1 Jan 2010

Right now, i really don't know what to do. I am frustrated. My life is screwed when my father passed away. I really hate it. Some people said i must be very close to my mother. In fact, it is the opposite. I tried talking to her, it failed. Last time, i tried sharing my problems with her and she just shot me down. From then on, i never share my problems, joy and sorrows with her. When i need a listening ear, i usually turn to my friends. But usually, i just kept it to myself. I just endured it over. Every single crap i got, i just kept it to myself. To be honest, she doesn't even know how i am doing in poly right now. I know she will just nag me again. Everytime, she will just nag. One thing i hate most is massive nagging. Unfortuantely, my mum is doing that. She is still restricting me in almost every ways. This is pure crap. I really hate it. I understands that she cares but can she not overdoing it? CAUSE RIGHT NOW I FEELING THAT SHE IS OVERDOING IT. At home, i rarely talk to her. I think that is why i don't really speak much on the way home or to campus. I would just switch on my headset and blast the music. Hoping to get deaf but it didn't work out. Enduring and persevering....