item was not scan in because of the first item. Everything have to be voided. It was more than 20 bucks T.T . This morning, i started serving a customer who bought 3 items. Then halfway, she want to take another item so i holded her transaction. Second customer come and i served her. I left the first customer on the side of the counter. I also left he second customer's item on the side. The second customer just happily took everything away. When i realised it, it was too late. I called Karren who is my supervisor. Then after that, the case closed. I wondered why are there such people who took other people item and you don't feel gulity at all? Has your conscious been eaten or what? For me, i will quickly return to the NTUC. That customer did not come back to return as expected. Because of this, i thought will have negative amount. So i carried on. Until the end of the day, I HAVE EXCESS AGAIN >< . I felt sian immediately. This time i had excess by 12 bucks ++. Cash had excess by 7 bucks ++ and nets had excess by 4 bucks ++. I SAW THE WORD NETS EXCESS, I WAS LIKE "WHAT IN THE WORLD NETS HAVE EXCESS ALSO". I was already sian le, this made me even more sian ==lll. Some of the supervisor already know my excess of 20 bucks for yesterday. Then, today i broke a record over there and that is to count money. I took me more than 1 hour to count. I had to recount 3 times ><. When i was going off soon, i saw WH and i was rather surprised as she was not working today. Later, i found out that she was called to replaced someone ==lll. She was called 3 hours before hand. I am super tired after today's work. I felt like my back going to break into half. Long time never stand so long since my last parade.

22 Dec 2008

Today is the first day that i opened a counter. Starting was a bit messed up but it was ok after that. Everything was smoothly in the beginning until later, some problems starts to appear. I forget to give some changes to some customers but they did come back to ask their change. I also injured my thumb which rather funny as i was opening the coin and my thumb nail starting to bleed. I was like ' Laugh out loud, this way also can injured my thumb" I would like to thank WH for helping me on my first day. If without her help today, i think would be a goner for sure. Around 10am, i felt that something was wrong and may short of some money. This will cost inbalance of the Trial Balance. I was right but half right. The trial balance was not balance but i did not short of money. I HAD EXCESS MONEY. THE AMOUNT SUM UP TO 20.27 BUCKS. Cash Float was correct. I have no idea where the exceed come from. If i give short for their change, the customers will be back and ask. This doesn't make sense. But look on the bright side, it is not negative amount. Sian, tomorrow have to report in at 0630 hrs. Tomorrow i have to be 10 times alert le. I don't want anymore positive or negative amount. I WANT THE NUMBERS TO BE JUST NICE AND THATS ALL xD. I went home after that and switched on my computer to play some music. Slacking at home~

20 Dec 2008

It had been a week already.Today was slightly messed up. Sigh.... Tomorrow i having a break again xD. Then i am working on monday. Actually this was what happened. The auntie at counter asked me to put the newspaper at the newspaper shelves, so i went to put and there were 2 shelves but i only put one. So the auntie called me to put the other shelves and again, i went to put. After the newspaper, i forget to put the trolley. The counter 5 antie called me again to ask me put the trolley and i apologized for forgeting to put it at the back. Then the counter 4 aunite showed me attitude. I was like "what the hell is your problem? I apologized for my forgetfulness already right. Why the **** do you have to show me attitude? If you are not happy, you go do it yourself la. " Then after that, i went to put the trolley behind and went back to helped out at counter one. Well, yesterday i gave a nickname to a girl and i know it was rather mean of me. So today i confessed to the girl which happened to work at the counter one. I was rather surprised that she was not angry as i expected her to be angry. I guess she is not as petty as i thought. Then for the rest of the day, i think i was practically not myself at all. I have no idea why. I was not able to focus and i almost went into daze. Luckily, the customers kept coming otherwise i would have be in daze.I was really in no mood today. The moment i reached home, i switched on computer and played my favourite music. One day is going to be over soon....

19 Dec 2008

Another day's work is done although i had several heart attacks. Thanks to WH. Just kidding. Actually it was partly my fault. I almost droppped some of the customers' items. Also, i found my best friend in the NTUC which is the CHICKEN xD. Nope, u did'nt see wrongly. There is story behind it. Today i was helping to put the items into the plastic bag. Until one customer bought a chicken, i noticed how WH hold the chicken to scan. I find it funny. She hold it as if she was scared of it. The details i am not really sure but somehow, we talked until the chicken become my best friends. It also become her enemy. I heard that yesterday there were a lot of people buying the toliet paper as it was on offer. Then WH said that she put the toliet paper into the plastic bag until she was scared of it. I was like "Wow, why so many people buy toliet paper when it is on offer?" Tomorrow wll be really busy for me. Sigh~ Never mind, put in my best effort will do. Hope that everything will run smoothly for me and everyone who is working tomorrow in NTUC xD. After work, I went to buy myself a pair of shoes as my current one is considered a goner. When i reached home, i was surfing n Youtube to find any nice music video and i happened to find one. The video shows a guy playing Apologize by Timberland on piano. I was like "Wow, that is so cool". I will put the music in my blog soon... Yawn... Feeling tired and restless, i had my dinner and went to sleep.





Will never give up without a fight...

17 Dec 2008

Another day's work is done for now. I am taking a one day's break and will be back to work again. I saw the cashier(or rather mentor) who i argued with yesterday. I didn't really talk to her today as i do not want to argue with her. Until, she came to the counter i was helping out and asked if there is anything to put back to the shelf. I replied her that i had put all the things back to thier original places and she kind of seem unhappy with me again. I guess i had answered at the wrong time...Again, i meet another cashier who mistook me as 17 years old. I was like "Am I really that old??" Maybe it's due to my height. I had tried several times to operate the cash register and so far, I am able to operate. Still, there is a problem. I think my brain space less than 1 mega byte or what. I can't seem to remember all the code nuber for the goods. Now, i have a homework and that is the memorise all the code number >< (At least i have one day to do so). Now, my friend have to report tomorrow and now it's his turn to try xD. I wish him all the best. At this point of time, i still feel that there is lots of room for improvement. Sigh~ I still can remember the first time i went. Every cashier was packing very fast and i was like a slow coach >< . Basically the first day, i was feeling the whole day =.= Right now, there isn't much to write...

16 Dec 2008

I am undergoing training in NTUC. The NTUC near my house.... The workers there are very nice towards me... except for one... as i kept arguing with her.... I had been there for the past 4 days. I felt a bit nervous on the first day as i had no experience in being cashier. From that day on, it was better. Today was not really smooth as i cause my mentor to cancel $40 plus... I felt very paiseh ><>.< One of the cashier saw me reported in before 8am and asked why. Basically, i don't really care about the pay since i am very inexperienced. The main objective to come early is for experience. In the morning, i was able to feel the rush as compared to in the afternoon where customer were not as many as in the morning. I saw some familiar faces, mostly were friends. Of course, i saw some of the teachers too. So far, i find it comfortable working there(cause i help the cashier to pack for now). Seriously speaking, i felt very bad today because of my performance and i even 'hai' one person x.x Sigh....By the way, i know one thing for sure. Today have 3 cashier are about my age and also from Uniformed Group. One from Girl Guide and one from St. John. Girl guide is ok with me.. but St john.... never mind.

19 November 2008

One of classmate is leaving Singapore and not coming back to Singapore to stay anymore. Her flight was at 7 am i think. Wee tat, Hafiz and i decided to stay overnight at Changi Airport and send her off the next morning. Hafiz brought his brother PSP and Wee Tat borrowed his cousin laptop to keep him ompany. We decided to take bus to Serangoon Interchange and take MRT to Changi. While waiting, Hafiz's father called him and asked if we need a ride to the airport.Then we changed our mind to take Hafiz father ride to Changi Airport instead. We reached there and took a walk from terminal 2 to terminal 3 and back to terminal 2. I know some wil say lame but we have nothing much to do. We had to do something to kill time. After that, we went to look for a place to rest and play PSP and laptop. Also, we had to charge PSP and laptop. By the way, we reached Changi Airport at 11pm or 12 am i think. As for food, we went to MacDonald to have some food and we had also bought some food along too. Hafiz was sleeping and i played Hafiz PSP. We took turns to play. I was practically awake throughout the night as i was playing the PSP. Then, the time had come and we meet at the Star Buck shop to meet. Suju and the rest were also there. We took some photo. Min Yee and Pei Ting were there too. Mr Oei came at the very last momment. After that, she went in to check in and we went home. We were so tired at the morning until i can hardly think properly. My mind was occupied with the thoughts of my comfortable bed at home....

I was kind of disappointed as not many of my classmate turned up. They may feel that they are not close with them but still, we are classmates for 2 years. At least these 2 years, you have talked to her and work with her. It is impossible not to interact with her at all. Some parents were against them from going and that i can understand.... Sigh~

16 November 2008

Right now, i enjoying life. Playing computer at home, i kind of missing the secondary school life. I had a lot of thoughts of my polytechnic life. Still, i think secondary school life is the best period of time of my life. In Chinese, there is a proverbs saying that there are not feast that last forever. It is true. All things in life will come to an end. Well, we can still keep in contact with each other still. I hope the next time we meet in society, we are still friends and not enemies. At the same time, my tutor who taught me math in Secondary 2 to 4 is having her exam soon and i wish her all the best and good luck. Meanwhile, you guys take care and chill out during the holidays. Enjoy~~

4 Nov 2008

Currently resting after a series of O Level paper. Right now, most of the papers are finished. MCQ is the paper i will be taking. Some may wonder how come i did mention about Mother Paper, that is because i did not retake my Mother Tongue even though i got a C6. The main reason for this is that i want focus on other subjects. I intend to go to Ngee Ann Polytechnic and want to attend Chemical Engineering Course. For the last 2 weeks, i feel that time is traveling very slow. But now, it seems to gain speed. Next week will be the end of my O Level Papers XD. Most people will be happy but i have mixed feeling. Secondary School life was the best period of my life. Sigh~ After secondary school life, it is like i had pushed a reset button and everything is reset. New surrounding, friends and lifestyle.... Sigh~

Meanwhile, there are some video from youtube. This time, it is from Gundam SEED. This is where the Freedom Gundam comes in to protect ArcAngel. Kira managed to survive the impact after Aegis self-destructed. This is also where Lacus comes in to help Kira to obtain the Freedom from ZAFT military base.

Ep 34 - Seen and Unseen Part 1


Ep34-Seen and Unseen Part 2


Ep 35-Descending Sword Part 1


Ep 35-Descending Sword Part 2


Ep 35-Descending Sword Part 3


Hope u enjoy it.

27 Sept 2008

Time really passed by fast. O Level Examination is around the corner. I feel that my humanities is really hopeless. My source-based question is really unstable. As for essay, i think i will not have enough time to remember every single detail. The only that give me hope is both A and E math. Science will be the next subject that give me hope but more effort have to be put in. For the past five days, i had went to school for self study revision session. The reason is simple becuase my neighbour is really inconsiderate. They have talked loudly like nobody business. Right now, there is lift-upgrading for the block in front of mine. This really make things worse. I can't focus in the afternoon to study Geography and Social Studies. Sometimes, i really wonder if the government got brains or not. Having upgrades during this time really is brainless action. The self revision session is really useful except some occasion as it got noisy. I went for the seesion is because i can ask help from my teachers. Sigh, the feeling during exam really sucks. At night, the school do really look spooky. Very sian... On the bright side, it will be over soon and i will be a free man(for awhile).

30 August 2008

Saturday is here again. I finished my tuition homework and watch Gundam SEED Destiny. After that, i played a while of maplestory. I did not really train, just login to sell things. I am rather restless today. One week break is going to start soon. Prelim will resume after the break. A break isn't really a break this time round. Remaining subjects have to study. Sigh~ I just wish all this will done with soon. I made a case for my medal. It is kind of simple as i used a simple looking box to be a container and covered it with a sheet of plastic. Super boring.

29 August 2008

Considered myself as super unlucky. Prelim have a week of holiday in between. Horror of the exam have just passed. MY best suject are coming soon and they are considered dead. Class air-conditioner is down. Now my class is hot, just like the past from secondary one to secondary three where there is no air-conditioner. Teacher's Day Celebration was not as good as the few previous year. I feel that this year celebration is the worst of all. During my geography test, cheering could be heard from my class. I was partially distracted. Some of my point almost fly away. Luckily, i remembered. My humanities paper is considered gone case. Sad. Althought the celebration was boring, it will be the last one for all the secondary four as we are going to gradute soon. By then, we can always come back and visit our teacher. For me, it is not a problem as the school is just beside my block. Cool huh? At the same time of the celebration, it was also prize-giving for the inter-house games. I actually got myself a bronze during interhouse team badminton competition. This medal is the first and will be the last i won as i will not have any more chances to take part. Secondary school life is really a memorable one as compared to primary school life. Nowadays, i having problems sleeping. Sigh~ This is pure crap.

24 August 2008

Tomorrow will be the start of prelims. First paper will be English, formats to be remember. Tuesday, i just need to stay at home as i am not retaking my Chinese. Wednesday is my Science Practical exam. After that, social studies is next which i really hate it a lot. Up next on the list for this week is Geography, a sbject that i like. After Social studies, i will have the motivation to do well for the rest as THIS IS THE SUBJECT I HATE TO THE CORE. IT TOTALLY SUCKS. Everytime thinking that there will be Social Studies lesson, i will be demorlised. I ahte the teacher and his lessons. Lesson would be better if he is not the teacher. Final lap is coming , feeling out of breath soon. Perserve on...

22 August 2008

1 week had gone. Today was average i believe. Next week, it will be prelim. I will stop posting for a period of time. You can leave a message on my tagboard as when i am free, i will have a look at it. I have nothing much to write for today. This is another video on Gundam SEED Destiny, eposide 40 " Legacy Of Gold". This is where another moblie suit was introduced in this show. It was bulit during Gundam SEED series, however it did not appear until now. The polit of the moblie suit is Cagaili, Representing Chief Of Orb. She polited this machine to defend her country which under attack by the ZAFTs forces. This machine was bulit by her father who was killed during the war. Hope you enjoy it. The first part doesn't show. It is the second and third part.

Legacy Of Gold Part 1/3 (series 40)


Legacy Of Gold Part 2/3 (series 40)



Legacy Of Gold Part 3/3 (series 40)



Here is aother video on Strike Freedom Gundam and Infinite Justice Gundam. This is where Kira controling the Strike Freedom and re-entry into the Earth with Infinite Justice Gundam which is controlled by Lacus Clyne. When Infinite Justice Gundam landed in the Arcangel, Athrun went to the hangar and talked to Lacus. In the end, he and Kira helped to defend Orb. Destiny was being crippledby Infinite Justice Gundam as the hand was being cut off by Infinite Justice Gundam. The best part is they even have reinforcement. A group of 3 people controling a purple moblie suit. They may looked big and heavy, they have super speed. When they are dashing, the heat is enough to destory the enemy moblie suit. In the earlier part, Strike Freedom is in combat with Destiny. When Kira is in the SEED mode, his mobile suit grabbed on the sword wielded by Destiny. Strike Freedom use the side rifle to shoot Destiny, Destiny was not been destroyed through.

Freedom and Justice Part 1/3 (series 42)


Freedom and Justice Part 2/3 (series 42)


Freedom and Justice Part 3/3 (series 42)


21 August 2008

Next week is my prelims yet i felt that i am not really prepared especially Social Studies. I am always ready for A and E maths as i have prepared since last year. As for chemistry, i am 75% prepared and as for physic, i am 60% ready. For English, i have the confident to clinch at least a B3 back. Priciple of Account is 70% prepared. A week's time is left for prelim, less 2 months' time is left for O Level. Luckily, i had decided not to retake Chinese. Otherwise, i would be tied up. The result for the Chemistry practical turns out to be fine as i got 10/15. Last week, i took another Chemistry test on Chemical Bonds and Structure Of Atom. I got back the paper and i did quite well. I got 24/25 for it. The one mark is due to my carelessness for one question. This afternoon, Hafiz and Chun Kai came to my house to eat instant noodles. Hafiz helped Chun Kai to cook and when Hafiz cooked for himself, accident happened. He was about the drain the noodles and he accidentally spilled the noodles in the sink. I was like "What the hell have you done?". Chun Kai and i were laughing. In the end what happened, i won't tell as it may be disgusting to someone of you.

Here is one of the series of Gundam SEED Destiny. "Kira Of The Sky" is the the 39th episode of the anime. This is where Kira Yamato got his Strike Freedom Gundam. It was divided into 3 parts as i found it on YouTube. I have arranged arrcording to their parts. I like this episode a lot. Hope you will enjoy it.








20 August 2008

I had 2 test today, E Maths and Chemistry Practical. I handles the Maths test qutie well but it is the practical that gave me the most trouble. I did not know what was the name of the substance i was given to find out. I did find out the chemical propertities of the substance. Tomorrow sure will get scolding from chemistry teacher. LAst week test was badly done which i heard from the teacher. I was told that i was below standard. My heart dropped instantly, I was utterly disappointed with my performance. I had lost hope for Social Studies Source Based Question. Every subject standard is different from last year. It had changed to a demanding task, a task which easily discourage people. Just few months, i will be through from all kinds of bullshit. I wished P.E lesson would still continue. I am still fine-tuning my brain and i am wondering when will i be doing my best performance. But the way, this is an music video on one of the song on Gundam Seed titled "Meteor" Hope you will like it.


18 August 2008

Today i had Social Studies Test (Source-Based Question) and A Maths question on Integration. I screwed my Social Studies test big time as i was writing half way and i forgot the format. I still wrote some answer which i feel that chances of gettting correct is less 40%. A Maths test was rather relatively easy as it was drilled right into my brain during my tution. Tons of revision i had done during tution which i still can remember as if it was yesterday except some of the formula. The test consist of around 5 question which took 1 hours, Chun Kai and I finished like around 35 minutes.

Yesterday, Singapore played against China. As i expected, Singapore got silver for the table tennis event. Well, they had tried their best and at least got back a silver medal. Lesson was as usual. Nothing funny happen except that i almost got taken photo of me using the toliet. Thanks to Chun Kai and Hafiz. Luckily, they didn't managed to do so. Phew. One week more to prelim. Making full preparation for the test. I taking no chances anymore.

My classmate who are retaking Mother Tongue, i wish you guys all the best for your papers.

-My World Will Remain In Silence-

17 August 2008

This morning, i went to buy newspaper as usual. As the Olympic heat is getting intensified, i read that section first. Singapore managed to get into the final for table tennis. Singapore is one step closer to gold(or silver). As expected, they are going to face China's team. There is one particular section that summaries the matches both Singapore and China fought. I realize that Singapore shortest match(against Nigeria) took about 45 minute and the longest match(against Korea) took about 3 hours and 22 minute. As for China, the shortest match(Dominican Republic) took only 46 minutes and the longest match(against Austria) took 58 minutes. I think you know what will happen next.

Current ranking for the female table tennis players from Singapore and China:

1st: Zhang Yining (China)
2nd: Guo Yue (China)
5th: Wang Nan (China)
6th: Li Jia Wei (Singapore)
7th: Wang Yurgu (Singapore)
9th: Feng TianWei(Singapore)

At the same times, a new world record was set for track field: 100 metre run. Usain Bolt from Jamaica broke the world record of 9.72 seconds and set a new world record of 9.69 seconds. I feel that Olympic is not only for nations to take part and compete with other countires, winning medals, bringing honor to the country, it is also provide a chance for the participants to put their ability to the test and excel beyond their limits.


15 August 2008

My class had the last PE lesson today. Mr Oei gave his Maths period to allow us to have PE lesson. The rason he said was to allow us to have a proper last PE lesson as we had our PE lesson every Friday. Last Friday, the school was celebrating National Day so we didn't have PE at all. During the PE lesson, Mr Oei came down to see how things was going. Chun Kai, Hafiz, Wee Tat and i were playing hand-ball. We were the boys playing, the rest are girls. Chun Kai was very violent, he was hit Huiling with the ball in the face. Luckily, she managed to block it with her hands. Otherwise, Chun Kai is dead. The girls didn't managed to intercept any passing between Hafiz and Wee Tat. I think the main reason is that they are too tall for them or they pass too high. It was very funny during the game. Yan Fang was the only defender in some ocassion i guess. The way she tried to defend was kind of funny. Pei Ting was the defender in one ocassion. She was a good blocker. She rather alert than the rest as she managed to block the shot about 1 metre away from her.

Today i had my O Level English Oral. Throughout the day, this ad occupied my brain space as i was worring about my performance later on. I fear that i will not make mistakes and didn't score well. I went back home to rest for about 1 hour and came back to school 15 mins before oral starts. Everyone at holding room was feeling nervoux especially Amanda. She was nervous until she got brain block. I don't really the meaning of brain block but that was what she said. I was trying to calm myself down. I tried many ways but it all seem unsuccessful. I was able to interpret the picture. The passage reading section was smooth in the beginning. However, i was not able able to keep it up. I read wrongly 3 times. Crap. Picture discussion was ok i feel. Conversion was the one which i really worry about. Some of my answer was not really good. I managed to get the teacher to smile for a short period of time. I really hope that my english can get at least a B3 or more. Otherwise, i really don't know what to do. Right now, i need peace. My mind is in a mess. Everything seem not to going according to my plan.

14 August 2008

Tomorrow is my turn to take my O Level English Oral. Right now, i am feeling a bit lousy. I don't know the reason but mostly it will have to do with oral tomorrow. It was a huge impact after i got back my Mother Tongue result. A impact that i will never forget it in my whole life. My plans had changed. It was a really a disappointment. I do not have the intention to retake Mother Tongue again. I feel that by retaking Mother Tongue, i will be distracted by it. As a result, all my other result will be affected. At the same time, this is a reminder that i will have to work hard if i want to get into the JC or Polytechnic i wanted to get in. This will allow me to focus other subject especially Maths and Science. Now, i really do feel the struggle. Facts to accept, preparation to be done and pressure is on the rise. It was pure disappointment. It is too late... Time is running out...

13 August 2008

I got back my POA test on Effect Of Balance Sheet. I scored 13 out of 20. This was not what i have expected. I lost 2 mark by carelessness. During English lesson, Ms Sim gave us some picture and passaged to practise our oral as our oral is today, Thursday and Friday. My oral falls on this coming Friday. I happened to be the last few in my team. I guess the worst period of all should be the Maths lesson. Basically, almost the whole class got lectured on O Level Mother Tongue result. Only a handful got A's, mostly are a B or a C. After i got back my result for O Level Mother Tongue, the only plan i had now is to work extra hard for the rest of the suject to pull up my points. A few more months, all miserable and torturous process will end. I had to bear with it. Life is not always a bed of rose, i guess.

To all my classmate, friends and relative who read my blog, preserve on for few more months. Reward will be sweet if we successfully made it through. Don't ever give up on difficultly, be determined to solve it as a challenge. There were student made it through, so can we. Do not be dishearten. I hereby wish you all the best for your test.

11 August 2008

Zzz... I was slacking throughout the day as today was a holiday. I stayed at home doing nothing . Not really nothing, done some slight revision on maths. I had no mood to do serious business. Saturday had a hair cut, now my hair is super short. But at least it is cooling as i walked for a few minutes, i am already sweating like mad. Tomorrow school resume, Chinese O level result is also out. I felt the tension few weeks back. I don't ask too much, i just want a C5 or B4 for Chinese. My Chinese is totally gone case. Nothing much to write for today, Zzzz....

9 August 2008

Today was the 43rd National Day of Singapore. Tonight i had dinner with the rest of the family. Well, maybe not all. We had steamboat for dinner. I went over to my aunt house to have dinner. This year parade was rather different than other years. The Black Knights were great in their coordination. The PDS was rather a disappointment as there were a bit of problem appeared. In my point of view, PDS were supposed to be excellent in their presion. The overall parade was the event that interest me the most. Well, i was from the Uniform Group so i am a bit more in parades. The parade made me recall the period i took part in parades and organizing parade in school, my friends and i went through difficulties planning. I still can remembered how much we through during the rehearsal. Now, everything is mermories. They are mermories of my secondary school life. This is the final year of my secondary school life. Sigh~ At the end of the National Day, i actually saw the firework from my aunt's house but it was not really clear as i lived in Serangoon.

8 August 2008

Today, my school had the National Day Celebration. As usual, there was the period first. However, this year parade was not i have expected. This year standard of the parade have dropped quite a lot. The number of cadets falling out of the parade had increased. The number of NCC cadets falling out is 2, Red Cross had 1 and Girl Bridge had 1. NPCC had none falled out. Sigh~ The rest was rather acceptable. Next was the concert item. Some concert items was kind of boring. I like some of the performance. Dance performance done by the teachers was rather the spotlight of the concert. Seeing some of the teachers performing was rather entertaining. The best part of all is that today school is dismissed at 9.40am. Wee~~~ can slack for today adn monday. Then back to work again. Sigh~~

The opening ceremony for the Olympic opening ceremony was so cool especially the fireworks. The performance was amazing. Effects was magnificent. It was the first time that China organize
Olympic.

7 August 2008

Today was my birthday. This morning, i woke up, kind of having dizzy spells which i didn't really bother. I reached school and put my bag in class and hanged around 4E1 class. After that, i went up to the assembly ground. At the parade square, my Co-Form teacher was taking attendance. When she was beside me, she talked to me about the question she posted on the school forum. I did the question as i happened to surfing the net and checking whether the school web portal had any assignments to do. I was feeling bored at that times, i went to checked out the forum and noticed there was a new post. I clicked it and found out that there were 5 question posted on the forum for my class. I answered all the question except question 3. The school had sang 3 times National Athem as the Discipline Master felt that it was not loud enough. Wasting Secondary 4 time, this time could have allow students to absorb more knowledge and do well for test. Never mind, Forget it.

First period was Additional Maths. My Maths teacher was going through some trigo question he gave yesterday. Currently, there are 1 question which was difficult as i had never encounter such question before. Second period was the Geography. The teacher was going O Level Specimen Paper with the class. I was kind of switch off as i was still thinking the A Maths question. After which was Chemistry class, she was going through 2 test which we took around last week i think. Finally, the best period of all is the recess. A time for my brain to rest.

After recess, i had an Accounts test on effect of Balance Sheet. I didn't really study for it as i was focusing on other subject which is weaker. Again, Maths lesson continue after Accounts. This time, he touched on the topic of graph, revising with the class for next Wednesday test. Then, Vice-Principal came into my class, talking about O Level. It is always the same old story so, my body was there but the mind went somewhere else. By the time Vice Principal talked finish, lesson left about 10 mins. He came in at 1335hrs and talked until 1400hrs. Last period was English. As our O Level Oral is next week, she gave us some picture and short story to practise. She also gave out our Common Test Composition. Well, i got 21/30. Sigh~ I went home to have lunch. Two of my friends without fail will come to my ouse and slack for about 45 mins before going back to school.

I got 2 hours of class after school. First hour was Physic, i got nagged as my Physic Practical was done quitely badly. That was not i had expected. Sigh~ After that, Chemistry lesson took place in Chemistry Lab 2 for me. The whole class of 60++ was doing practical. It was the 2005 O Level Science Practical Exam. Everything was a mess. Test result was also not i had expected. This exercise may be a failure for me. Sigh~ Around 8.15 pm, i received a gift from a friend. This gift was rather unusual. Luckily, tomorrow is National Day Celebration. Phew~ I need a break. This few days, i keep having dizzy spells. Sigh~~~ Throughout the day, Hafiz, Ivan and Chun Kai punched me. Luckily, there were no blue-black on my arm.

6 August 2008

Today, i was kind of in slacking mode except in English lesson. Again, we did speech writing. Maths was just revision for next Wednesday A Maths test. Our Maths teacher gave worksheet on trigo question. I was doing the question when he was explaining. First period was the horror of the day as i didn't prepare for the test and i was kind of gambling on the spot. Today was second best day in this week because the school was dismissed at 1.10pm. Earlier than before. Accounting lesson, the class did some revision for the test tomorrow... The topic kind of using common sense... Sigh~ I don't know what i am going to face tomorrow...

1 August 2008

I thought today was going to be another ordinary day. A day to slack a bit. As usual, first period is mother tongue period. The teacher gave us some word riddles to guess. I was feeling very sian. The program was extremely boring. Next period was English. The class did speech writing. Last night, i did some brain-storming. Today was just writing out ideas in proper sentence and i managed to finish it in time. After English lesson, my class had P.E lesson. We played a game of modified Frisbee organized by the teacher. I got hit by the Frisbee in the head. That was rather unexpected. Again, i wasn't really interested about it. The thing that i really interested was the practical result i did yesterday. After recess, Chemistry lesson starts. It was not a good start. My Chemistry teacher spent more than 30 minutes to scold the whole class. It was about punctuality and the result of the practical. Some of the students strolling 10 minutes later after the bell had rang. In the end, the lesson slightly dragged. Sigh~ Luckily, the result i get was better than the first result. Today i also noticed a section of the Chinese newspaper i get every friday. There is this section saying about a lecturer who gave his last lecture as he had pancreatic cancer. He had passed away on 25 July 2008. Here is the link of the video on his last lecture: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji5_MqicxSo. Another week had passed. A week closer to O Level Examination.

21-26 July 2008

This week was rather busy. My class was one of the three classes bringing small kids around during the racial harmony day. Unfortuantely, for johan and yong cher. They had a rather hard time looking for their "kids". As for me, i have no buddy. Lol... Chun Kai and i have no buddy. Well, not only 2 of us, there were still others. Among the racial harmony concert item, i think the face changing face is the spotlight. This week had test as well. Yesterday i took the chemistry test and i felt that i totally flunked it. Maths test was still manageable, physic test was not too bad. English composition writing was kind of out of point. Never mind, it's over for now. Another week is coming to end soon. Super Sian~~~ Sigh

4 July 2008

Well, yesterday i went to cybercafe with CK, Hafiz and Kent. Kent, CK and i waited for a long time. Three of us reached there first as Hafiz had oral. After that, he had to help his grandmother. So he went to cybercafe by himself. In the end, it was a mess. Finally, four of us reached there already. Still, no computers was available. Then we waited and our waiting paid off. Four of us played counter-strike. CK and i were on the counter terrorist. Kent and Hafiz were terrorist team. The map we were playing is ice_world_2008 if i have not mistaken. The result was: i came in first with 48 kills, CK second with 35+ kills, Kent came in third with 25+ kills and Hafiz lst with 20+ kills. Hehe. actually, we played ice world and pool day. It was super funny during some scene. One advice for Kent and Hafiz: Never play a game with a Chiongster and BACKSTABBER!!! MUHAHAHAHA.

30 June 2008

Today was the day for mine Chinese O Level Oral Examination. I heard that the first and second of Chinese oral was tough. I was affected by it. I was on the third day. I was dismissed at 1.30pm as like others. I had 4 rolls of sushi and a plate of fried mee hoon. After that, i went up to the 4th floor and waited for further instruction. When the clock hit 2, my friends and i entered the holding room and just wait for our turns. Meanwhile, all of us were chatting all the way. First one was Li Hui. When she came out, she signaled that it was not good. That was like a discouragement to me. I was the tenth in the line. One by one took the test. Soon, it was my turn. I walked out and practiced for 5 mins. It was the time given to every student. 5 mins time is up and i entered the room where the examiners are. Apparently, it was a female and a male teacher. I greeted them and showed them my identification. I sat down and began reading. While i was reading, i could feel my heartbeat increased and i can hear the sound of my heartbeat loud and clear. I could even beat my heart skipped a beat. I was nervous. I feel that the reading of passage was a pass, the conversation was a bit corked up. What is done can't be undone. I tried my best. I will not regret. Phew. I felt the test was ok. I will stop here for now.... I will continue to type next time when i am free. Take care guys.

22 June 2008

Firstly, i would like to thanks my friends for their concern as seen on the tagboard. Don't worry guys. I am alright. Just that sometimes, i just want to be alone. By the way, school going to start soon. SUPER SIAN!!! ROAR!!! Well, maybe not totally sian. At least still can see friends in school. Last night, i made a call back to Malaysia to my cousin. We chat for awhile. I think after O Level Examination, i just want to go back Malaysia for the whole month. Sounds like a good plan. Wee~~~ I miss my bike in Malaysia T.T To me, Malaysia is like a paradise. I am free to so whatever i want. Play computer game, hang out with my friends, ride my bike at night on the streets. Oh, i almost forget to mention one thing. the last post i mentioned that i ride my bike at night. Well, i almost can't make it back to Singapore alive. I almost get bang down by a car for 2 times. One is at day and the other is at night. At day, i was kind of dreaming and i didn't notice the car. Until the driver sound his horn, i then realized that i going bang into him. Luckily, i turned just in time. Phew. At night, it was kind of dangerous. Some parts of Malaysia did not have any street lamps. That time, i forget to bring out my torch light. Drivers had to rely on their head lights to see. I was wearing a dark colored shirt at that time. There is this driver who drive his car until it was just like a few centimetres away from my bike. I almost get banged down but i quickly applied my brakes and stopped aside first.

Still, it was fun cycling at night. I miss those times. Next time, i will stay longer down there. I may consider to recreate a blog and close down this blog. This is just only my plan, it is not finalize yet. I stop here for now. I have to prepare for tomorrow school. Before first day of school, these is already some confusion.

19 June 2008

After i came back from Malaysia, some things changed a lot in Singapore. In a lot of ways. Last night, i received a text message from a friend(To me now, she is a friend to me). Well, i am back in single. About the details, i do not wish to write on this blog. Do not ask me about it. I do not wish to talk about it. Just had a chat with Theo. A bit about her, i know her at Advanced Drill Course. She is one of my gan mei. I feel that she is unhappy about certain things after seeing her MSN pm. I don't know what it is and i do not wish to know unless she want to share with me. I chat with her. Hope she will be happy again. Right now, i had let things go. Since i can take thing up, surely i have put it down some day. No matter how painful or whatever crap, it have to be put down when the time comes. In Chinese, there is a saying : 长痛不如短痛. It means rather end things fast than drag it as it hurts. Still, i have friends, relatives and god sisters. I just wish to be alone. Relationship maybe next time. Friends, gan mei, gan di and relatives are enough for me. In Malaysia, some things got from bad to worse. I consider it unfortunate. Still, i enjoyed most of the time there. Thanks to my cousin Li Jun, Wen Jie and Xiao Ting. They had made my time there enjoyable. I apologize if spell wrong as i don't really know some of their chinese character. Sorry. School is going to reopen soon. Left accounts untouched yet. I am waiting for it to be dropped into my letter box. I hope tomorrow it is dropped in my letter box. Today the student councilors are back from their camp. Hope they have enjoyed it. Don't have the mood to type anymore.

2 June- 15 June 2008

During the holiday, i went to Malaysia with my mother. Her hometown is at Malaysia, KL. I went back to visit my relatives and friends. This time, i made some news friends over there. I made 4 news friends. Actually, they are my cousin's friends. One girl and three boys. Three boys kind of quiet when i went out with them, their name i kind of forget. The girl is 小婷. All of them are friendly. Plus, i now then realized in Malaysia, teenagers can actually drive around 15-16 years old. Just in case you are wondering who is my cousin, she is 林莉莙. I put her name big is because she may viewed my blog. I put her name big so that she can't miss it. Hehehe. Most of the time at Malaysia play lan. Nothing much to do... At night, i cycled with my friend on the road. My mother went to see a Chinese doctor as she was not feeling well. This trip made me feel so refreshed. The environment had changed over time. Hope that after my O level, i may have the chance again to go back Malaysia. I certainly missed the food over there, the activities i do with my friends in Malaysia, the moments we spent together.

27 May 2008

Today was the first day... Last night, i did not manage to send her off as someone had spoiled everything. Before that, i went out to AMK hub. Before she go off for the school trip, i promised her that we will go out. Until, around 6 we went home. I sent her home. In between, there is slight problem. After she went home, i message her saying that later in the evening, i meet her before she leave. I planned to send her off. As there is a slight problem, i did not do so. I was kind of disappointed. Right now, i having a countdown when she will be back.. Sigh. O Level Chinese Paper, i think totally flunked it. The composition question number i wrote the wrong number. Gone. Chances of my marks gone is relatively high. I have to buck up on my Chinese paper 3 le. Hope i don't see a C5 in my result slip.... Right now, having a holidays is both good and bad to me. Last time, it was totally good. I really mean good, can do a lot of things at home. Well, maybe not that much. At the same time, my phone had been confiscated. So, guys try not to message me. I will be at home around 6 or 7, so you may call my house. This few days, i may have a hard time. Real hard time....

I was checking my email and i came across a link that shows how people skin animal fur ALIVE. Guys, this is way too cruel. This is the link that has a short video clip of the process. http://www.peta.org/feat/ChineseFurFarms/index.asp
Really, when i saw this video. This question popped out. Why do people take out the skin for sale? Imagine your skin had taken out, you will be going through a living hell torture. It is horrible... Way too horrible. Spread it around, let them know how fur is really come by.

23 May 2008

3 days left... Today, I had three and a half period of mother tongue. The other half a period is for my form teacher. Making announcements and giving confirmation slip which we required for the O Level Examination Chinese Paper. It is on 26 May 2008. When Sec 1 to 3 are having holiday, we are taking the Examination on the first of holiday. After the paper, we have lesson on during the holiday. Preparing the rest of the paper for O Level. Three and a half period for Chinese, the other half is form teacher period. During the form teacher period, teacher gave back confirmation slip and made some announcements. I had recess with the lower secondary. I managed to see her. Next Monday, she will be away for school oversea trip. Sigh.. Today was also the Meet-Parent-Session. This year was quite ok. Brother Bear managed to talk to my mother in Chinese himself without any help from me. After the session, i went to Hougang to meet her and Givan. We were together until around 6.30pm. I had night class until 8.30pm. In between lesson, i messaged her, trying to keep her accompany.

Very sian.... Don't know what to blog about.

Just in case you are wondering what is the song and it's lyrics.Here are the details. Thanks to my friend who recommended this song to me. But there is a problem, i can't make it auto play. So you have to start the music yourself. Sorry for any inconvenience caused



Title: Dear God
Artisit: Avenged Sevenfold


A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

22 May 2008

Damm sian. O Level Chinese is around the corner. Pressure is building as each day passes. Next Monday is the first O Level Paper i taking. Still have a few days, have to plan my time wisely otherwise fatal result may occurs. Today was a bit sian, early in the morning have briefing for O Level Chinese. Most of the things we know already still have to brief except for the entry proof and NRIC only are the extra items required to bring only. Sit at the parade square longer than usual until my butt pain... POA was like only left about 15-30 min left, so the teacher only do the announcement instead of teaching. Mother tongue period, i was transfered to 4E4 as my Chinese teacher was not around. Their Chinese teacher was revising some Chinese proverbs with the class. Chemistry period, teacher went through mid year exam paper and showed us some video clips about alkali metal where they got Caesium. I was like What the Fish, how they get Caesium. The video clip was about an experiment of alkali metal reaction in water and the put Caesium which is the most reactive of all alkali metal. What the fish.. The recess, i can't be bother to go up to canteen to buy food as i was lazy.. Maths period, i was studying my Chinese instead of doing my A maths correction. Geography continued on food geography and English period, my class continued watching a movie relating a person history, basically a biography.

I went home early and forgot that my house key at ivan house. So i went for a walk and waited for my mother to open the door. After that, i received a call from sc. i went back to school and accompanied her until she went out with her friends and Brother Bear. I was alone, i went to ivan house and played his com for awhile. At the same time, i got back my house key( What a relieve, it sucks without my house key me). Then I went to Sheng Shiong to help my mother. I finished my work and now, i am blogging and chatting with my friends.

Nowadays, i kind of feeling low as she will be away from oversea trip. She will be away from 27/5 to 4/6. The first thing come to my mind is this is a long period of time... Sigh~~~ No choice. Hope nothing will happen to her during her trip. I hope that God will look after her and protect her. Right now, i am feeling low. Nothing else to write liao. Take care guys....

18 May 2008

I apologize for the delay in my blog as i was too busy with somethings and i couldn't find any spare time to blog. Sorry for that. A lot of things or event happened. Our school recently took part in a competition "The Record Challenge". It was recorded in my school parade square. My class was there to cheer for our school team. NPCC was there as well. The competition is simple. 40 students using a plastic cup to pass water from the start to the end which 2m long i think. If there is any spills, there will penalty. The schools took part are Serangoon Garden Secondary School, River Valley Secondary School, Ngee Ann Primary School and the other one i not really sure about it. For the Secondary school level, my school which is Serangoon Garden School won. For the primary school level, i not really sure about it. Beside this, the whole Secondary 4 Express classes and Secondary 5 classes are having Mother Tongue Intensive Revision Pro gramme. Chinese homework piling on my study table looks very scary. I see that pile of homework, i lose my mood to do. Still, i try to complete it.....

Next, i felt very sad for the victims of Si Chuan earthquake. Lives were lost and people are still trapped under the debris waiting to be rescued. Loved ones are lost. Children lost their parents and relatives. Some families are still together. Baby losing their parents at a very young age, i really feel sad for them. At a young age, they can no longer experience the love of mother and father. Stories about mother using their body to shield their children and died, text message beside the baby saying that their mother love them very much. Such touching and brave stories really make me feel sad... I hoped that the victims recover fast from this disaster....

24 April 2008

Today was the first day that i didn't wear my tie and the first time i didn't see her the whole day. I was not used that i did not wear my tie. It had been a habit since last year. Suddenly, i don't my tie. Really not use to it yet. Today lesson was as usual. Sigh~~ I still remember the times i do my patrolling and how i did it when it was my first time. Remember the good old times. It was as if yesterday. It rained for the whole. Actually, i was distracted throughout the whole lesson. I coughed until my left side of my chest hurts. Wei Keat, Wei Keat, What a job well done man. You going to be really tired out if you don't really get your life back. Sigh... Today the other sec 4 also never wear tie. All look like when we are like sec 1. Sigh~~~ Wish the good old times can really last... Guess my physical body is weakening.

I missed her today. I was thinking of her throughout the day. I hope she does not emo anymore. If i do anything that will stop her emoing, i will do it. I will definitely do it. As long as she is happy, i am content. Sigh~~~

23 April 2008

Today i feel very "sian". Well, it is due to the Student Councilor Investiture today. It held at the lower secondary assembly. First period was the A Maths and my class took the test. Actually, i feel that it is relatively easy as i studied already. Though i felt that it is relatively easy, i met with difficulties at the last question. I thought there was some mistake so i clarified with Mr Bear and turned out to be no mistake at all. i checked through one more time and i managed to solve it. After the test, Mr Bear scolded the class. It kind of make me feel guilty as i feel that i must ask a stupid question that make him mad. After Maths, Chinese and English are followed, then recess. Time is closing in to the Councilor Investiture. I felt sad as my service to school is going to end soon. After that, i have to work hard for my O Level Examination. Before the investiture, i had a feeling that my classmate who is the president of the Councilor is going to cry. True enough, she broke into tears when she is giving her speech. Sigh, though i serve the school one year still there is a bond attached to the councilor. It is strong enough to feel sad that i am leaving. Still, we have to face the fact all good things do have to end. But at least i can come back to help out as i am staying really near the school. Just one road away the school. Then the process was quite smooth and the video was funny and memorable. Those goo d memories will be in my mind forever even i would bring it with me into the coffin. Min Yee, though you have stepped down from Student Councilor, you will alway have the Titans Of 4E2 with you. You can always come back to help.

After that, i had my first night class in school. I had extra chemistry lesson. It was super fun, i don't really know why. Then Ms Mok, my class chemistry teacher, continued one the topic of metals. I was eating during her class, i scared i fall asleep so i keep myself companied by listening to her lesson and munching my food. Then today, i didn't talk much to her. She is mad at me now. Sigh... I tend to neglect other things when i am focusing on one thing. Sometimes, i feel really exhausted in both mentally and physically. Still, i am enduring. If i fall now, i will be letting down a lot of people. Constantly, wearing out, fighting and enduring. I feel tired at times, i try to understand people. I did not grumble... Kept in my heart. I let them grumble, voice out. I will not talk back... A Knight is falling soon...

22 April 2008

Back to blog. Nowadays, i am tied down with a lot of things ranging from personal things to my studies. As usual, teachers continued to bombarding us with test paper. Today got back my A Maths test and P.O.A test. A Maths test i got 8/16 and P.O.A test i got 31/50. It is a reversal of standard in my subject. I used to cope well with my A Maths and E Maths and P.O.A, i guess i am one of the bottom few. The A Maths test i mentioned in previous post, there is stupid careless mistake. Come to think of it, IT MAKE MY BLOOD BOILS!! ROAR!!! For the P.O.A, i stayed up till 12am and fell asleep. Looks like my hard work pay off. When the teacher said she is giving back the test, i was thinking i am going to get about 50%. It turn out to be 62%. I am pretty amazed. After school, i went to lan with CK to play one hour to play computer. We originally thought we can play audition over there. It turned out to be in patching process. Both of us were kind of disappointed. Then, we played Soldier Front. Ck is a backstabber. He shot me in the head a few times. I admit he is better than me.

Then after that i went back to the school to look for someone. Then the group of people i looking for is not in school. Instead, i bumped into Nadia and Claire(not really sure how to spell her name). Then we went to the playground to chat. Soon after, jia xuan called my hp asking me where i am and who i am with. After that she came over. I didn't expect a group of girls would come over too. As they were too noisy, i asked Nadia, Jia Xuan and Claire to move to a playground near French school. So we moved there and chat at the net tower(Not really sure what is it call). I was lying at the net and resting, thinking why i can make that stupid mistake. I received text message from SC. She was on her way and want to look for me. In the first place, i thought of bringing her from school. I got a call saying that she is just opposite the playground. i was like -.-lll Then she came, i accompanied her. As my mood was not good, i kind of being cold towards her a bit.( Sorry about it) Then around 7pm++ i sent her to the bus stop and went home.

Anyway, tomorrow i having an A Maths Test and Councilor Investiture during lower secondary assembly. I just got a feeling that some of my friends will cry. I feel sad but i am a guy who don't really express well my feeling. Most of the time, i keep it to myself... Locked in my deepest part of the heart... To Exco-to-be, remember you have to work with others and understand their feelings too. Try not to use your power to get a job done, try conviencing. The result will be different. If help is needed, i am sure the Exco from 2007-2008 are willing to help. Good luck guys.

Once again, time is running out as O Level Examination is approaching. Mid Year Examination and Prelim are clsoing in as well. Titans Of 4E2, let try our best in the exam coming.

20 April 2008

Back to blogging.. Well not much things to write actually. Nowadays, i experiencing a pain in the heart. When i run too long, this pain will come. When i am about to sleep, this pain will come and torture me. As a result, i can't sleep. In class, the pain also suddenly come and got me distracted. I wonder whether does it got to do with stress or i am weak.. Then recently like around last Friday, i stayed back to finish up my english homework which i didn't hand up yet. I finally finished then i went for a walk as to wait for Mr Bear's test to finish. I came back and saw my account teacher in the classroom. I went in to get my bag. I asked her can i get my bag and go as i have tution class later. Then she said cannot go home yet, asked me to stay back. I have no choice but to stay. I message her to go home first as i don't know how long the class is. Then shortly after about 5mins, i received text message from my friends saying that she is crying. At that point of time, i really want to dash out. I quickly finished the work i was given at double time. After that, i quickly went to look for her. When i reached there, she was tearing tissue paper. Shouldn't have asked her to go home on her own. I tried to comfort her and asked what make her cry. After a while, she stopped crying and i did not managed to get the answer to my question. Sigh~~~ I won't ever let her go home alone le. Scare history repeat itself...

16 April 2008

i think today my classmate min yee was in bad mood today. I think today she is in a very bad mood. Today during maths period i think, my group and i were talking loudly. Then suddenly She shouted at us. I understood that she is frustrated enough already. She wanted peace during class. I was kind of offended in the first place but i think deeper and realized that part i mentioned earlier. Sigh~~ She apologized to me in her blog but by right, she no need to apologize. I am not a petty person. Hope that she wont take it to her heart and try to relax more. She is too tensed already... Not much to say tonight.... Sigh~~

14 April 2008

Today was feeling really sleepy. I almost fell asleep in physic class. Thanks to last night. i slept at around 2-3am. Why? Thanks to inconsiderate people in Singapore. The person living upstairs for no reason kept grinding don't know what. He or she used full strength until the noise was loud and clear. Tried to use my pillow to block out the noise. No really useful. It reduce the noise level. Around 12 am, i cannot tolerate it anymore. i went up and tell him to stop as he was disturbing the neighbors resting. Well, he was cooperative. He stopped immediately after that.

Thought that nothing will spoil my rest. Think too soon. Workers at the coffee shop downstairs like around 3 of them were gathering at the back of the shop talking loudly. And i mean really loud due to the fact that at night is very quiet. This time, i called the police and asked them for help. Waited for 1hr 30min, they came and copy down their i/c no. Then they left. It was all quiet. I was almost going to fall asleep soon. Then, the pain in my heart came. It did not come and go. It was there for a long while. i was totally awake. Then around 2am, the pain slowly go away. Around 2.30am, i fell asleep.

Then today in class, i tried very hard not to fall asleep. Then my eyes still closed. Then my teacher caught me. Classmate gave me attitude. If don't know what happened last night, JOLLY WELL SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP AS IT PISSED ME OFF!! TRY PUTTING YOURSELF IN MY SHOE!! SEE WHETHER WILL YOU FALL ASLEEP UNDER SUCH SITUATION AND YOU LIKE IT OR NOT!!!


11 April 2008

Today was average in the morning but rocks at the Award Presentation Day. Before the morning assembly, i went to do my duty patrolling. After that, i recalled that my chinese teacher required help in the banner. I quickly look for 3 people and we went to general office to help out. While setting halfway, I saw Mrs John and Mr Ho. They appeared to be waiting for someone. So i carried on to get the banner done.
Then suddenly,

Mrs John asked : Wei Keat, you are a councilor right?
WK: Ya, why?
Mrs John: Can you take over the reciting of the national pledge? Mr Ho and i have have been waiting for quite some time for the person to do.
(At that time, i was thinking what the he** man. I taking the pledge for the whole school. In my whole life, i had not done something like that. )
WK: Mrs John, i think i cannot do it.
Mrs John: It is easy. (She tell me the procedures, i forget cause there are TOO MUCH TO REMEMBER. MY BRAIN LACK OF MEMORY SPACE)
WK: Like that ar, ok la i give it a shot.
So i just whack it through. I was a bit nervous scared that i say the wrong thing. I almost said the wrong thing. Luckily. My three classmates were standing at a side, giggling at me. Basket, i was nervous and they giggle at me. Nvm la. That was the only time lor. So nvm. When i came back to class, LH said that i say too soft le cannot hear some of the parts. I was nervous of course i will be softer la. Then PT asked me who asked me to say the pledge. Then i told her what happened.

First period, i thought it was P.E as Mr Bear said that today should have P.E. PE is like only once in a week then today cancelled. I really like PE as nowadays, i am really occupied and that is when i can exercise a bit, have fun and take a break from studies. Sigh~~~ PE cancelled today. Half Sian. Then, it was Additional Maths period. As usual, there was a short announcement and distribution of certificate for the most improvement in class. Definitely not me. I remained constant quite a while already. Mr Bear went through part of the integration of partial fraction. Last lesson of the day, Social Studies, Mr Wong distribute the mayflower paper back to us. I got 22/25 for the paper. I was shocked. In social studies, my source based is the weakest. Essay was average. The source based questions took three page and a half i think. Exam sure cannot make it. He told us that his mother got stroke. I hoped that his mother will have a speedy recovery. Sigh~~ Recess time i received notes which my chemistry teacher called it Guides to A1.

Then before the Award Presentation Day, got few rehearsal. The start of the actual parade, everything went smoothly until the march past i think. There is a slight problem as i cant get the flag pole into the flag holder but managed to solve it fast. Phew~ then march past. Timing for the Guard Of Honor was damm fantastic everything cocked up thanks to the people in front leading the contingent. Basket sia. Then went up to the hall for performance. Actually my mind was switch off for peformance except for choir, dance and NCC PDS!!! WOO~~~ PDS TOTALLY ROCK THE WHOle SCHOOL. It was formed last year and this year rock the whole school!! I planned to come back as a cadet officer to help my school NCC unit. The NPCC cadets were cheering for the NCC PDS. Some of them told me that they want to change bf. i was like (-.-)lll. Got an award for outstanding contribution for CCA.
Then hanged around wait for her. Planned to walk her home but she was rewarded by Mr Bear with ice cream. So i didnt send her home. Hope she enjoyed her ice cream. Then she left, i went to bubble tea shop and went back to school. Help eat the food. ^^ I specialise in eating though i dun look like i am fat. hehehe. I am now at home exhausted and looking at the award i got for my contribution. Recently, i feeling a pain in my heart. It is physical and not emotional. It had been there for few days already. Dunno why i have this pain. Sigh~~

8-9 April 2008

I cant rmb much of ytd things as i sometimes have short term memory loss. Ytd during recess, i was standby on at the door once the bell rang. i was waiting for Mr bear permission to go off. Instead he asked me a question, "Wei Keat, where you want to go?" I replied him," Going for upper sec recess." I replied this way, there is a reason behind it. This was the second time he asked. Previously this was the what happened:

Mr Bear : Where you want to go? Now Lower Sec recess
Wk : Huh? really? Now lower sec recess? (The time was 10.40 and that was upper recess time)
Mr Bear : Ya. you dun anyhow go off for recess hor. (My classmate were laughing)
Wk : ... (I had nthing to say at that time)
Mr Bear: Go la go la. I bluff u, u also believe.
Wk : .... (seriously nothing to say)

So this time, i had to smart a bit to avoid the same question again. Once bitten, twice shy. Then Chemistry lesson, my class did the gas test experiment. Well, i had a some difficultly for the oxygen test. I had to try for four times then i succeed. The rest of the test was quite successful. Then yesterday rehearsal, the supporting contingent was not up to my standard. Their mistake was very common. I told them umpteen times yet they still make the mistake. Nvm Forget it.

Today, I had the A Maths test on differentiation. There were four question. The first question i totally WASTED. I was like WTF!!! There was a part : 2x-2=2. By right, it supposed to be 2x=2 and x=2. I wrote x=0. THE WHOLE QUESTION I TOTALLY WASTED!!! ROAR!! Tml still got rehearsal only for NCC damm sian. My school unit got gold yet their standard is like the opposite. The current SM was not care for his man lor. Asking them to do physical training under a hot sun at 2.30. PURE CRAP. NCC is going to notmake it soon with this kind of crazy SM. Plus my handphone accidentally let her take home. i forget to taake it back from her. Diao... -.-

7 April 2008

One month had passed. Time traveled very fast indeed. Today was average day as there are bad thing and good things happened today. Bad thing is thephysic paper i got back. I got 9/28 for the test. Cant blame anyone but me. I did last minute revision and not much things can get into my mind. Looks like much more effort have to put in. Sigh~~ Then today two period of maths Mr Bear teach on integration, i almost got off track as the topic was already taught to me by my tution teacher. The other periods was average. Chinese was totally slackly. Super slack. After school, i stayed back. Then i saw NCC cadets practising PDS for the speech day. So i went to play with the Mark 4 rifles. The best part came. I accidentally dropped the rifle and it bonuced and hit my chin. OUCH!!! Now there is slight bleeding on my chin. That time when the rifle hit my chin, my jaws was like slightly shifted. nvm. the only i am concerned now is the bleeding. dun know when is it going to stop. Hope it stopped by tml otherwise. my uniform will be stained with my blood. Sigh~~~ Now still kind of pain. Ouch~~~ Now my messenger is still function. Now i have to b e more careful in future

Sorry for juz now. Sorry that i juz now keep u waiting. Sorry

5 April 2008

Today i went with my frens. There were four of us. We went for walk at j8. Before that, i went to borrow some chinese books as i feel that my Chinese really SUCK. Maybe read some chinese storybooks will help to improve in my chinese, also there is no harm trying. After borrowing, CK, SC and i waited for someone la. Though she is late, i dun really mind cause i was in very happy mood except for CK who was kind for gloomy for awhile. I dunno what make he so gloomy. After that, we went to j8. After the walk, it was raining. Then i sent her home. the bus was kind of cold so i lent my jacket and make sure that she feel warm but not cold. Time travels fast, one day had gone past and O lvl is coming nearer by one day. Very pressurizing. It will be good for me if i can go have a walk and take a break from my school work. Going to study.. Piles of homework waiting for me... Sigh~~~

U take care of yourself ar.
Dun fall sick.
Someone already fell ill after walking in the rain.
Shouldn't have let you walk in the rain.

4 April 2008

Today was the Sport's day. the last sport's day for my secondary school life... Still, it was full of good memories. My classmates won awards for the class. The boy's relay didnt do well as we got the 7th position. After the the relay for inter class was over, i walked back to my class area. I looked at Mr Bear, he told me that its ok at least we had try our best. I think he had knew the outcome of the race long time ago.. But overall Titans Of 4E2 had done well, the class got most participation, School level champion and sec 4 and 5 champion. ^^ Well, i got a picture of my class at the stadium some of my friends had post on their blog already(That was fast). except that some of us not wearing the class t-shirt and i was one of them. Very odd and monday Mr bear is going to do something about it. Dun care.. I forget to wear at least i am there. We had fun for today. Fun part is over, pressurzing part is coming soon....


Take care of yourself, dun get yourself injured...
be careful...

1 April 2008

today got my POA test result. i was totally disappointed as i got 4/30 only. Thats it. i am going to chiong all the way for POA. Its time for me to do something about it. Otherwise, i going to have a disgusting grade on my progress card. About the argument, i dun wan to talk about it. Today prize presentation rehearsal was average. Actually i was playing my friend's phone game to keep me out of boredom. Damm sian, tml got a maths test from sec 3 topic. I guess i juz do slight revision will do. Most of the things are still fresh in my brain. last week and this week kind of have alot of unhappy thing going on... Sigh~~~ Now i can fully concentrate on my studies coz i stepped down CCA le Wee~~~ Now i going to finish up all my work.