30 June 2008

Today was the day for mine Chinese O Level Oral Examination. I heard that the first and second of Chinese oral was tough. I was affected by it. I was on the third day. I was dismissed at 1.30pm as like others. I had 4 rolls of sushi and a plate of fried mee hoon. After that, i went up to the 4th floor and waited for further instruction. When the clock hit 2, my friends and i entered the holding room and just wait for our turns. Meanwhile, all of us were chatting all the way. First one was Li Hui. When she came out, she signaled that it was not good. That was like a discouragement to me. I was the tenth in the line. One by one took the test. Soon, it was my turn. I walked out and practiced for 5 mins. It was the time given to every student. 5 mins time is up and i entered the room where the examiners are. Apparently, it was a female and a male teacher. I greeted them and showed them my identification. I sat down and began reading. While i was reading, i could feel my heartbeat increased and i can hear the sound of my heartbeat loud and clear. I could even beat my heart skipped a beat. I was nervous. I feel that the reading of passage was a pass, the conversation was a bit corked up. What is done can't be undone. I tried my best. I will not regret. Phew. I felt the test was ok. I will stop here for now.... I will continue to type next time when i am free. Take care guys.

22 June 2008

Firstly, i would like to thanks my friends for their concern as seen on the tagboard. Don't worry guys. I am alright. Just that sometimes, i just want to be alone. By the way, school going to start soon. SUPER SIAN!!! ROAR!!! Well, maybe not totally sian. At least still can see friends in school. Last night, i made a call back to Malaysia to my cousin. We chat for awhile. I think after O Level Examination, i just want to go back Malaysia for the whole month. Sounds like a good plan. Wee~~~ I miss my bike in Malaysia T.T To me, Malaysia is like a paradise. I am free to so whatever i want. Play computer game, hang out with my friends, ride my bike at night on the streets. Oh, i almost forget to mention one thing. the last post i mentioned that i ride my bike at night. Well, i almost can't make it back to Singapore alive. I almost get bang down by a car for 2 times. One is at day and the other is at night. At day, i was kind of dreaming and i didn't notice the car. Until the driver sound his horn, i then realized that i going bang into him. Luckily, i turned just in time. Phew. At night, it was kind of dangerous. Some parts of Malaysia did not have any street lamps. That time, i forget to bring out my torch light. Drivers had to rely on their head lights to see. I was wearing a dark colored shirt at that time. There is this driver who drive his car until it was just like a few centimetres away from my bike. I almost get banged down but i quickly applied my brakes and stopped aside first.

Still, it was fun cycling at night. I miss those times. Next time, i will stay longer down there. I may consider to recreate a blog and close down this blog. This is just only my plan, it is not finalize yet. I stop here for now. I have to prepare for tomorrow school. Before first day of school, these is already some confusion.

19 June 2008

After i came back from Malaysia, some things changed a lot in Singapore. In a lot of ways. Last night, i received a text message from a friend(To me now, she is a friend to me). Well, i am back in single. About the details, i do not wish to write on this blog. Do not ask me about it. I do not wish to talk about it. Just had a chat with Theo. A bit about her, i know her at Advanced Drill Course. She is one of my gan mei. I feel that she is unhappy about certain things after seeing her MSN pm. I don't know what it is and i do not wish to know unless she want to share with me. I chat with her. Hope she will be happy again. Right now, i had let things go. Since i can take thing up, surely i have put it down some day. No matter how painful or whatever crap, it have to be put down when the time comes. In Chinese, there is a saying : 长痛不如短痛. It means rather end things fast than drag it as it hurts. Still, i have friends, relatives and god sisters. I just wish to be alone. Relationship maybe next time. Friends, gan mei, gan di and relatives are enough for me. In Malaysia, some things got from bad to worse. I consider it unfortunate. Still, i enjoyed most of the time there. Thanks to my cousin Li Jun, Wen Jie and Xiao Ting. They had made my time there enjoyable. I apologize if spell wrong as i don't really know some of their chinese character. Sorry. School is going to reopen soon. Left accounts untouched yet. I am waiting for it to be dropped into my letter box. I hope tomorrow it is dropped in my letter box. Today the student councilors are back from their camp. Hope they have enjoyed it. Don't have the mood to type anymore.

2 June- 15 June 2008

During the holiday, i went to Malaysia with my mother. Her hometown is at Malaysia, KL. I went back to visit my relatives and friends. This time, i made some news friends over there. I made 4 news friends. Actually, they are my cousin's friends. One girl and three boys. Three boys kind of quiet when i went out with them, their name i kind of forget. The girl is 小婷. All of them are friendly. Plus, i now then realized in Malaysia, teenagers can actually drive around 15-16 years old. Just in case you are wondering who is my cousin, she is 林莉莙. I put her name big is because she may viewed my blog. I put her name big so that she can't miss it. Hehehe. Most of the time at Malaysia play lan. Nothing much to do... At night, i cycled with my friend on the road. My mother went to see a Chinese doctor as she was not feeling well. This trip made me feel so refreshed. The environment had changed over time. Hope that after my O level, i may have the chance again to go back Malaysia. I certainly missed the food over there, the activities i do with my friends in Malaysia, the moments we spent together.