30 June 2008

Today was the day for mine Chinese O Level Oral Examination. I heard that the first and second of Chinese oral was tough. I was affected by it. I was on the third day. I was dismissed at 1.30pm as like others. I had 4 rolls of sushi and a plate of fried mee hoon. After that, i went up to the 4th floor and waited for further instruction. When the clock hit 2, my friends and i entered the holding room and just wait for our turns. Meanwhile, all of us were chatting all the way. First one was Li Hui. When she came out, she signaled that it was not good. That was like a discouragement to me. I was the tenth in the line. One by one took the test. Soon, it was my turn. I walked out and practiced for 5 mins. It was the time given to every student. 5 mins time is up and i entered the room where the examiners are. Apparently, it was a female and a male teacher. I greeted them and showed them my identification. I sat down and began reading. While i was reading, i could feel my heartbeat increased and i can hear the sound of my heartbeat loud and clear. I could even beat my heart skipped a beat. I was nervous. I feel that the reading of passage was a pass, the conversation was a bit corked up. What is done can't be undone. I tried my best. I will not regret. Phew. I felt the test was ok. I will stop here for now.... I will continue to type next time when i am free. Take care guys.

22 June 2008

Firstly, i would like to thanks my friends for their concern as seen on the tagboard. Don't worry guys. I am alright. Just that sometimes, i just want to be alone. By the way, school going to start soon. SUPER SIAN!!! ROAR!!! Well, maybe not totally sian. At least still can see friends in school. Last night, i made a call back to Malaysia to my cousin. We chat for awhile. I think after O Level Examination, i just want to go back Malaysia for the whole month. Sounds like a good plan. Wee~~~ I miss my bike in Malaysia T.T To me, Malaysia is like a paradise. I am free to so whatever i want. Play computer game, hang out with my friends, ride my bike at night on the streets. Oh, i almost forget to mention one thing. the last post i mentioned that i ride my bike at night. Well, i almost can't make it back to Singapore alive. I almost get bang down by a car for 2 times. One is at day and the other is at night. At day, i was kind of dreaming and i didn't notice the car. Until the driver sound his horn, i then realized that i going bang into him. Luckily, i turned just in time. Phew. At night, it was kind of dangerous. Some parts of Malaysia did not have any street lamps. That time, i forget to bring out my torch light. Drivers had to rely on their head lights to see. I was wearing a dark colored shirt at that time. There is this driver who drive his car until it was just like a few centimetres away from my bike. I almost get banged down but i quickly applied my brakes and stopped aside first.

Still, it was fun cycling at night. I miss those times. Next time, i will stay longer down there. I may consider to recreate a blog and close down this blog. This is just only my plan, it is not finalize yet. I stop here for now. I have to prepare for tomorrow school. Before first day of school, these is already some confusion.

19 June 2008

After i came back from Malaysia, some things changed a lot in Singapore. In a lot of ways. Last night, i received a text message from a friend(To me now, she is a friend to me). Well, i am back in single. About the details, i do not wish to write on this blog. Do not ask me about it. I do not wish to talk about it. Just had a chat with Theo. A bit about her, i know her at Advanced Drill Course. She is one of my gan mei. I feel that she is unhappy about certain things after seeing her MSN pm. I don't know what it is and i do not wish to know unless she want to share with me. I chat with her. Hope she will be happy again. Right now, i had let things go. Since i can take thing up, surely i have put it down some day. No matter how painful or whatever crap, it have to be put down when the time comes. In Chinese, there is a saying : 长痛不如短痛. It means rather end things fast than drag it as it hurts. Still, i have friends, relatives and god sisters. I just wish to be alone. Relationship maybe next time. Friends, gan mei, gan di and relatives are enough for me. In Malaysia, some things got from bad to worse. I consider it unfortunate. Still, i enjoyed most of the time there. Thanks to my cousin Li Jun, Wen Jie and Xiao Ting. They had made my time there enjoyable. I apologize if spell wrong as i don't really know some of their chinese character. Sorry. School is going to reopen soon. Left accounts untouched yet. I am waiting for it to be dropped into my letter box. I hope tomorrow it is dropped in my letter box. Today the student councilors are back from their camp. Hope they have enjoyed it. Don't have the mood to type anymore.

2 June- 15 June 2008

During the holiday, i went to Malaysia with my mother. Her hometown is at Malaysia, KL. I went back to visit my relatives and friends. This time, i made some news friends over there. I made 4 news friends. Actually, they are my cousin's friends. One girl and three boys. Three boys kind of quiet when i went out with them, their name i kind of forget. The girl is 小婷. All of them are friendly. Plus, i now then realized in Malaysia, teenagers can actually drive around 15-16 years old. Just in case you are wondering who is my cousin, she is 林莉莙. I put her name big is because she may viewed my blog. I put her name big so that she can't miss it. Hehehe. Most of the time at Malaysia play lan. Nothing much to do... At night, i cycled with my friend on the road. My mother went to see a Chinese doctor as she was not feeling well. This trip made me feel so refreshed. The environment had changed over time. Hope that after my O level, i may have the chance again to go back Malaysia. I certainly missed the food over there, the activities i do with my friends in Malaysia, the moments we spent together.

27 May 2008

Today was the first day... Last night, i did not manage to send her off as someone had spoiled everything. Before that, i went out to AMK hub. Before she go off for the school trip, i promised her that we will go out. Until, around 6 we went home. I sent her home. In between, there is slight problem. After she went home, i message her saying that later in the evening, i meet her before she leave. I planned to send her off. As there is a slight problem, i did not do so. I was kind of disappointed. Right now, i having a countdown when she will be back.. Sigh. O Level Chinese Paper, i think totally flunked it. The composition question number i wrote the wrong number. Gone. Chances of my marks gone is relatively high. I have to buck up on my Chinese paper 3 le. Hope i don't see a C5 in my result slip.... Right now, having a holidays is both good and bad to me. Last time, it was totally good. I really mean good, can do a lot of things at home. Well, maybe not that much. At the same time, my phone had been confiscated. So, guys try not to message me. I will be at home around 6 or 7, so you may call my house. This few days, i may have a hard time. Real hard time....

I was checking my email and i came across a link that shows how people skin animal fur ALIVE. Guys, this is way too cruel. This is the link that has a short video clip of the process. http://www.peta.org/feat/ChineseFurFarms/index.asp
Really, when i saw this video. This question popped out. Why do people take out the skin for sale? Imagine your skin had taken out, you will be going through a living hell torture. It is horrible... Way too horrible. Spread it around, let them know how fur is really come by.

23 May 2008

3 days left... Today, I had three and a half period of mother tongue. The other half a period is for my form teacher. Making announcements and giving confirmation slip which we required for the O Level Examination Chinese Paper. It is on 26 May 2008. When Sec 1 to 3 are having holiday, we are taking the Examination on the first of holiday. After the paper, we have lesson on during the holiday. Preparing the rest of the paper for O Level. Three and a half period for Chinese, the other half is form teacher period. During the form teacher period, teacher gave back confirmation slip and made some announcements. I had recess with the lower secondary. I managed to see her. Next Monday, she will be away for school oversea trip. Sigh.. Today was also the Meet-Parent-Session. This year was quite ok. Brother Bear managed to talk to my mother in Chinese himself without any help from me. After the session, i went to Hougang to meet her and Givan. We were together until around 6.30pm. I had night class until 8.30pm. In between lesson, i messaged her, trying to keep her accompany.

Very sian.... Don't know what to blog about.

Just in case you are wondering what is the song and it's lyrics.Here are the details. Thanks to my friend who recommended this song to me. But there is a problem, i can't make it auto play. So you have to start the music yourself. Sorry for any inconvenience caused



Title: Dear God
Artisit: Avenged Sevenfold

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

22 May 2008

Damm sian. O Level Chinese is around the corner. Pressure is building as each day passes. Next Monday is the first O Level Paper i taking. Still have a few days, have to plan my time wisely otherwise fatal result may occurs. Today was a bit sian, early in the morning have briefing for O Level Chinese. Most of the things we know already still have to brief except for the entry proof and NRIC only are the extra items required to bring only. Sit at the parade square longer than usual until my butt pain... POA was like only left about 15-30 min left, so the teacher only do the announcement instead of teaching. Mother tongue period, i was transfered to 4E4 as my Chinese teacher was not around. Their Chinese teacher was revising some Chinese proverbs with the class. Chemistry period, teacher went through mid year exam paper and showed us some video clips about alkali metal where they got Caesium. I was like What the Fish, how they get Caesium. The video clip was about an experiment of alkali metal reaction in water and the put Caesium which is the most reactive of all alkali metal. What the fish.. The recess, i can't be bother to go up to canteen to buy food as i was lazy.. Maths period, i was studying my Chinese instead of doing my A maths correction. Geography continued on food geography and English period, my class continued watching a movie relating a person history, basically a biography.

I went home early and forgot that my house key at ivan house. So i went for a walk and waited for my mother to open the door. After that, i received a call from sc. i went back to school and accompanied her until she went out with her friends and Brother Bear. I was alone, i went to ivan house and played his com for awhile. At the same time, i got back my house key( What a relieve, it sucks without my house key me). Then I went to Sheng Shiong to help my mother. I finished my work and now, i am blogging and chatting with my friends.

Nowadays, i kind of feeling low as she will be away from oversea trip. She will be away from 27/5 to 4/6. The first thing come to my mind is this is a long period of time... Sigh~~~ No choice. Hope nothing will happen to her during her trip. I hope that God will look after her and protect her. Right now, i am feeling low. Nothing else to write liao. Take care guys....