Tomorrow is my turn to take my O Level English Oral. Right now, i am feeling a bit lousy. I don't know the reason but mostly it will have to do with oral tomorrow. It was a huge impact after i got back my Mother Tongue result. A impact that i will never forget it in my whole life. My plans had changed. It was a really a disappointment. I do not have the intention to retake Mother Tongue again. I feel that by retaking Mother Tongue, i will be distracted by it. As a result, all my other result will be affected. At the same time, this is a reminder that i will have to work hard if i want to get into the JC or Polytechnic i wanted to get in. This will allow me to focus other subject especially Maths and Science. Now, i really do feel the struggle. Facts to accept, preparation to be done and pressure is on the rise. It was pure disappointment. It is too late... Time is running out...