4 Feb 2010

Recently, Nuar noticed this pattern of me which I listen to either instrumental music as background or just pure instrumental music like piano. There is actually a reason behind it. When I am feeling low, I just play some instrumental music. For example, Apologize by One Republic or Price Of Freedom, Theme song for Final Fantasy Crisis Core. I am able to think it out and let it out silently without even knowing. Last time, I seldom tell my girlfriend about my matters for I do not want them to worry. Same goes to my friends. I believe that they have enough troubles, I do not wish to further stack on it. But if they tell their troubles, I swear this upon my life that I will listen to you. Suren is right in his comment, I do have a problem. But I am going to let it faint away. No joke. Suren, Nuar, Jin Xiang and 2 of my classmate, you know what i meant. Seriously, I think I still insist on my principle (although it may be a problem at the start), liking/loving someone means he/she is happy, as long as she is happy, I will be alright =D