31 Jan 2009

Originally, i was supposed to go to a barbecue at Kensington Park and work at 6am. However, Karen auntie changed shift with me. In the end, i worked at the afternoon. I thought what will get worse. I was supposed to work at 4pm. Then ZY called me, telling that he changed shift with me. So i worked at 3.30pm and he worked at 4pm. I can't play my computer for the 6 hours. When i reached there, i wanted to check price but Eric called me in to get money. When i checked which counter i opened, i realized i was opening COUNTER 5. You didn't see wrongly. Counter 5 take charge of the carpark coupon and the newspaper. I am fortunate i worked in the afternoon as there is only 2 types of newspaper. In the morning, there is more than 2 types of paper. Phew~ I accidentally tore down the door of a cupboard. It was faulty and it even slant to it's side. Of course there were customer bought carpark coupons.But most of the time, i am the runner. Why do i say that? I was running errands for the auntie like forwarding and getting stuffs. Practically, i find it acceptable though i was totally clueless in the first place. I know it's a bit late. I got in my first choice which Molecular Biotechnology at Nanyang Polytechnic. I guess it would be a restart button for me as i have to know everyone all over again.

30 Jan 2009

I went to catch a movie with my friends who worked in the NTUC as me. We watched the movie titled " Bride War". I felt that it was a good movie. It was funny and I really enjoyed it. The starting was nice. It was about 2 close friends who were getting married on the same day because of a mistake. Originally, both wanted to get married on the different day. One of them works as a lawyer and the other one as a teacher in secondary school. After the mistake, they discussed and agreed that one of them should host the marriage at the same day. Both didn't give in and trouble starts brewing. They even tried to sabotage each other's wedding. Still in the end, the teacher didn't get marry. The lawyer got married. Both of them patched up. After a year, the teacher got married with the lawyer's brother and both got pregnant. The best part is that both of are going to give birth on the same day. Originally, we are supposed to watch 4.30pm show but there isn't much seat which means the 6 of us have to separate. So we waited for the 6.50pm show. While waiting, we did some window shopping and had our dinner at MacDonald. I was feeling a bit low. This is because i don't know when can we have a outing with them again like this. Seriously speaking, this is the first time i going out with friends like cataching a movie or window shopping. Usually, i go out alone. I was not on good terms with my classmate or they look down on me so they left me out. I really enjoyed today's outing.

29 Jan 2009

Came back from Malaysia. I almost got my hand toasted while lighting up the long chain of fire cracker. I think i was kind of retarded at that point of time. During the period of time in Malaysia, i got back my original skin color which is very tanned. I cycled as that would be the transport i usually use. My relative are too busy to bring me around so i travel by my own bike. I went to cybercafe which is like 3 mintues ride. I played with my friend at the cyber cafe like Red Alert 2, Left 4 Dead, Counter Strike and Dota. I only went there like around 4 days only. Though it was short, it was still enjoyable. Oh well, have to treasure every moment you have.

21 Jan 2009

I was working at 7 am today. I reached my workplace at 6.38am. Gladdys was working in the moring. She was supposed to work in the afternoon but she changed shift with Li He who thinks that she may not be able to wake up. I was at counter 6 and i thought i could slack at counter 6 like before. However, there is a slight problem. All the five register inside the NTUC was not working and the customers had to pay at 2 register which is outside. Practically, the inside looks empty. Gladdys took the most customers as she operated at conter 7 which is just right outside the NTUC while mine still need a short distance. I asked some of the customers to come over to my register and pay. Her counter had some customers rushing her. I feel the customers are inconsiderate. If she give the wrong change, who is the person responsible for it? It will be Gladdys unless the customer will take care of the wrong change, i think Gladdys will clear the queue very fast. Mine was rather ok. In the end, we had to stand at the front line for 2 freaking hours. The main reason the 5 register were not working is they are all short circuit except for the 2 register outside. In the morning, i discovered the NETs machine for 4 counter was not working. I notified the supervisor and i went to opened my counter. 5 minutes later, i saw one of the auntie came out and said she helped me to pack. I asked her why and she replied the 5 counters inside is experiencing technical problem. For moment, it working fine. THEN GOT PROBLEM. After the 2 hours, i was in a shock. After a while, i was alright. First time in my life, i do things this fast before. It was like fast motion cartoon. Because of the rush, i short 4.55 cents. Damm tired. stop here for now == Zzz

19 Jan 2009

Today was VERY SUCKY. Everything was alright. One customer i gave him 2 5 cents and he don't want it. He wanted the 10 cents coin. It slightly got on my nerves and later, i felt alright. Right after this customer, another customer claimed that he queued first in the line WHEN I CAN'T EVEN SEE THE ******* LINE. I served the other customer and then served him. I was very irriated already. I made a major mistake earlier on. This particular customer bought 2 carton of marigold drinks. I accidentally scanned the smaller pack in the carton. The actual price was supposed to be 6.70 bucks but i scanned in 1.90 bucks. I asked the customer to wait as i called the supervisor. The supervisor was held up by some matters. He was kind of impatient and took off the goods. After he left, the supervisor came and i asked him to void the sales. So now, he took the goods unpaid. He said he will come back to pay the actual amount. In the end, he didn't turn up. At that point of time, i really felt that i am a ******* B******. I was really stupid to go trust that guy. Then i holded a transaction which the customer claimed to pay later, the worst part is that i lost the stupid receipt. I was very frustrated after all these crap. Buch of A******, F****** RETARDED CUSTOMER WHO CHEAT PEOPLE'S TRUST. I was very disappointed in myself. Surendar and other promoter was there as well. Then Gladdys, Wen Hui and Jin Xiang came back to NTUC around 10 plus. I was cold towards them and i am really sorry about that. I had no mood to joke with them. SORRY GUYS >< In the end, i had excess 8 bucks because of the sales void. I told Adin. If i have to compesate, it will 13.40 bucks. Sigh~ I really hated this day.

18 Jan 2009

After knowing that i am going to work all the way till 24 Jan 2009, i felt tired and exhausted. In terms of mentally, i felt tired. It was alright as it was evened out like i work on alternate shifts. I was feeling sad when i know my friends working in NTUC are going to leave soon. Wen Hui applied for JC. Most of us working in the NTUC applied for Polytechnic and so, we are working till the school term starts. I was hoping to work on weekend to earn a bit of money. Wen Hui is going to stop working at 25 Jan 2009 i think. Unfortunately, i am oversea with my mother. Wrong timing... Work was like weight lifting session. Most of the customers bought drinks. I had long queue most of the time. I slacked 5 minutes later customer come. I decided not to slack as I ONLY GET TO SLACK FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES OR MORE. I think that i can get some exercises from work. The drinks can act as weights. I got Zi Qi's float. Her float was alright except for the 5 cents. It had lots of 5 cents. I accidentally dropped a 20 cent coin in the gap between the desk and the wall. I told Adin the only supervisor at 6am. He managed to get it out. I checked the cashier book and found out that i working at counter 6. I am also the first cashier to reach NTUC this morning. I sat at the counter and i was going to fall asleep. I really felt sad that Wen Hui is leaving. She may drop by and buy things and then i charge special service charges. MUHAHAHA I not so bad. Anyway, i worked at counter 6 2 times in a row. I should be working inside tomorrow as i am working in the afternoon which is less tiring as compared to morning. I wish my friend Wen Hui all the best for her studies. I also heard that one more cashier is leaving and i am still looking answer for that. All good thing coming to an end soon.. Anyway, i found this video on youtube and i thought i can share with my friends~

15 Jan 2008

Just submitted my application for polytechnic courses. I had a mixed feeling when i am filling up the application form. Just in case anyone is curious.... These are the courses i appiled for:

-Molecular Biotechnology
-Molecular Biotechnology
-Biomedical Engineering
-Pharmaceutical Science
-Biologic &Process Technology
-Nanotechnology & Material Science
-Chemical & Green Technology
-Hospitality & Resort Management
-Aerospace System
-Manufacturing Engineering
-Digital & Precision Engineering
-Telematics & Media

I applied either for Nanyang Polytechnic or Ngee Ann Polytechnic since there is a straight bus to these two polytechnic. I am kind of lazy to go polytechnic located places like DOVER. I am very interested in Science so the first 2 course is a must get in course for me. Now, let's shift the focus on today's work. Work was fine though ending can be scary. I was at counter 3 and before i take over, Wen Hui was taking it. Counter 6 was taken by Li He and Gladdys. There is lots of customer giving me 50 bucks to change. I was cursing them. Within one hour, my 2 bundles of 10 bucks was gone. I went to the office to change for another 2 bundle thinking that customer will give me 50 bucks to change. It did not happen. After i changed, the customer gave me 10 bucks to change. Life is so unpredictable... I took Li He's float today and it short of 1 bucks. Her float is great as it had a packet of 40 bucks worth of one bucks coins. Next time PLEASE DON'T OPEN THE COINS. Tomorrow i was supposed to resting at home but one auntie wanted to change with me. I agreed and i am working at 3.30 pm tomorrow. I am having no leaves until 24th. I had straight 2 days off and 3 public holiday. There is a reason for this. I am going to Malaysia from 24th to 27th of Jan. I kind of switching my resting days order. Well, it's not too bad as there are balanced morning and afternoon shift. I mean not straight morning shift all the way. I will sure die xP When packing up, i counted my float and my sales. Apparently, i used the wrong equation the calculate my sales and it resulted in shortage of 199.95 bucks(nice number?). Then i recounted again and it was correct. Then the auntie asked me i minus how much and that is when i realised i used the wrong equation. In the end, i had excess 5 cents. Sigh~ Tomorrow is my dad's death anniversary... I will stop here for now. ==Zzz

13 Jan 2009

I worked at counter 6 today. Actually, i agreed to let Wen Hui take counter 6. I reached there earlier and I did not see the Wen Hui was there. So i took the counter 6. I am very sorry about that >< It was not really slacky over there. There is a period of time the queue was long. It was due to a customer as i forgot the number to press for "J". At first, i thought of voiding the sales and asking the customer to pay inside. I called Adin and instead i asked him to check for me. He told the wrong number and went in to check. This time he got it right. The period he was checking, i had the queue extend all the way back to the tentage. I was a bit panicky. This was the mistake i think i made it. After i settled the queue, i was stoning. I was thinking about the results and what course to take. Then Wen Hui came, she was having break. I paused from stoning and after she left, i continued to stone... I was also starving. I had 2 slice of bread for breakfast. Then a customer came to refund for a pack of tissue. She bought yesterday and today she want to refund. Adin did the refund for me. After the customer left, he told what he think of customers like that. Seriously speaking, ADIN IS A EXTREMELY FUNNY PERSON. Then after that, it was slacky all the way to 2pm when Li He took over me. I short of 10 bucks today. EXACTLY 10 BUCKS!!! OH COME ON!!! I am really sick and tired of this. I am so going to go slow when counting money. I guess this is the precaution i can take for now. The teacher on charge for NCC worte on my wall in facebook," Hey have faith in yourself!! You can do it!! I have confidence in you!!". I am glad that the teacher asked me to go for the officer course but i have my own doubts. From Secondary 1 to 4, a lot of things had happened. I used to think that i am suitable for the officer course but after what had happened, the thoughts of that slowly getting tarnish bit by bit. I cannot really forgive myself for making these mistake till now. I am not the person who get all the advantages and forget about repaying back. I want to repay but i can't overcome this mental obstacle. My mind is in a whirl. Sigh~

I received a call from NTUC. It appears that one of my customer forgot to take his chocolate like yesterday and the day before yesterday. He came back to take it but there is no record. This was my fault. I left the chocolate on the desk in the office but i forgot to record. That day was the second time i short of money and that chocolate slipped out of my mind. I felt really bad. I caused trouble to the staff.

12 Jan 2009

I got back my result. It was not too bad. I had 2 A's, 4 B's and one C's. For LI1R4, i got 13 points and for L1R5, i get 16 points. I was expecting around 15 or more as I thought i messed up with some of the subject like Geography and English. For English, i thought i will get a C for it. I did not write the least expected number of words and may wrote out of point. I studied Geography last minute and so is Social Studies. I got a B for combined humantites. I got a A for Combined Science Physic and Chemistry. I felt the science practical was kind of screwed up especially the chemistry practical. There were 201 courses offered and i am still considering. I am looking into the chemical engineering course. After i got back the result, i thanked the teachers who taught me before. I met into my NCC teacher in charge, she asked me if i am interested to come back and help the school unit as CLT officer. I did not straight away give her a answer as there are somethings i had to consider. There are some personal reason as well. There were some problems when i was in Secondary 2 and 3. Because of that, that questioned me "Am i even qualified to be a leader?". I used to be very passionate about NCC. It seemed that i had lost that passion... What do i want really? I am still figuring out... In search for an answer...

11 Jan 2009

Again, history repeats again. I short 9.70 bucks today. I think it maybe the time where i had to give the customer change but i don't have the exact change so i had to give like lots of 2 bucks of 5 bucks instead. That period of time i have a higher chance of making errors. I have gave out all my coins and this actually happened to me. I felt like a crap. I really hate this crap... When i first opened a counter, i had excess 20 bucks. Now, i had negative amounts. It's like pay back time for "eating" the customers money. Nothing really much to say...

9 Jan 2009

Sigh~ For the past 2 days, i had negative amount. Yesterday or the day before, i had negative amount of 10.30 bucks. Today, i had negative 9.15 bucks. Look on the bright side, the amount decrease. The negative side will be that it is the second already. Today i was feeling sick. This morning, i was alright but after i started working, my nose reacted as in i having running nose. I had to pay 8.40 bucks in total. A customer want to complain about me. This is what happen... I thought this customer have no member card and she even passed me her NETS cards. So when i scanned the NETS cards, i asked to press her PIN. Then after that, she scolded me for asking her whether she have the card or not. I mean before she even key in her PIN, she can take her member card first for me to scan. She didn't even tell me. This is not her first time come to NTUC and buy things and she should know the procedures.. She was unhappy with me and nagged there for like 5 minutes. Then she left. Anyway, counter 3 also cannot redemm points... At that point of time, i wanted to say, "Office is near the 4D station if you want to complain. Self service. Go ahead and complain as if i scare you." Again, i just kept it to myself. Tomorrow i am working in the afternoon. Today, Li He at counter 6 in the afternoon and Gladdys work at counter 6 in the morning. Although there is a fan there, they said it is still hot. Sigh, hopefully everything turns out fine tomorrow. I HOPE I WILL NOT GET NEGATIVE AMOUNT AGAIN T.T

7 Jan 2009

O Level result are coming on 12 of Jan.. Some may feel scare or nervous but i felt nothing. Maybe it is because that there is nothing i can do now as what is done can't be undone. No point of crying over spilled milk? Still, life have to go even when the situation gets worse. I was working at counter 2 this morning. It was alright in the morning. Around 10-11 am, the queue starting to extend. My queue was extended into the section. Because of 2 cashier, the other 3 cashier had their line extended. Mine went all the way into the section, counter 4 line went all the way in the 4D station. Counter 5 line was unknown. I didn't ask that cashier. Today was not my day. I think i may have rushed until i have shortage of 10.30 bucks. Sigh... I guess i have to be more careful than usual. Cashcard and cash were the one that did not balance. My cash short of 7.30 bucks and my NETS short of 3 bucks. That's how i get the shortage of 10 bucks. I had voided 500++ bucks worth of items. This one was rather serious i think. I accidentally keyed in 5 apples for 245 bucks when i wanted to key in 2.45 bucks. The remaining is some of the item which the customers last minute don't want. Some i scanned in already then they tell me they do not want it. I used to seeing such things. I guess there is first time for everything including the negative stuffs. Anyway, i am working in the afternoon tomorrow. The amount should be lower if there is any error. I going slow tomorrow. About the result, my mind is set and i am mostly going to a polytechnic provided that there is no changes which leastly likely to be... I also just found out that on the release of O Level result happens that i am not working. Haha... Sleepy~ going to sleep... Zzz

6 Jan 2009

I worked at counter 6 today. I was supposed to work at counter 3 but Zhi Yuan was late. Because of that, i took over him. After Karen said that, he came in. Nice timing i guess? It was slackly over there. In the morning, it was alright. When it was closing in to afternoon, the heat is making me sleepy. I can't leave my counter far because of the majong set. I dazed off at my counter until a customer had to wake me up. When i was about to really give in to the heat, Gladdys came and took over me. I was relieved. I had my lunch there, it was warmed up by the heat. Even my ice lemon tea is not really cold. There isn't much things to write. At least this time round, it was not too bad as compared to last time which i played with the trolley...

5 Jan 2009

I was rather tired yesterday. After i came back from work, i didn't have the strength to open up my eyes and blog. I had a quick supper and went to sleep. Yesterday was not too bad. I had 10 cents excess though. This time, it is really stabilizing. Zhi Yuan was at counter 2, i was at counter 3, Jin Xiang was at counter 5 and Hui Fang was at counter 1. Whay Lea Auntie was at counter 4. I received the first supplier coupon. I asked help from Zhi Yuan. Zhi Yuan and i did not use the credit cards machine. The customer we had were either paying by cash or NETS. Auntie Whay Lea had a customer buying 3 cart and a basket full of item. It total up to 400 bucks++. The moments before we all packed up, there were still customers. I hated the customers who purchase with the amount which had 5 cents. I ran out of 5 cents at that time. I had no choice but to open a the coins. Luckily, Auntie Whay Lea also needed some 5 cents. I exchanged with her 1 bucks worth of 5 cents. I felt relieved at that time. At least, i was able to get rid the remaining 5 cents. I had lots of 1 bucks and 50 cents coin. My float consists of 40 bucks of coins. The rest consists of unopened coins. I am working tomorrow at 6.30am. I hope i can open counter 6 for the one last time. Slack for the last time and i get serious after that. Oh well, i have to prepare my stuff for tomorrow work. I will stop here for now....

3 Jan 2009

I received a phone from NTUC this morning around 8 am. I didn't answer it as i was very sleepy. My mother went to answered it. I was lying on my bed for awhile and when i woke up, she told that there is a call from NTUC. First thing came to my mind was the missing 200 bucks claimed to be missing. I went down to NTUC after i brushed and changed my clothes. It was not about the missing money, it's my friend Zhi Yuan. He was late for work. I checked my phone for message. I saw Li He's message asking me to call Zhi Yuan. I was still sleeping then when i received her message. When i reached there, Zhi Yuan was there but i didn't see Gladdys. She was supposed to work in the morning. Then Zhi Yuan told me that i may have to replace Gladdys. I was rushing at the start of work. I don't know why though. The float i get today gave me a freaking hard time. It had freaking lots of bags of coin. Still, it short of 30 cents. During work, i saw some of my friends from primary school and secondary school. I can hardly recognize my primary school. She looked different from last time though her face look familiar to me. I was having my lunch when i saw my secondary school friend. She appeared to have been to the Serangoon CC. Again, i was at counter 1. Somehow, i am kind of assigned to counter one most of the time. There is an auntie who is kind to treat my friends and i to drinks last time when we were studying at void decks for O Level Exam. I think in my shift, i was the youngest and i am the only male around as cashier. It was nearly flawless at work today except for some price error. I charged a customer 4 bottles of milk when he bought 2 bottles of milk. He realized and told me. I called Adin, he asked me why i go key in 4 bottles instead of 2. I replied him major eye problem i guess. Some of the prices seemed to misled the customers. Some prices are misinterpreted or the customer don't understand/can't read them. There was one exchange today. Zhi Yuan almost forget to give a customer her change. That customer actually came up to me. Luckily, Zhi Yuan was still around. The problem was settled. Gladdys did not work today when she was supposed to work. Wen Hui came to replaced her. Gladdys was supposed to work afternoon then. But Karen called her and said that she need not come as Karen given her off for today.Gladdys came and bought some stuff(maybe not some) and she forgot to bring her own bag. I was warned before if i ever want to give plastic bags to staff, i am at my own risk. Still, i gave her the bags. I mean she bought a lot of stuff and you expect her to carry all back with her hands. At least i have a reason so i should not be in any trouble i guess. I closed my counter at 9 plus. I thought it will balance. I guess not everyday is Sunday. It did not balance and i excess of 2 bucks ==lll. Stupid 2 bucks spoil everything. When i count the float, i had only one packet of coins worth 20 bucks. The rest of the 180 bucks was unopened coins. The next person gets my float is sure very lucky and will have easy life.



Things started looking good. Will this remain the same for the rest of the days? Flame of confidence is strong and still fueling the flame to keep it going. I found my motivation to preserve and to against all odds....

2 Jan 2009

I worked in the morning today. Today was also the first day of school for students and i bumped into my friends when i was walking to my workplace. It was early like around 6 plus i think. I thought i will be working in the tenage but i wasn't the one. It was Li He who was working in the tenage. I was hoping to slack at there and at least get balanced for once. I was working at counter 1. I went slow today. I have the thought that it won't balance and so what is the point of going fast. Why not go slow for once? Anyway, there is no harm of going slow. My queue seemed to be never ending. When i was about to finish one customer, more customers come. I wanted to sit down. Maybe one day of counter 6 is enough to make me very slackly i guess? Everytime i was about to sit down and rest, there is always at least one customer come. My mind was like "COME ON. JUST LET SIT DOWN FOR 2 MINUTES" Finally, i got to sit around 11.30 i think. I had my break first today. I had a bun for breakfast for today. After that, i was starving. At least i had my break first. I got a scolding from a customer saying that the rice is 18 buck which is lower than the usual price and what for put it at the "Purchase with Purchase" section with the price of 17 bucks plus. I said i will ask the supervisor while waiting, she continued nagging at me. I was like " Would you mind if you just shut up and let me work in peace? What is the problem with you? I said i will check with the supervisor, right? He is not superman and appear in front of the counter after i pressed the bell. Come on, don't act like a child" After i went to look for Adin the supervisor, she apologized for the nagging. She said that it was not my fault and it was the store hand fault. It was just a misunderstanding, it was not anyone's fault. I was felt funny and angry again. Accident happened after that. The decoration on the counter was accidentally knocked down by me. There were 2 candles on it with the glass candle holder. One of it broke and the other remain intact. I asked Jin Xiang whether to report about it. He asked me to look for Adin as he might want it. I didn't manage to find him so i went back to my counter. Before 2, i saw Wen Hui and Gladdys. I thought they will take over counter 2 and 6. Well, i guessed one correctly. Gladdys took over counter 6 and Wen Hui took counter one. Wen Hui snatached my counter T.T (just kidding). As it was half and hour before i sign out, i went to help out at the store. Anyway, I FINALLY BALANCED. I went to counter 5 to declare which was Auntie Sharon's counter. Auntie Lisa also declared there i think. Auntie Sharon said that if sturck lottery is as easy as balancing account, she would buy lottery. I heard her saying that I am the second one that balanced. FINALLY I BALANCED WOOT!!!! When i saw the word "Media Declaration", i was damm happy. I am seeing some hope now. Hope tomorrow will be the same too. There is also a customer who want to cash back. He tried 3 times at counter 4 or 5 and it did not seem to work. That customer came to my counter and also tried 3 times. Still, it did not work. He talked to the manager and the manager replyed him that the problem could be with the line connecting with the machine. I asked the manager whether have to keep the receipt. She replyed that i keep first then see how later. The customer left the number and his name wanting the NETS office to call him regarding this incident.... Feeling tired, i went to sleep... Zzz




Small flames of confidence is being ignited... Slowly building up a strong flame of confidence.

1 Jan 2009

Today is the first day of Year 2009. I woke up at 8 in the morning and went down to NTUC. I wanted to check out whether i am really short of 200 bucks from yesterday sales. When i went down, Karen wasn't there yet. When i was about to go home, Auntie Lisa asked me if i can change shift with her. Unfortunately, i was unable to change with her. I went home and played computer games. Around in the afternoon, Gladdys called me and said i had short of 50 bucks in my float. My mind was saying "Oh boy, one problem after another. Bad starting for year 2009". I just shut down my computer and went down. If my float really short of 50 bucks, then i will be short of 250 bucks in total(if i really missing the 200 bucks from yesterday's sales and 50 bucks from my float). Gladdys was at counter 6, Wen Hui was at counter 3 and Zhi Yuan at counter 1. It seems that there are some cashier want counter 6. I guess beside slacking, there is a higher chances of not getting unbalanced balance. Gladdys counted my float again and she said it had excess of 1 dollar. She counted several times and she got different amount. But she counted 201 bucks for twice. I stayed quite a while over there and chat with Gladdys. Then Wen Hui came to counter 6 and slacked awhile. Zhi Yuan wanted to take counter 6. He claimed that he saw his name being canceled at counter 6 and replaced. Sigh... I stayed at counter 6 until 7pm then i went home. I was playing Soldier Front awhile then i had my dinner. I really hope that everything will be fine for me. I also learned how to fold paper crane although it is deformed. Gladdys taught how to fold paper crane and i was kind of stupid though. The float have no problem i guess. The main concern is the the missing 200 bucks claimed to be missing. Sigh~ I guess i stop here for now. I have to iron my uniform >< I need to find back my confidence again... Where can i find it...I felt gulity that Gladdys had negative 4 bucks as i feel that that is partly my fault. Because of my float... Sigh.. Stupid coins...