8 Jan 2010

Today's NYP Open House, i totally ruined it for one class. I was a total failure. I feel a very strong sense of disatisfying. As in, I didn't let the students fully understand any of the course. I actually misled them. I even made them walked up the steps. Really, screw this. This was not i intended. I was full of energy and excited once I got to know my secondary school is coming for the open house. But yet, i runined with my own hands. The feeling is really sucks. I asked my juniors and I got to know that they are coming to NYP at around. I got up at 9am and making my way to NYP to volunteer my help despite the fact that i am supposed to report at 12pm. I hate this feeling. Really. A really simple job and yet i failed. ARRR!!!! This feeling is really miserable... Still, seeing them mostly went back happily. I felt happy for them. After that, i joined with my usual clique and headed back to secondary school to see if i can help out with the CCA Open House. Generally, it was good. I reached with sore calf muscle and fatigue... What a mixed feeling i have...