22 May 2009

Once again, i got my butt pawned in Japanese lesson. I studied like half of the test only. It had been a week since the day i lost my phone. Life is really sucky without it. Lucky, i still have my laptop which relieve my burden. This week was rather chaotic for me. I did things last mintue. I skipped kick boxing yesterday just to study Japanese. I guess much more effort have to put in. I feel bad for one thing. I indirectly/directly sabotage my friend for getting a D for her lab report. I was not alert enough to spot that mistake. Damn my stupidness. I just hate it when my friends around got affected by me in the negative way. Screw this, I hate it. Where is the me that strive for the best in my work? Where is that me in secondary school that always on? I need to fine tune myself. Why did it happen? I am very disappointed with myself.

This is the translation for the song titled 'Meteor' in Gundam SEED series.

My flawed heart still embraces the night, even as it burns out That feeling that glittered off in the distance for a split-second - If it's love, I'll try for that vision

The light is freed and falls through the sky, sacrificing its warmth only for hope The flame that's born of dying starts burns on in this, my final dream

If the sin that falls and covers everything turns to kindness, and if a thorn could become a smile

Like the unheard scream of a flower before it falls The pain that searches for the fragility of a prayer stirs the period when the two of us met

The grief and the light are swallowed up by the waves, and in the midst of all this pain, you awaken This bond that could be created because we were hurt is beginning to paint over the loneliness

Pouring my life into this; with whatever wings you have left - I'm begging you, please wrap me up in them The light again falls though the sky, sacrificing its warmth only for hope This mistake caves in and comes to an end, and my final dream continues on