23 Dec 2009

I am back from my class chalet.Well, it was very fun and whacky.

First day, most of the class was there. Leon, Tsz Ting, Joshua and I went to the chalet around 6.30pm. We went there from Leon's house after playing L4D 2 but Leon's laptop wasn't working properly. As usual, Tsz Ting was agitated when she got whacked by the special infected. The first night, we drank alcohol. Niva was drunk with one mixed drink. Tsz Ting, Leon and I was with her like a bodyguard. During the process, she was saying her sorrows out. After that, everyone was asleep around 3am. But i was not sleepy at that point. I was not the only one. Fahmy, Trifanny, QB, Malvin, Suhaimi and I was chatting at a pavilion. That time, Trifanny was eating some hotdogs and Fahmy was joking with her over the hotdogs. After that, they went to sleep. This was the best part. Trifanny was looking for something to hug as a bolster. First, she took someone's bag but it stinks. She threw it down again and looked for another one. By chance, she actually grabbed Leon's hair without knowing it. She was like, 'Why is it so hairy?' and she figured out that it was Leon's head that she was grabbing. Instead of putting it down slowly, she threw his head to the bag. And of course, Leon was slightly awaken. OUCH. He looked around and went back to sleep again. Then around 7.45 am, Mitchell, Yihan and I headed home.

I went back around 5.30pm. Mr How came around 6pm. By the second day, it was less lively as compared to the first day. Second day was still fun though. We played 'True or Dare' . This was the best. Suhaimi was dared to put ice in his pants. ROFL. Soon after, everyone was tired and all went to sleep. Another funny moment as well. In the room, there is only 3 people who snores. But Fahmy snored the loudest. In fact, his snore supressed the other 2 snores. The moment he snored the loudest, the other 2 went silent and Fahmy's mouth was wide open. LOL. I took some photos for the second day which can be seen on facebook. This outing was overall successful because of Fahmy. I think most of the job done is by Fahmy. There is also a video too =D

21 Nov 2009

I was hell busy with work today. I worked in the morning, thanks to someone who took leave. I do not trust this guy nor his reason for taking leave. He is not studying, he is just wasting his time at home and hanging out with his friends. What can be his reason for taking leave? Beside this, the store keeper was also on leave. What the heck man.... I was alone. Although there was an uncle working, he is kind of self-centered so he just finished his work and left. 18 rollcage came in today. One thing caught my attention and that is ERIC ACTUALLY ALMOST ORDERED ONE WHOLE ROLLCAGE FULL OF CARTONS OF 24 CANS OF CARLSBERG!!!! Worse still, the shelves and the block-stack area was full. I did not stay at a spot to stock up, i was practically 'jumping' from a lane to another lane. As I am the only retail assistant, i have to answer all the bells when the cashier pressed. I am so tired for today....

2 Nov 2009

Nuar's birthday coming soon but unfortuantely, i may not have the chance to go out and celebrate with them. So i would wish him a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Nuar grow old already.... Hehe..

Today, i had a friend preparing her work for O Level's Art. She is very stressed about it. I talked to her over the MSN, then she said,'I need calming pill and happy pill.' I replied, 'Well, you have your boyfriend?'. She asked me, 'Can you supply me with happy pills? How much does it cost?' I replied, ' My happy pills are free for friends as i am willing to do almost everything for them. As long they said it, i will give in my best.' She asked, 'Really?' I replied, ' I can swear this upon my life on it.' Some may wonder why i would do this. Reason is simple. Having friends is better than being alone. When trouble arises, we can think of a solution together and solve it. Of course, we can share things and have fun. There is always someone there to chat, sms or email (maybe?). Leon always without fail asking me to stop listening to my headset when i am with the clique. He also asked me to stop 'emo'. Actually, I am not emo-ing. I am just having some thoughts. I have really met good friends in campus, work and in life. Without fail, we would work our way through when problem arises. We laughed together, joked together and other. As compared to last time, friendship are much more strong. I am not saying that last time friendship bond is not strong. It is strong but not as strong as the current. I learnt kickboxing is not only for self-defence but also for protecting others. I may not be strong now but i will keep training. To be honest, friends is like 80% of my world? The time i emo most likely will be on the way home and on the way to campus unless i bump into someone then of course not. Most of the time I don't really have a topic to talk about so i would just keep quiet and listen. Well, another random post done by me. Man, I am so getting more random as each day pass....

30 Oct 2009

Drizzling

In low spirit

The sound of the raindrop falling to the ground is like a melody to me. Whenever it rains, I will think about in the past since young till now. Let it be good or bad memory. Time travel fast without anyone knowing it. It has been 17 years. When I was young, everything seemed to be perfect. Both sides of the family was not as broken up as now. I still remember the best time of the year would be Chinese New Year. Let it be in Singapore or Malaysia. It was the best time ever. In Malaysia, we get to play with firecrackers and other kids. Relatives and friends came and pay a visit. It was so lively. Adults were chatting happily away. The kids were playing to their heart's content. My cousin and I used to stay up late as we believed that it will prolong our parents life. We were chatting our life to each other. In Singapore, when my grandmother was still around, she would brew ginseng tea and bird's nest for my cousin and me. While we were having it, she will always tell us to study hard. Family come together to have steamboat. My cousin and i will be playing my aunt's computer. As usual, adults were chatting happily away.

Right now, things changed. Both my grandmother passed away. Relationship with some relative turned sour due to money. As the saying goes, 'Money is the root of all evil' . Things are getting colder. Sigh...

22 Oct 2009

After 6 weeks of holiday, i went for the first kickboxing training for the first in semster 2. It seems that i have missed out a lot of things. But best of all, the coach's master came down to train us some move. There was sparring tonight but i didn't tried as i was dead tired. Leon didn't go because he forget to bring his shirt and pants. Well, i kind of expected that.... While on my way back, i saw Kai Yun was also on the way back from her CCA as well. We walked to the MRT station and chatted away. I found somethings from her as well. Well, it is for the sake of Leon. I think he want to know her as friend. There are some reasons behind it but i will not write in this blog nor tell anyone. Hopefully, this may help Leon a bit. I AM SO DEAD TIRED!!! (=.=)

21 Oct 2009

Holiday is over, a new semester starts... So far, it has been 2 days and looks ok to me. Project and assignments are coming in. Laptop got fixed as there is some problem with the LCD screen. It just keep flickering non-stop. Sometimes, it does gets on my nerve pretty badly. Common test in week 9... I better get the game start rolling already... Blog is gathering some dust as i didn't blog for a period of time. I also have nothing much to blog about... I just have a feeling the i may have a clash with the Biochem lecturer... zzz

22 Sept 2009

Well, i am enjoying my holiday (or maybe not much). Workplace seems to improved greatly from last time when i just came in. Althought it is a little bit tough sometimes, i guess i have to get used to it. My muscles is getting trained during work... Sometimes i am lazy to carry with 2 hands, i will carry with one hand. That is only applied to snacks, light stock and non-fragile stocks. I don't want to take much risk. Speaking of stock, i recently caused a carton of cooking oil to 'commit suicide'. What i meant was that i was taking a carton of oil and another carton fell to the floor. Yeap, it didn't survive. The 'bloodstains' can be seen on the carton box near the area of impact. It was like a murder scene thought it is oil and not blood. Laugh out loud. I cleaned the mess up. Today's headline for Shin Min Newspaper was rather disturbing to me as it concerns about my father's final resting place. Apparently, the new head monk (i don't really know what they call it) was making some statements which were disturbing and i find it rather disrespectful. He said that our loved one's ashes are just a pile of soil and it is making Singapore to look like a dead town. Why did he even say that? Like come on, can't you just leave a small space for us to place the ashes? Or is he just money-face? He ought to show some respects. I feel like punching him right in the face....

15 August 2009

Last night dinner was fun. As usual, Leon, Guo Wei, Tsz Ting and I went to CHOMP CHOMP which located at Serangoon Garden for dinner. It was fun and delicious. Really and Leon ate until his voice is like a chicken getting kill. The four of us ordered drinks and there were super big like BIG BEER MUG. Tsz Ting and Leon had sugar cane and Guo Wei and I had glass jelly. Some funny moments at the dinner we had. We had CHOMP CHOMP like once a week. Last Friday, we went there and last night, we had it again. Haha... Photos will be posted on facebook as i have some technical error. So ya, i will be posting photos on facebook for now.

I got called to work. That really sucks. Making me to do things against my will is really suck. I am not refering to the incident whereby i got called back. It is something personal... Just recovered one of song i lost long time ago. It is by Josh Groban, 'You are Loved'. Here is the lyrics and hope you guys like it.

Lyrics of You are Loved by Josh Groban.

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one needs to be heard
You are loved

8 August

Yesterday was my birthday. And yea, it was hell lots of fun XD. In campus, Lidya, Tsz Ting, Leon and Guo Wei celebrated my birthday. Well, the process was hilarious. Then we went for the celebration. Leon's facial expression was classic almost like Guo Wei's. After the national day celebration or rather 3 hours of EXTREMELY BORING videos, Guo Wei, Leon and Tsz Ting went to Serangoon North, my house. Then around 6.30pm, we went to Chomp Chomp to have our dinner. We managed to get 6 seats although there were 9 people including me. Li He went to buy a drink (a huge one and she managed to finish 3/4 of it.WOW?!?! Leon playing with the ice kachang... Jin Xiang trying to slice the ice kachang. Oh ya. The way Leon eats a satay is almost same as the way Gladdys eats a satay, that was funny. Really, this's got to be the best as compared to last time where none of my friends did. I received gifts as well. Meaningful, Cool and FUN. Meaningful gift will be the cake box with Tsz Ting, Lidya, Guo Wei and Leon birthday wishes, cool gift will be Bernadette's mug (still figuring what it means) and fun gift will be Call Of Duty 4, a gift from Jin Xiang, Surendar, Li He and Gladdys. I really like these gifts.

4 August 2009

Maths tutor told my class that test will be held at 5pm. This is the crap of the day. I can't meet up with Alyssa mei because of this. I told her and she got worked up. I understand this, i apologized to her and explained to her. She is still worked up. I know it is very last mintue. Really. My classmate and i have to cancel most of the things we had. She is mad, i know. I am even more mad. At least, the tutor can give us a fixed timing in a week' advance. Fine, it is also the guy's fault. I accept it. It is my fault for last minute cancelling. Am i the one who is the hard life guy? It is like primary school life, everything is repeating itself. I am really speechless. Can someone just box hard in my brain so that i can be in coma and never wake up for the rest of my life?

I getting all kinds of crap in all four directions. Anyone want to put blames on people? JUST PUT IT ON ME ALRIGHT? I AM THE CAUSE OF IT, ok? Screw this life.

31 July 2009

As i have some time on my hand, i will take this time to blog. Recently about the 'missed' maths lecture, my mentor said that he will ask the lecturer to make changes on the systems as we are able to prove that we were presented on every lectures. After the changes made, i hope that the warning letter will be retracted.

Exams is coming, Japanese role playing is next monday, maths quiz is also coming... So many things lining up. Well, i feel that secondary school lofe is much easier than Polytechnic. Not to miss out the fun and friends back then. The Three Jokers Of 4E2 2008... Yeah.. The good old memories back then. Well, life have to move on..

30 July 2009

Nowadays, i barely have the time to blog. I am pretty occupied by work, project and homework. Exams is around the corner, so i requested for no-pay leave for next month to prepare my upcoming exams.

I hate this kind of thing. I refering to when you attended lesson and yet you got a warning letter for not attending lectures. In my case, it is both lecturer and my fault. Firstly, the lecturer did not pass the attendance file for us to sign and sometimes, we tend to forget to tap our student access card but it has been counter-checked if we signed the attendance file. NO! No attendance file was passed down during the Maths lecture. Best still, the lecturer said he trust us for coming. Yeah, i came every lecture. I didn't tap my card twice and now, i received a warning letter. This is really crap.

Nowadays, my classmates appears to have fall ill. I hope that my classmates will take care of themselves and come for lecture, tutorial and practical.I will stop here for now as i am too fed-up to blog furthur more

11 July 2009

I went to my classmate, Vincent, furneral. It really sunk my heart to see that it is true. I just wish that it was a nightmare but it is a reality. A good friend and son just passed away. He just started on his course and yet he didn't have the chance to complete it. His opponent didn't even apologize to my friend's mother. Dude, you just 'killed' a person with your kick. My friend's coach is not qualify enough to be a coach. My friend fainted yet he didn't do anything. When Vincent was sent to the hospital, he didn't even follow. This is crap. He was the only the son in the family. Why? No words/sentence/phrase could describe the pain of losing a friend/son/brother. Really. He was a good guy, a filial son, caring brother. When i saw the news, i really can't believe. His mother was still really upset. My secondary school principal was there as well. When i saw his dead body, he looked really different. He is much skinner than last time. This is because of work. He is working at 7-eleven at Tan Tock Seng Hospital. Sometimes, he worked until 11pm. His father passed away last year Oct and he worked to help his mother from her financial load. When his father was around, he helped his mother to look after his father and he did it with a good job. Why at this timing? WHY? Feeling very miserable....

8 July 2009

I had 2 shocking news. One is about a student from Nanyang Polytechnic who took part in a Taekwondo competition and led to his brain dead. The second one was my mother's friend just passed away yesterday due to cancer.

For the Taekwondo competition, it appeared that the student was 17 years old who fought with his competition who is a 15 years old guy holding a red belt. This student was holding a green belt. He was kicked at the neck. After he was kicked at his neck, he stopped to adjust his safety gear. Shortly after he adjusted it, he collasped and was sent to hospital. When he was sent to the hospital, there was a blood clot in his brain. Although the doctor operated on him, there is no sign of recovery. He was in coma for 2 days before he was annouced brain dead. He had an older sister and a younger sister. His father had passed away and his mother was the breadwinner ever since. The student was very passionate about Taekwondo and signed up for lesson at Serangoon area as it was near his house. Right now, he is relying on the life machine to live on.

My mother's friend passed away last night at Tan Tock Seng hospital (same hospital as my grandmother who passed away when i was Secondary 2). She had the same cause of death as my father, Cancer. The doctor said that she had approximately six month left. Yet, she left before the six month ended. Her husband was really sad. This led me to think my dead father who died of Colorectal caner.

.......

Life is really unpredictable.... Next moment, they are gone even though yesterday they were fine....

7 July 2009

I found a song recently. This song is kind of repeating but it is nice. Here is the lyric of the song =)

Doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer
why not president, be a dreamer
you can be just the one you wanna be
police man, fire fighter or a post man
why not something like your old man
you can be just the one you wanna be
doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer
why not president, be a dreamer
you can be just the one you wanna be

I know that we all got one thing
that we all share together
we got that one nice dream
we live for
you never know what life could bring
coz nothing last for ever
just hold on to the team
you play for

I know you could reach the top
make sure that you won't stop
be the one that you wanna be
now sing this with me
doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer
why not president, be a dreamer
you can be just the one you wanna be
police man, fire fighter or a post man
why not something like your old man
you can be just the one you wanna be

We may have different ways to think
but it doesn't really matter
we all caught up in the steam
of this life
focus on every little thing
that's what does really matter
luxury cars and bling
thats not real life
I know you could reach the top
make sure that you won't stop
be the one that you wanna be
now sing this with me

Doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer
why not president, be a dreamer
you can be just the one you wanna be
police man, fire fighter or a post man
why not something like your old man
you can be just the one you wanna be

Last year i used to dream about this day
now i'm here i'm singing for you
I hope i could inspire you
coz i've got all the love, coz i've got all love for you
doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer
why not president, be a dreamer
you can be just the one you wanna be
police man, fire fighter or a post man
why not something like your old man
you can be just the one you wanna be
doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer
why not president, be a dreamer
you can be just the one you wanna be
police man, fire fighter or a post man
why not something like your old man
you can be just the one you wanna be
doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer
why not president, be a dreamer
you can be just the one you wanna be
police man, fire fighter or a post man
why not something like your old man
you can be just the one you wanna be
doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer
why not president, be a dreamer
you can be just the one you wanna be.

4 July 2009

Holidays are coming to an end soon.. Sigh... I went to work anyway. I sent a text message asking Nuar and Pryo if they were working today. Both of them reply me with a yes. In the end, only Pyro turned up. Sometimes, i really wish that most of the staff can be like the manager or Adin who are very friendly to us. I also accidentally injured Pyro's hands. Both of us were pushing the rollcage in and i went too fast. This cause Pyro to have his hand to get clamped in between the rollcage and the side of the door. He got a nasty brusie on his hand. Some areas of his hand have appear purplish-black. Some appears red and even bleeding. Dang, shouldn't have go that fast. Once again, the cat still hangs around the same place. Well, Jin Xiang was not around which means it is my turn =) Here are some photos....

It is rubbing it's body against my knee =)


Circling around me~


Aw, it is blur. I think it saw me taking photos of it =)

Enjoying the cool breeze coming from the air curtains~

Cleaning up itself~

Itchy hand scratching itchy head LOL =D

28 June 2009

Right now, i have two new gan mei (god sisters). One is my neighbour and the other is in my secondary school choir. Erm. Haha. I guess my contact web is growing. I still trying to know them. Meanwhile at work today, i almost 'murdered' one of the customer. Actually, no one was hurt. I was stacking goods on the top of the shelves and i guess i used slightly too much force. As a result, it pushed another carton of instant noodles fell from Lane 2 to Lane 1. Once again, i had this pain again at the exact same spot. It is a dull pain. Still can endure it so far...

27 June 2009

I think that my decision of swtiching from cashier to storeman is the right choice. At least, i don't have to come as early as 6.30 am especially i like to sleep heh heh heh (=.= Zzz). Things starting to look better as it is Jin Wu who is doing the ordering. Man, his ordering is way better than Eric's. 90% of the stock that Jin Wu ordered for today was able to put for display as compared to Eric's which is like 60% or less. Still, some stocks have to put on the shelves' top. Little did i expected, Jin Xiang came today to help out as well. He was supposed to have a break today. I really appreciated his help. Most of the storeman were youngsters like me. We were able to joke around and chat as we put the stocks on display as compared to the aunties at the cashier who were very quiet. Maybe it is the age gap? I definitely enjoyed the time when i am working as storeman. I took some photos of Jin Xiang playing with a cat which it is hanging around at the back of my workplace. Of course, we went to wash our hands after that =)




















This is the cat that is hanging at the back of my workplace with Jin Xiang's hand
Looks like the cat is enjoying~




















Jin Xiang appears to be enjoying as well...




















Here is a photo of both Jin Xiang and the cat =)

26 June 2009

Common test is around the corner. I haven't start on revising. Well, i really have played too much. At least today, i did touch a bit of Physical Chemistry. Yesterday, i received words that Joshua is in Tan Tock Seng Hospital waiting for his medical report to see if he is infected with H1N1. Fortunately, he did not get infected. Phew. Meanwhile in my secondary school, student council's camp was either been 'cancelled' or postponed. Judging the current situation of H1N1, the camp should be postponed. The H1N1 virus is kind of getting on my nerve...

24 June 2009

I thought that today i could get back my Physical Chemistry file but my friend forget about me. He said that this coming Friday, he will sure pass it back to me. Oh well. As usual, i played maplestory and Facebook. Around 7pm, i noticed the official website from Transformer: Revenge of the Fallen. Out of curiousity, i clicked. Then the background music, which is the theme song, played. It caught my attention. The music video of the song is even better. WOOT. Well, i am a 'Sci-fi' person. That means i will definitely watch it. I downloaded the theme song and it is one of blog song. wee~

23 June 2009

Holidays have been extended, I have more time to study in peace. During holidays, i went back to my secondary school to pay a little visit to my secondary school's choir. It is kind of worse than last time before i graduated. It is much smaller especially the boys. There is only 2 boys for baritone. Today, Andrew and i went back. I brought my laptop along to play since i don't really know music much. So, Andrew was coaching them and i sat back play game (heh heh heh). I think i had enough of fun already for now... I need to start getting serious and focus on my work. Sigh...

15 June 2009

Life is really miserable... Especially you have brainless supervisor at the branch. Tests are around the corner. That is really pressurizing. Today, i went out with Wen Hui,Gladdys, Jin Xiang, Li He and Surender to go for a ride at Bishan Park. As Jin Xiang was working today, the 5 of us did some catching up as it had been a while since the day they left. After Jin Xiang ended work and came, we rented bikes to ride around. Gladdys and Li He are starters in cycling so the remaing four had to guide them. Li He had some cuts on her knee as she fell. Her bike was going fast and she wanted to slow down. But, she blanked out and did not apply the brakes. I shouted her to apply brakes and she applied too hard. She fell and got hurt. Gladdys was learning how to ride. After the ride, we went to Serangoon to have our dinner. I went home to eat. After i done eating, i brought my laptop to copy files and play games. After everyone had their dinner, we headed home. One day had passed, another day closer to common test. How am i going to cope? I have no idea. I am just tired yet still forced to move on. Can i have a time-out?

8 June 2009

Holidays are coming soon. Well, it may not be holiday. The reason i said this is because after the one week of holiday, it will be one week of test. See what i mean? So far, things get a little better. Still, there is plently of space for improvement. I was having lunch today with one of colleague. She happened to be at the same school at me. Then, my classmate saw me with her and well, you know. They thought she was my girlfriend. But unfortuantely, she is attached and her boyfirend is also one of my colleague. I don't think i will have girlfriend at my poly life. I do like someone but i doubt we were be able to be together. I guess i just stick with single then. As for work, nothing much have changed except the new manager. She is rather friendly to the young staff like me. She even chatted with us. On Sundays, she actually do not have to work but she came back just to see if everything is ok. I ended work at 8pm and i stayed there to do my work. Only one staff there to close the store for that day. So she thought i was still working and yet i have a laptop in front of me doing my work. She asked me in a nice manner. She even offered to check my report. But she was not really good in science. Still i helped the staff to close the store. After that, she was still around and chatted with us while the supervisor was counting the sales of the day. She got to be nicest manager i ever met....

5 June 2009

Yesterday training was intense for me. I didn't come for 2 days of training and suddenly i came. My body didn't really able to take it. My arms and legs don't even have an ounch of strength after training yesterday. I had to rest to gain some strength. It is partly due to one person. His strength was amazing strong. I was the one holding the cushion for others to hit. This particular guy kicked and my arms just flew back. Of course, i got hit. I had to use more strength just to resist the impact. Presentation over and one part of burden is lifted from my shoulder. Right now, my main concern will be my Japanese language. Sigh. Even worse, i even have more knowledge on Inorganic Chemistry. I really have to work hard.

31st May 2009

I was awake at the 31 May 2009 at 1.15 am, doing tutorial and chatting. Yesterday was the last day of cashier and today was the first day of store hand. FREEDOM IS FINALLY MINE AT WORK. No need to wake up at 6 am in the morning. Phew, because of this, i lack of sleep big time. Feeling restless most of the time even in lecture or tutorial. I think i can have my 'gym' session at work instead of in school. Haha.. Although i was assigned tpo a counter, i barely even touch my cash register as i was doing the stock most of the time. My sale for today was like less 1500 bucks? Usually, it will be around 3000 to 4000 bucks provided i was at the counter the whole time. I didn't care much about cashier position. It definitely feels greats when a job suits you. No more stressing over about the money that i short. Much relieve is brought to me. Thank god. Sigh, i can't type much for now. Still doing presentation...

29 May 2009

It was rather for me these 2 days. I enjoyed these 2 days despite feeling tired. Yesterday, Evangeline ( my gan-jie) graduated from her course. Just nice, i have no tutorial or lecture or what so ever. I was a free man yesterday (Yeah, i love that). Seeing people graduating, it make me feel that three years is really short. Right now, it is going to be six months have past. Isn't it fast? Will i get to graduate? As in, will things go smoothly for me? I saw some of the lecturers there and my mentor. Then i took some photos with her, she did not upload all as her laptop is having problem uploading the photos onto her facebook.




Hehe. Nice bunny's ears? Haha... As for today, i had 3 hours of lecture (boring) and 2 hours of Japanese tutorial (i stillnot giving up that easily). I was totally lost in the tutorial. More effort have to be put in and study style have to be changed. Still adapting. What's worst, my presentation changed from week 8 to week 7 which is next week. Never mind, let me once again wield my sword of courage and my shield of faith. The long journey have started. Am i prepared for it? I have no idea for now.....

22 May 2009

Once again, i got my butt pawned in Japanese lesson. I studied like half of the test only. It had been a week since the day i lost my phone. Life is really sucky without it. Lucky, i still have my laptop which relieve my burden. This week was rather chaotic for me. I did things last mintue. I skipped kick boxing yesterday just to study Japanese. I guess much more effort have to put in. I feel bad for one thing. I indirectly/directly sabotage my friend for getting a D for her lab report. I was not alert enough to spot that mistake. Damn my stupidness. I just hate it when my friends around got affected by me in the negative way. Screw this, I hate it. Where is the me that strive for the best in my work? Where is that me in secondary school that always on? I need to fine tune myself. Why did it happen? I am very disappointed with myself.

This is the translation for the song titled 'Meteor' in Gundam SEED series.

My flawed heart still embraces the night, even as it burns out That feeling that glittered off in the distance for a split-second - If it's love, I'll try for that vision

The light is freed and falls through the sky, sacrificing its warmth only for hope The flame that's born of dying starts burns on in this, my final dream

If the sin that falls and covers everything turns to kindness, and if a thorn could become a smile

Like the unheard scream of a flower before it falls The pain that searches for the fragility of a prayer stirs the period when the two of us met

The grief and the light are swallowed up by the waves, and in the midst of all this pain, you awaken This bond that could be created because we were hurt is beginning to paint over the loneliness

Pouring my life into this; with whatever wings you have left - I'm begging you, please wrap me up in them The light again falls though the sky, sacrificing its warmth only for hope This mistake caves in and comes to an end, and my final dream continues on

20 May 2009

I think today's got to be the most whackiest day of my campus life. I played Left 4 Dead with my friends. Lots of whacy things happened. We played Verus mode. Lots of stupid, funny and whacky things happened. I even got killed through a funny way. Intially, we started from the safe room. The safe room supposed to be safe but some how, TANK (super zombie) spawned inside it. It was my friend, Guo Wei who was the TANK. The 4 of us was running like mad in the safe room. We ran like playing merry-go-round inside the room. Now come to think of it, i still find it funny. Then around 4.30pm, Fhamy and i went to the campus's gym. I went in to train my arm muscles. After that, we went back at 5 plus. While we were making our way out, we saw Jia Chun playing floorball for a while only, We saw her like 5 seconds later, the game ended. Then Fhamy and i were outside the campus waiting for Sherry, then Sherry called Suhaimi asking him where is he. In the end, i went to the library to play L4D and counter strike with them. Once again, funny moments happened again. I really had enough of fun for today. Haha...

16 May 2009

In my workplace, I have a freaking whacky supervisor. Make it 2 supervisor. Their names are Eric and Adin. Adin is not really as whacky as Eric. Eric likes to use F word and others. I asked him why he keep using it and he replied me that it is a way to express himself. My first impression of him is that he was way 'expressive'. Then there is a photo of all the supervisor and the manager on the way into the NTUC. I saw his photo. It was way outstanding. His pose was informal i think. He had his both hand on the waist and he smiled until i can't really see his eyes. I saw the new manager today. I finally know why some of the suppliers asked me if there is a change in manager and why Eric also have a similar reaction as well. The new manager was pretty. I assumed that she is in her 30's by juding her look. She is like ' WOW' to the supplier and Eric. I wasn't interested although i was looking at her as well. I was wondering who is she as i did not have a slightest clue until i walked into the manager's office to check for Tiger beers' free gift. My main attention was at the cash register. Actually i almost didn't turn up for work today until Karen (supervisor for cashier) called me. Then i realised i was mixed up the dates for work. I thought i working on Sunday morning but actually i was working on Saturday morning. Haha. Looking my desk... It looks really depressing with all the works piling on it... Think i better go finish as fast as possible..

15 May 2009

I wasn't myself today. This is partly due to the fact that i am not feeling well. I sat for 2 hours of lecture, feeling restless. I was like having a fever. I listened to the lecture. I think about 60% is not registered in my brain. During the 2 hour break in between, i went to play Left 4 Dead and DOTA. I didn't have lunch as i really have no appetite to eat anything. During the 2 hour break, i didn't know Kaijie was looking for me (this is because i lost my phone and he can't contact me). He even left offline message hoping that i will get to see the message. Unfortunately, i didn't see it. After the break, i felt even more restless. I just wanted to go home and rest. After enduring for another 3 hours, i finally managed to go home. But i stayed awhile to play Left 4 Dead with a classmate in Japanese class. I really enjoyed playing with him. Finally, i can feel the coordination. Playing with computer can be really a bad idea cause you can't communicate with the computer. After that, i went home with Nicole and Nicholas. On the way home, i feel so relaxed. My mind was like not thinking of anything else but resting. Mentally exhausted...

14 May 2009

One day without my handphone, it is very weird. It is very inconvient. All my songs inside my phone gone, contacts have to be re-key, unable to contact people ( this is the worst of all). If i didn't rush on Wednesday, my phone will still be with me. I bought it with my pay and now i lost it. The feeling is really depressing. Right now i am waiting for one week to see if my phone can be find. But i know chances is very low until i can don't need to think about it. I want my NOKIA 6500 BACK T.T . I got my O Level certificate and my testimony today. Acutally i should get it long time ago. But i was blur and didn't ask my friend about it. Haha... I learnt some kicks during training for kick boxing. I also got my attire today xD. I really do not have the mood to write much, i guess i stop here.

12 May 2009

Maths lecture is the start of the day. The lecturer is like my secondary school maths teacher. He is way funny. He cover on the topic of function. Although it is a topic from secondary school, i still listen to him. Then physical chemistry... Hehe... The tutorial i only do a few question, the rest i copied from Guo Wei. Muhaha. During the tutorial, i went to check my Facebook and MSN to check if there is any mail. Well, there is a mail in Facebook. It is from my class mentor. He was wondering if there is anyone interested in taking part of the SAF marathon. I asked the class in between the break. Unfortunately, response were poor as all were not interested. This may be there is not much detail of the run. So i replied to our mentor, asking him for the detail. Then after Microbiology A which is the last thing of the day, Mr How ( our mentor) was outside the lab. He told me that he sent me the details for the run ( actually it is the website of the run). He told me that he was expecting like 4 or 5 people joining. Then i went to the library and slack awhile before going home. Around 11 plus, there is an auntie who work at the same branch as me want me to help her out by taking her afternoon shift. I rejected her because it will be freaking rush for me.... Sigh...

9 May 2009

Lousy way to start your weekend is to work in the morning like 6.30am or 7am. I had to drag my body out of the bed. Last night, it was rainning. What a perfect condition to sleep in XD. Then slowly washed myself up. I working from 7am to 2pm. I have no break at all. This really sucks. Then i short 9.30 bucks but luckily i need not pay cause my overall sale reached 4.6k plus. Haha. I was rather lucky. I went jogging with my friend who used to work at the same NTUC i am working at. I have to start train up my body. Then at night, i treated my mother to dinner.... Then at night when i was sleeping, I had a pain at my forehead. This pain i had resulted me to be awake. SIgh....

8 May 2009

Yesterday was a tiring day but i like it. I went for kick boxing yesterday. Kaijie, Leon and I went for the kick boxing. This reminds me of the days in the secondary school NCC's days but it wasn't a mermorable one. We learnt the basic like punchs and kick. Maybe not really a kick.. I think i going to stick with kick boxing. Then there is some practise seesion for us to practise our punch and kicks. Then the instructor came in front of me and lifting his hands in a position to allow me to punch. I was kind of scare that i will hurt him.. Then he told me not to worry but give him my best shot. So i went ahead and punch. First round, i was inbalanced then i was corrected by him. After 3 rounds, he walked away and said that his both hand feeling the pain. Then for the kick, the first round my hand was in the wrong position as in my arms was supposed to block. Then i reached campus at 8.45am cause i lending my friend my laptop. Her lesson end at 10am which almost resulted in getting me locked out of the lab. PHEW! Then i worked with Tsz Ting for the Physical Chemistry experiment (not really a experiment). I reached home at 11 plus. I had a heavy MAC dinner in campus. This is partly due to the fact that i didn't have my lunch. Haha. Microbiology A is next, i was kind of blur in the lecture. I guess i have major reading to do. Lastly it was Japanese Language. I didn't know there is a quiz for it. I guess no need to explain, you guys should know what is the result. Also, i didn't know that there is a homework for it. Gosh, i didn't do it. I asked the teacher if i can hand in before the lesson on monday. Luckily, he said okay. PHEW!!! I was not the only one, haha. AW, my body is aching. I must really go back to train my body again. Aw... That hurts... Works still piling.... Oh boy..

5 May 2009

I think i had the whackiest lecture . First lecture was Maths For Life Science. The speaker was very funny. The way he carry out his lecture was fuuny but it did catch my attention. Although what he taught is mostly secondary school things, i still can listen to him attentively. He is a bit blur. The textbook wrote -2 yet he wrote 2. The maths lecture today is mainly focused on the secondary school maths things. As for Microbiology A, i really suck at this module. The experiment the class did today, i really screwed it up. I can't get the result. Gram Stain was the worst part, i totally can't a view of it. The Acid Fast done by Kaijie, it was successful. Most people actually get a view but i didn't. I was really disappointed. Worst, the first lab report i did got a C+. Sometimes what we sow may not be what we reap... I feel happy for those who get A's and B's for their lab report... I guess more effort have to be put in... This is just the beginning.. Warm-up session over, time to get serious...

4 May 2009

Week 3 started and it started with a slacky day. There is no tutorial for inorganic chemistry. We sat in the room until it is about time then we move to our next class. Communication skills is the next class. I forgot to bring the note for this class and i also didn't do. Haha. The campus had started taking temperature for everyone. But it is way faster than secondary school. Last time in secondary school, we have to use stupid thermometer to take temperature. In our campus, we have the equipment used in the airport to take temperature. Life is so much easier with this. There is one thing i don't like, we have to take 2 times a day. One in the morning and the other one in the afternoon. I think it is kind of troublesome. Oh well, prevention is better than cure. My landyard was spoilt thanks to my friend in NTUC. They played with my landyard and it snapped. I have to buy it today. One thing that 'impressed' me that is only 75 cents for the landyard and i have to pay by NETS. What in the world man =.=lll Small amount also use NETS pay... I went to Block E thinking that my bus card will be ready for collection as the lady who was at the passenger service counter told me. That auntie cheat my feeling, she told one week later then can collect but the card was not in the office. I have to wait for next monday. Actually, i planned to Adventure Club but i changed my mind today. Instead i decided to join kick boxing. Sorry Tsz Ting. Leon is so dead when he spar with me. Hehe. Then after Communication Skill, I have 2 hour break and then it is Japanese . We have a small quiz. I kind of flunked it. Sigh~ Hurdles didn't stop here, it only just began to increase. The 2 hour in Japanese seemed to be going slow during the lesson. I tried to listen. After Japanese lesson, i went home straight away... Lots of work piling on my desk... I'm trying to clear the stupid pile of work on my desk. Sigh, i guess it will be happy clearing session for me.

3 May 2009

Today i worked in the morning. Before i even start work, i knew something will screwed up my morning. True enough, it really happened. I went to the office to take temperature with my ear piece. I turned the volume to the max. My supervisor suddenly came in and talked. Of course, i still had my earpiece on. When i took my ear piece out, i only heard a part 'cleaning'. After she finished talking, she left. I thought she want me to clean the cloths for all the five counter and i went. After i finished cleaning, she saw me distributing cloths and she shouted at me. She actually want me to help her moving the goods out. Then i went to help her. I was totally fed up with her. She think that she is the superisver can scold workers in the morning right. A small matter need to use shout to settle? As if i am not human. Before school starts, she arranged me to work in the morning (6.30am-2.50pm). Come on, i am not robot. Some aunties at my branch can work in the afternoon everytime. So what? Does that mean i have to work in the morning most of the time? At my branch, i think cashier is the worst group ever. Store is even better than cashier. Supervisor in charge of store treat his staff way better than cashier. Chief Cashier treating her cashier like craps especially the young one. When the work is over, i feel loosen up as in relax. Right now, the in-charge for store is helping me by asking the manager to see if i can transfer to store. By monday, i will get an answer. If it is a 'no', bye bye to them. By then, i will look for another job. Sigh~ Oh well, i have to focus on my studies first. Work is going to be aside from my brain soon...

1 May 2009

Second week is coming to an end soon and i have piles of things uncomplete. My desk is practically messy than last time when in O level. I think most people see it will ask me one thing, 'How on earth you can study in that kind of condition?' Luckily, today is a public holiday. At least i can tidy up and try to finish up the pile of work on my desk. I hate test and lab report. Lab report almost drain my brain juice out of my brain. As for test, this coming monday i have a 'spelling' on japanese. To guys, language is usually their weakest. The landyard is sucky as in the color. I don't really like yellow for landyard. I prefer white for my landyard. I am so going to see the manager on tuesday. It either transfer or sayoonara. The chief cashier is rather stubborn i guess. She is like holding on to me, don't want to let me transfer. Then she offered to ask manager and all three times answer are no. This is total crap. That's why i am seeing her personally. So far, life in poly is really good... I think i managed to find a CCA for me. Thanks to Tsz Ting xD. I guess i stop for now... Packing stuff~~~

29 April 2009

Today, i had make-up lecture from 4.30pm to 6/6.30pm. The actual time for dismissal should be 3pm plus. I stayed in school. As usual, i will be alone. I stayed in the E-Learning Place for almost 3 hours. While i was there, i saw some of my friends who work in the same NTUC as me. I tried to play Defense Of The Ancient with him but i was unable to start a game. Instead, we played by ourselves. Seriously, i don't like lecture. I like tutorial compared to lecture. During the lecture, i was quite restless. Somethings in my life is getting complicated... I really wish things are simple.

23 April 2009

Today was the last day of CCA open house or Club Crawl. When i entered this campus, i was hoping that i can join archery. I am interested in archery. I realised this campus really have archery. I went to sign up today at the Club Crawl. I told my mother about my choice. She kind of showing her objection to it. I was really disappointed. My interest in archery was instantly killed by my mum. I understand the situation. I was very sad about it. The sports i always wanted to join is available but i am unable to join. So near yet so far. The main reason of my mother objection will be the cost spend for this CCA. The bow and arrow cost ranging from 300 to 400 bucks. At first, i told my mum that i joining archery. She seemed to have no objection. After i told her the amount that i may spend, she show her objection. That really make my heart sink. Beside archery, i have no idea what other CCA to join. Sigh...

21 April 2009

So far poly life is not too bad, i still can adpat to it. However, there are somethings that i really need lots of time to adapt. For example, not getting fed up when trying to extract notes from the school notes. Sometimes i can't access to my notes and i get really fed up. Yesterday i bought my lappy, it could not shut down. This is what it happened. When i clicked Shut Down, it turned out that the lappy is restarting. I brought my lappy back to the campus to repair. The technical person seen my lappy like for more than 3 times. In the end, he changed a new lappy for me.

17 April 2009

I got really sicked and tired of my job. Main reason is that it mismatched my personailty. I told the supervisor in charge of me but she did not really bother about it. Her main concern is that she have a enough cashiers that's all. For last month, i had to pay $60 for the shortage i made. I accidentally charged extra for a customer on his credit card customer. Another time, i really short 30 bucks. It is not exactly 60 bucks. It is around there somewhere. I told my supervisor that i going to quit by the end of this month. She asked me to reconsider then tomorrow tell her. Then another supervisor said he will help to transfer to store hand but i said no to his help. There is a reason for this. 2 supervisor recommended me twice to become store hand but failed. So i think better not waste his time trying to help since it did not work out the last 2 times. It really sucks when a job mismatch your personailty. If i can be store hand, that would be the best. But i guess not...

10 Mar 2009

Today, i had my dinner with my friends, supervisor and manager at Royal Plaza Hotel located at near Orchard MRT Station. Bascially, it was nice. I ate lots of sushi and sashimi. I am a sushi and sashimi lover.There are other foods like oyster, lobster, ham, turkey and roasted chicken. I had some ham and lots of sushi and sashimi. We met in the NTUC at 5pm and we took a taxi to the place. Although there were some mistake, we still managed to reached there but at different timing. Adin reached there at 4.30pm. I really like the sushi there. It is very nice. I had two plates of sushi over there.I did not touch the seafood. I had others instead. By the way here are some photo i took...

23 Feb 2009

I practically played maple the whole day. Same thing for yesterday. Yesterday, i played from level 49 to level 51, As for today, i played from 51 to 53. I had two days of rest after 10 days of work. The day before yesterday, something have to happen. I got screwed up big time. No matter what, i want to work in the store. At least, there is some space for me in store. As cashier, things really get sucky. If i can't work store totally, i guess i have to like Jin Xiang who is half-store and half -cashier. At least, i don't have to face the aunties all the time. Tolerate... Tolerate is the key...

21 Feb 2009

WOOT. TODAY GOT TO BE THE SUCKY DAY OF MY LIFE. I maybe a newcomer but i am no pushover. I can nice to you and i can be freaking nasty to you. I really mean nasty. Even i lose this job, i don't even give a damm about it. There are plenty of jobs in this world, it's just whether you want to do or not. I think i better ask to transfer to store. There is no stress. I can get some exercise. I need not have to face stupid freaking retarded customers. Some are nice really. I short of 35.99 bucks today. I thinking it may the ten dollar note stuck together as a result, i short this amount of money. Enough is enough. One's patience has a limit. MINE JUST SHOT TO THE MAXIMUM. I came earlier than her and yet she get to packed up first. This is totally crap. She slacked more than me. My mind is made up. Most of the aunties are ok and nice to me. I am really sick and tired of it. At least, she can ask nicely but NO. Sometimes, i really feel like throwing the monitor to her face, IN HER FREAKING FACE. Finally, tomorrow is my break. I can finally relax myself for 2 days and back to work. I am really sick and tired of being a cashier.

18 Feb 2009

Right now, i feel that the NTUC kind of empty. There isn't much laughter as compared to last time. Right now, i only see work and there is nothing else. The six cashier used to be together in NTUC and now left 3 cashier. Most of the time, i am facing aunties. I don't mind talking to aunties but some can get really nasty. I really sick of it. Sometimes, i really get pissed off big time. If there is a choice given to me again, i will choose to work as store. Less stress face, more teamwork practise, less selfish people. Work is really tiring without friends around. Freaking tired...

17 Feb 2009

Back to blog. I was kind of addicted to games like Soldier Front. I was really exhausted for the past three days. There are so many things took place. When the party was like just getting started, now it's ending soon. Somethings that just happened, i felt it was rather unfair in many ways. Right now, i am kind of like half store man and half cashier. 2 days ago, my head got hit by a stupid 20kg washing powder. I was taking some of the goods and suddenly i got hit at my head. I was stunned for awhile. I have no idea what hit me. It was painful. I went with my friends as well recently. Although we played different games from original planning, we still had fun. I guess that was the most important of all. At least, all of us get to exercise(i know some don't really exercise). After the games, we went for dinner. JX and i ordered $5 fried rice and both of us had a hard time finishing it later. JX even almost had a 'heart attack' while finishing it. While i was blogging, i was checking some piano version of some songs. I was looking for new music to replace the current one. But, i really don't like somethings in life. **** those decision. By the way, i share with you something interesting. Auntie Wendy starting to work in the 4D counter. One day, i went back to check my shift and she was trying to print her report out. She encounterd some problems. There were no numbers or figures. She asked the other aunite. The auntie asked her if she had declare the amount and she replied no. I was laughing my ass out. Starting to run out of things to blog about already... I am also tired. Blog the next time....

31 Jan 2009

Originally, i was supposed to go to a barbecue at Kensington Park and work at 6am. However, Karen auntie changed shift with me. In the end, i worked at the afternoon. I thought what will get worse. I was supposed to work at 4pm. Then ZY called me, telling that he changed shift with me. So i worked at 3.30pm and he worked at 4pm. I can't play my computer for the 6 hours. When i reached there, i wanted to check price but Eric called me in to get money. When i checked which counter i opened, i realized i was opening COUNTER 5. You didn't see wrongly. Counter 5 take charge of the carpark coupon and the newspaper. I am fortunate i worked in the afternoon as there is only 2 types of newspaper. In the morning, there is more than 2 types of paper. Phew~ I accidentally tore down the door of a cupboard. It was faulty and it even slant to it's side. Of course there were customer bought carpark coupons.But most of the time, i am the runner. Why do i say that? I was running errands for the auntie like forwarding and getting stuffs. Practically, i find it acceptable though i was totally clueless in the first place. I know it's a bit late. I got in my first choice which Molecular Biotechnology at Nanyang Polytechnic. I guess it would be a restart button for me as i have to know everyone all over again.

30 Jan 2009

I went to catch a movie with my friends who worked in the NTUC as me. We watched the movie titled " Bride War". I felt that it was a good movie. It was funny and I really enjoyed it. The starting was nice. It was about 2 close friends who were getting married on the same day because of a mistake. Originally, both wanted to get married on the different day. One of them works as a lawyer and the other one as a teacher in secondary school. After the mistake, they discussed and agreed that one of them should host the marriage at the same day. Both didn't give in and trouble starts brewing. They even tried to sabotage each other's wedding. Still in the end, the teacher didn't get marry. The lawyer got married. Both of them patched up. After a year, the teacher got married with the lawyer's brother and both got pregnant. The best part is that both of are going to give birth on the same day. Originally, we are supposed to watch 4.30pm show but there isn't much seat which means the 6 of us have to separate. So we waited for the 6.50pm show. While waiting, we did some window shopping and had our dinner at MacDonald. I was feeling a bit low. This is because i don't know when can we have a outing with them again like this. Seriously speaking, this is the first time i going out with friends like cataching a movie or window shopping. Usually, i go out alone. I was not on good terms with my classmate or they look down on me so they left me out. I really enjoyed today's outing.

29 Jan 2009

Came back from Malaysia. I almost got my hand toasted while lighting up the long chain of fire cracker. I think i was kind of retarded at that point of time. During the period of time in Malaysia, i got back my original skin color which is very tanned. I cycled as that would be the transport i usually use. My relative are too busy to bring me around so i travel by my own bike. I went to cybercafe which is like 3 mintues ride. I played with my friend at the cyber cafe like Red Alert 2, Left 4 Dead, Counter Strike and Dota. I only went there like around 4 days only. Though it was short, it was still enjoyable. Oh well, have to treasure every moment you have.

21 Jan 2009

I was working at 7 am today. I reached my workplace at 6.38am. Gladdys was working in the moring. She was supposed to work in the afternoon but she changed shift with Li He who thinks that she may not be able to wake up. I was at counter 6 and i thought i could slack at counter 6 like before. However, there is a slight problem. All the five register inside the NTUC was not working and the customers had to pay at 2 register which is outside. Practically, the inside looks empty. Gladdys took the most customers as she operated at conter 7 which is just right outside the NTUC while mine still need a short distance. I asked some of the customers to come over to my register and pay. Her counter had some customers rushing her. I feel the customers are inconsiderate. If she give the wrong change, who is the person responsible for it? It will be Gladdys unless the customer will take care of the wrong change, i think Gladdys will clear the queue very fast. Mine was rather ok. In the end, we had to stand at the front line for 2 freaking hours. The main reason the 5 register were not working is they are all short circuit except for the 2 register outside. In the morning, i discovered the NETs machine for 4 counter was not working. I notified the supervisor and i went to opened my counter. 5 minutes later, i saw one of the auntie came out and said she helped me to pack. I asked her why and she replied the 5 counters inside is experiencing technical problem. For moment, it working fine. THEN GOT PROBLEM. After the 2 hours, i was in a shock. After a while, i was alright. First time in my life, i do things this fast before. It was like fast motion cartoon. Because of the rush, i short 4.55 cents. Damm tired. stop here for now == Zzz

19 Jan 2009

Today was VERY SUCKY. Everything was alright. One customer i gave him 2 5 cents and he don't want it. He wanted the 10 cents coin. It slightly got on my nerves and later, i felt alright. Right after this customer, another customer claimed that he queued first in the line WHEN I CAN'T EVEN SEE THE ******* LINE. I served the other customer and then served him. I was very irriated already. I made a major mistake earlier on. This particular customer bought 2 carton of marigold drinks. I accidentally scanned the smaller pack in the carton. The actual price was supposed to be 6.70 bucks but i scanned in 1.90 bucks. I asked the customer to wait as i called the supervisor. The supervisor was held up by some matters. He was kind of impatient and took off the goods. After he left, the supervisor came and i asked him to void the sales. So now, he took the goods unpaid. He said he will come back to pay the actual amount. In the end, he didn't turn up. At that point of time, i really felt that i am a ******* B******. I was really stupid to go trust that guy. Then i holded a transaction which the customer claimed to pay later, the worst part is that i lost the stupid receipt. I was very frustrated after all these crap. Buch of A******, F****** RETARDED CUSTOMER WHO CHEAT PEOPLE'S TRUST. I was very disappointed in myself. Surendar and other promoter was there as well. Then Gladdys, Wen Hui and Jin Xiang came back to NTUC around 10 plus. I was cold towards them and i am really sorry about that. I had no mood to joke with them. SORRY GUYS >< In the end, i had excess 8 bucks because of the sales void. I told Adin. If i have to compesate, it will 13.40 bucks. Sigh~ I really hated this day.

18 Jan 2009

After knowing that i am going to work all the way till 24 Jan 2009, i felt tired and exhausted. In terms of mentally, i felt tired. It was alright as it was evened out like i work on alternate shifts. I was feeling sad when i know my friends working in NTUC are going to leave soon. Wen Hui applied for JC. Most of us working in the NTUC applied for Polytechnic and so, we are working till the school term starts. I was hoping to work on weekend to earn a bit of money. Wen Hui is going to stop working at 25 Jan 2009 i think. Unfortunately, i am oversea with my mother. Wrong timing... Work was like weight lifting session. Most of the customers bought drinks. I had long queue most of the time. I slacked 5 minutes later customer come. I decided not to slack as I ONLY GET TO SLACK FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES OR MORE. I think that i can get some exercises from work. The drinks can act as weights. I got Zi Qi's float. Her float was alright except for the 5 cents. It had lots of 5 cents. I accidentally dropped a 20 cent coin in the gap between the desk and the wall. I told Adin the only supervisor at 6am. He managed to get it out. I checked the cashier book and found out that i working at counter 6. I am also the first cashier to reach NTUC this morning. I sat at the counter and i was going to fall asleep. I really felt sad that Wen Hui is leaving. She may drop by and buy things and then i charge special service charges. MUHAHAHA I not so bad. Anyway, i worked at counter 6 2 times in a row. I should be working inside tomorrow as i am working in the afternoon which is less tiring as compared to morning. I wish my friend Wen Hui all the best for her studies. I also heard that one more cashier is leaving and i am still looking answer for that. All good thing coming to an end soon.. Anyway, i found this video on youtube and i thought i can share with my friends~

15 Jan 2008

Just submitted my application for polytechnic courses. I had a mixed feeling when i am filling up the application form. Just in case anyone is curious.... These are the courses i appiled for:

-Molecular Biotechnology
-Molecular Biotechnology
-Biomedical Engineering
-Pharmaceutical Science
-Biologic &Process Technology
-Nanotechnology & Material Science
-Chemical & Green Technology
-Hospitality & Resort Management
-Aerospace System
-Manufacturing Engineering
-Digital & Precision Engineering
-Telematics & Media

I applied either for Nanyang Polytechnic or Ngee Ann Polytechnic since there is a straight bus to these two polytechnic. I am kind of lazy to go polytechnic located places like DOVER. I am very interested in Science so the first 2 course is a must get in course for me. Now, let's shift the focus on today's work. Work was fine though ending can be scary. I was at counter 3 and before i take over, Wen Hui was taking it. Counter 6 was taken by Li He and Gladdys. There is lots of customer giving me 50 bucks to change. I was cursing them. Within one hour, my 2 bundles of 10 bucks was gone. I went to the office to change for another 2 bundle thinking that customer will give me 50 bucks to change. It did not happen. After i changed, the customer gave me 10 bucks to change. Life is so unpredictable... I took Li He's float today and it short of 1 bucks. Her float is great as it had a packet of 40 bucks worth of one bucks coins. Next time PLEASE DON'T OPEN THE COINS. Tomorrow i was supposed to resting at home but one auntie wanted to change with me. I agreed and i am working at 3.30 pm tomorrow. I am having no leaves until 24th. I had straight 2 days off and 3 public holiday. There is a reason for this. I am going to Malaysia from 24th to 27th of Jan. I kind of switching my resting days order. Well, it's not too bad as there are balanced morning and afternoon shift. I mean not straight morning shift all the way. I will sure die xP When packing up, i counted my float and my sales. Apparently, i used the wrong equation the calculate my sales and it resulted in shortage of 199.95 bucks(nice number?). Then i recounted again and it was correct. Then the auntie asked me i minus how much and that is when i realised i used the wrong equation. In the end, i had excess 5 cents. Sigh~ Tomorrow is my dad's death anniversary... I will stop here for now. ==Zzz

13 Jan 2009

I worked at counter 6 today. Actually, i agreed to let Wen Hui take counter 6. I reached there earlier and I did not see the Wen Hui was there. So i took the counter 6. I am very sorry about that >< It was not really slacky over there. There is a period of time the queue was long. It was due to a customer as i forgot the number to press for "J". At first, i thought of voiding the sales and asking the customer to pay inside. I called Adin and instead i asked him to check for me. He told the wrong number and went in to check. This time he got it right. The period he was checking, i had the queue extend all the way back to the tentage. I was a bit panicky. This was the mistake i think i made it. After i settled the queue, i was stoning. I was thinking about the results and what course to take. Then Wen Hui came, she was having break. I paused from stoning and after she left, i continued to stone... I was also starving. I had 2 slice of bread for breakfast. Then a customer came to refund for a pack of tissue. She bought yesterday and today she want to refund. Adin did the refund for me. After the customer left, he told what he think of customers like that. Seriously speaking, ADIN IS A EXTREMELY FUNNY PERSON. Then after that, it was slacky all the way to 2pm when Li He took over me. I short of 10 bucks today. EXACTLY 10 BUCKS!!! OH COME ON!!! I am really sick and tired of this. I am so going to go slow when counting money. I guess this is the precaution i can take for now. The teacher on charge for NCC worte on my wall in facebook," Hey have faith in yourself!! You can do it!! I have confidence in you!!". I am glad that the teacher asked me to go for the officer course but i have my own doubts. From Secondary 1 to 4, a lot of things had happened. I used to think that i am suitable for the officer course but after what had happened, the thoughts of that slowly getting tarnish bit by bit. I cannot really forgive myself for making these mistake till now. I am not the person who get all the advantages and forget about repaying back. I want to repay but i can't overcome this mental obstacle. My mind is in a whirl. Sigh~

I received a call from NTUC. It appears that one of my customer forgot to take his chocolate like yesterday and the day before yesterday. He came back to take it but there is no record. This was my fault. I left the chocolate on the desk in the office but i forgot to record. That day was the second time i short of money and that chocolate slipped out of my mind. I felt really bad. I caused trouble to the staff.

12 Jan 2009

I got back my result. It was not too bad. I had 2 A's, 4 B's and one C's. For LI1R4, i got 13 points and for L1R5, i get 16 points. I was expecting around 15 or more as I thought i messed up with some of the subject like Geography and English. For English, i thought i will get a C for it. I did not write the least expected number of words and may wrote out of point. I studied Geography last minute and so is Social Studies. I got a B for combined humantites. I got a A for Combined Science Physic and Chemistry. I felt the science practical was kind of screwed up especially the chemistry practical. There were 201 courses offered and i am still considering. I am looking into the chemical engineering course. After i got back the result, i thanked the teachers who taught me before. I met into my NCC teacher in charge, she asked me if i am interested to come back and help the school unit as CLT officer. I did not straight away give her a answer as there are somethings i had to consider. There are some personal reason as well. There were some problems when i was in Secondary 2 and 3. Because of that, that questioned me "Am i even qualified to be a leader?". I used to be very passionate about NCC. It seemed that i had lost that passion... What do i want really? I am still figuring out... In search for an answer...

11 Jan 2009

Again, history repeats again. I short 9.70 bucks today. I think it maybe the time where i had to give the customer change but i don't have the exact change so i had to give like lots of 2 bucks of 5 bucks instead. That period of time i have a higher chance of making errors. I have gave out all my coins and this actually happened to me. I felt like a crap. I really hate this crap... When i first opened a counter, i had excess 20 bucks. Now, i had negative amounts. It's like pay back time for "eating" the customers money. Nothing really much to say...

9 Jan 2009

Sigh~ For the past 2 days, i had negative amount. Yesterday or the day before, i had negative amount of 10.30 bucks. Today, i had negative 9.15 bucks. Look on the bright side, the amount decrease. The negative side will be that it is the second already. Today i was feeling sick. This morning, i was alright but after i started working, my nose reacted as in i having running nose. I had to pay 8.40 bucks in total. A customer want to complain about me. This is what happen... I thought this customer have no member card and she even passed me her NETS cards. So when i scanned the NETS cards, i asked to press her PIN. Then after that, she scolded me for asking her whether she have the card or not. I mean before she even key in her PIN, she can take her member card first for me to scan. She didn't even tell me. This is not her first time come to NTUC and buy things and she should know the procedures.. She was unhappy with me and nagged there for like 5 minutes. Then she left. Anyway, counter 3 also cannot redemm points... At that point of time, i wanted to say, "Office is near the 4D station if you want to complain. Self service. Go ahead and complain as if i scare you." Again, i just kept it to myself. Tomorrow i am working in the afternoon. Today, Li He at counter 6 in the afternoon and Gladdys work at counter 6 in the morning. Although there is a fan there, they said it is still hot. Sigh, hopefully everything turns out fine tomorrow. I HOPE I WILL NOT GET NEGATIVE AMOUNT AGAIN T.T

7 Jan 2009

O Level result are coming on 12 of Jan.. Some may feel scare or nervous but i felt nothing. Maybe it is because that there is nothing i can do now as what is done can't be undone. No point of crying over spilled milk? Still, life have to go even when the situation gets worse. I was working at counter 2 this morning. It was alright in the morning. Around 10-11 am, the queue starting to extend. My queue was extended into the section. Because of 2 cashier, the other 3 cashier had their line extended. Mine went all the way into the section, counter 4 line went all the way in the 4D station. Counter 5 line was unknown. I didn't ask that cashier. Today was not my day. I think i may have rushed until i have shortage of 10.30 bucks. Sigh... I guess i have to be more careful than usual. Cashcard and cash were the one that did not balance. My cash short of 7.30 bucks and my NETS short of 3 bucks. That's how i get the shortage of 10 bucks. I had voided 500++ bucks worth of items. This one was rather serious i think. I accidentally keyed in 5 apples for 245 bucks when i wanted to key in 2.45 bucks. The remaining is some of the item which the customers last minute don't want. Some i scanned in already then they tell me they do not want it. I used to seeing such things. I guess there is first time for everything including the negative stuffs. Anyway, i am working in the afternoon tomorrow. The amount should be lower if there is any error. I going slow tomorrow. About the result, my mind is set and i am mostly going to a polytechnic provided that there is no changes which leastly likely to be... I also just found out that on the release of O Level result happens that i am not working. Haha... Sleepy~ going to sleep... Zzz

6 Jan 2009

I worked at counter 6 today. I was supposed to work at counter 3 but Zhi Yuan was late. Because of that, i took over him. After Karen said that, he came in. Nice timing i guess? It was slackly over there. In the morning, it was alright. When it was closing in to afternoon, the heat is making me sleepy. I can't leave my counter far because of the majong set. I dazed off at my counter until a customer had to wake me up. When i was about to really give in to the heat, Gladdys came and took over me. I was relieved. I had my lunch there, it was warmed up by the heat. Even my ice lemon tea is not really cold. There isn't much things to write. At least this time round, it was not too bad as compared to last time which i played with the trolley...

5 Jan 2009

I was rather tired yesterday. After i came back from work, i didn't have the strength to open up my eyes and blog. I had a quick supper and went to sleep. Yesterday was not too bad. I had 10 cents excess though. This time, it is really stabilizing. Zhi Yuan was at counter 2, i was at counter 3, Jin Xiang was at counter 5 and Hui Fang was at counter 1. Whay Lea Auntie was at counter 4. I received the first supplier coupon. I asked help from Zhi Yuan. Zhi Yuan and i did not use the credit cards machine. The customer we had were either paying by cash or NETS. Auntie Whay Lea had a customer buying 3 cart and a basket full of item. It total up to 400 bucks++. The moments before we all packed up, there were still customers. I hated the customers who purchase with the amount which had 5 cents. I ran out of 5 cents at that time. I had no choice but to open a the coins. Luckily, Auntie Whay Lea also needed some 5 cents. I exchanged with her 1 bucks worth of 5 cents. I felt relieved at that time. At least, i was able to get rid the remaining 5 cents. I had lots of 1 bucks and 50 cents coin. My float consists of 40 bucks of coins. The rest consists of unopened coins. I am working tomorrow at 6.30am. I hope i can open counter 6 for the one last time. Slack for the last time and i get serious after that. Oh well, i have to prepare my stuff for tomorrow work. I will stop here for now....

3 Jan 2009

I received a phone from NTUC this morning around 8 am. I didn't answer it as i was very sleepy. My mother went to answered it. I was lying on my bed for awhile and when i woke up, she told that there is a call from NTUC. First thing came to my mind was the missing 200 bucks claimed to be missing. I went down to NTUC after i brushed and changed my clothes. It was not about the missing money, it's my friend Zhi Yuan. He was late for work. I checked my phone for message. I saw Li He's message asking me to call Zhi Yuan. I was still sleeping then when i received her message. When i reached there, Zhi Yuan was there but i didn't see Gladdys. She was supposed to work in the morning. Then Zhi Yuan told me that i may have to replace Gladdys. I was rushing at the start of work. I don't know why though. The float i get today gave me a freaking hard time. It had freaking lots of bags of coin. Still, it short of 30 cents. During work, i saw some of my friends from primary school and secondary school. I can hardly recognize my primary school. She looked different from last time though her face look familiar to me. I was having my lunch when i saw my secondary school friend. She appeared to have been to the Serangoon CC. Again, i was at counter 1. Somehow, i am kind of assigned to counter one most of the time. There is an auntie who is kind to treat my friends and i to drinks last time when we were studying at void decks for O Level Exam. I think in my shift, i was the youngest and i am the only male around as cashier. It was nearly flawless at work today except for some price error. I charged a customer 4 bottles of milk when he bought 2 bottles of milk. He realized and told me. I called Adin, he asked me why i go key in 4 bottles instead of 2. I replied him major eye problem i guess. Some of the prices seemed to misled the customers. Some prices are misinterpreted or the customer don't understand/can't read them. There was one exchange today. Zhi Yuan almost forget to give a customer her change. That customer actually came up to me. Luckily, Zhi Yuan was still around. The problem was settled. Gladdys did not work today when she was supposed to work. Wen Hui came to replaced her. Gladdys was supposed to work afternoon then. But Karen called her and said that she need not come as Karen given her off for today.Gladdys came and bought some stuff(maybe not some) and she forgot to bring her own bag. I was warned before if i ever want to give plastic bags to staff, i am at my own risk. Still, i gave her the bags. I mean she bought a lot of stuff and you expect her to carry all back with her hands. At least i have a reason so i should not be in any trouble i guess. I closed my counter at 9 plus. I thought it will balance. I guess not everyday is Sunday. It did not balance and i excess of 2 bucks ==lll. Stupid 2 bucks spoil everything. When i count the float, i had only one packet of coins worth 20 bucks. The rest of the 180 bucks was unopened coins. The next person gets my float is sure very lucky and will have easy life.



Things started looking good. Will this remain the same for the rest of the days? Flame of confidence is strong and still fueling the flame to keep it going. I found my motivation to preserve and to against all odds....

2 Jan 2009

I worked in the morning today. Today was also the first day of school for students and i bumped into my friends when i was walking to my workplace. It was early like around 6 plus i think. I thought i will be working in the tenage but i wasn't the one. It was Li He who was working in the tenage. I was hoping to slack at there and at least get balanced for once. I was working at counter 1. I went slow today. I have the thought that it won't balance and so what is the point of going fast. Why not go slow for once? Anyway, there is no harm of going slow. My queue seemed to be never ending. When i was about to finish one customer, more customers come. I wanted to sit down. Maybe one day of counter 6 is enough to make me very slackly i guess? Everytime i was about to sit down and rest, there is always at least one customer come. My mind was like "COME ON. JUST LET SIT DOWN FOR 2 MINUTES" Finally, i got to sit around 11.30 i think. I had my break first today. I had a bun for breakfast for today. After that, i was starving. At least i had my break first. I got a scolding from a customer saying that the rice is 18 buck which is lower than the usual price and what for put it at the "Purchase with Purchase" section with the price of 17 bucks plus. I said i will ask the supervisor while waiting, she continued nagging at me. I was like " Would you mind if you just shut up and let me work in peace? What is the problem with you? I said i will check with the supervisor, right? He is not superman and appear in front of the counter after i pressed the bell. Come on, don't act like a child" After i went to look for Adin the supervisor, she apologized for the nagging. She said that it was not my fault and it was the store hand fault. It was just a misunderstanding, it was not anyone's fault. I was felt funny and angry again. Accident happened after that. The decoration on the counter was accidentally knocked down by me. There were 2 candles on it with the glass candle holder. One of it broke and the other remain intact. I asked Jin Xiang whether to report about it. He asked me to look for Adin as he might want it. I didn't manage to find him so i went back to my counter. Before 2, i saw Wen Hui and Gladdys. I thought they will take over counter 2 and 6. Well, i guessed one correctly. Gladdys took over counter 6 and Wen Hui took counter one. Wen Hui snatached my counter T.T (just kidding). As it was half and hour before i sign out, i went to help out at the store. Anyway, I FINALLY BALANCED. I went to counter 5 to declare which was Auntie Sharon's counter. Auntie Lisa also declared there i think. Auntie Sharon said that if sturck lottery is as easy as balancing account, she would buy lottery. I heard her saying that I am the second one that balanced. FINALLY I BALANCED WOOT!!!! When i saw the word "Media Declaration", i was damm happy. I am seeing some hope now. Hope tomorrow will be the same too. There is also a customer who want to cash back. He tried 3 times at counter 4 or 5 and it did not seem to work. That customer came to my counter and also tried 3 times. Still, it did not work. He talked to the manager and the manager replyed him that the problem could be with the line connecting with the machine. I asked the manager whether have to keep the receipt. She replyed that i keep first then see how later. The customer left the number and his name wanting the NETS office to call him regarding this incident.... Feeling tired, i went to sleep... Zzz




Small flames of confidence is being ignited... Slowly building up a strong flame of confidence.