31 March 2008

this is just my point of view, an argument will not be able to start if only person started it. Like for example, you cant clap with one hand but with both hand u are able to clap. Same goes to the argument, there will be two parties. Thats all i think. Hope the quarrel REALLY END FAST!!

Anyway, i got back my a maths test on differentiation when this time was not as bad as last. I got 23/25 for the test. WOO~~~ My hard work paid off. However this is just only temporary relief. The major hurdle is not over yet.... Also, during english lesson, we watched a movie on a choir in a Orphanage in France. Well, i watched it for 4 times already. Still, it's worth watching as it is touching and heart warming. My class was expected to write on how we feel about the movie. Tml got the stupid speech day rehearsal which cancelled all the extra lessons tml. Sometimes, i wonder studies more important or SPEECH DAY IMPT.

If u are feeling low, i will be there to cheer you up
If u are feeling mad, i will be there to chill you down
No matter what happened, i will be there for you.
Take care.

30 March 2008

Hmm.. About the incident, i willing to admit my mistakes and apologize for it. I admit that i Chup into the incident but seeing you all arguing with each other, seeing my friends fighting with each other really do not feel nice. I have a question in my mind, if let say you and them had a chance to patch things up will u want it or throw it away? I really hope that thing between u and them get better instead of worse. About the guts matter, i also admit that it was my fault. Guess i did alot of mistake without myself knowing it. I hope it is not too late to amend them. I ask for your forgiveness with a pure sincere heart. If u dun want to forgive me, i have nothing to say. It's your choice and i have to respect it. From your blog, i know i have pissed u off big time. Sorry. Hope the quarrel will end fast, that is all i ask for... When someone's pride is too strong, a friendship is killed in the end.

27 March 2008

Recently, the argument got worse. ya, got very worse. Guess really dun have the chance the patch up. Nvm. To some of my friends, if what she types is about you and your heart is clear of guilt. Juz ignore her, dun waste your time on it. Rather than u study and get good grade than wasting time on this incident. U get wad i mean? Life is short so dun waste a second on incident that make u angry, hang out with your best grp and chill out instead. Thinking of angry things will at most lead u to a early death. Why bother? I know what she type but is her hand and i cant stop it. Those action are usually done by those who dun have guts to say it in front of them. Just one sentence : JUST IGNORE THEM!


srry for juz now. i didnt mean to do it but i have a timing to keep. Hope u understand. Srry....

26 March 2008

Today sucks. Why? Last night i called some people to come down from rehearsal today. Guess what? All the sec three and four i called failed to turn up. The sec three and four ought to be shame cause THE WHOLE CONTINGENT CONSISTS ONLY THE SEC TWO CADETS. Thanks alot sec two cadets. Then today got geography test and i think i managed to get a pass, just pass. Today i just realized that my "Sotong Family" had an internal argument. Well, i think i was the last one to know without fail. Nvm. Seriously, i feel that making friends is DEFINITELY better than making an enemies. I only the overall picture but not the details. So i dun really know the reason la but i hope they can patch up together like the good old times. The reason i said "making friends is DEFINITELY better than making an enemies" is that most of the time i feel lonely like at home or in school, so i really wan to make friends la. To chat with me, have fun to together, and help each other out from difficult situation. I guess most of my friend are the friend i describe. I tried to be that kind of friend. Anyway, i am now stuck in a stupid situation, in between two party. Nice one la. Now is the neutral party got blame. Nvm. I guess i dun have wad it takes to make frens huh? Everything i do seemed to be a wrong move. Stuck in my lonely world. My life is full of sadness, loneliness, pain and darkness. Nxt week, all the sad memories come back to haunt me again. Impact after impact i suffered, my heart is full of injuries. Still, going on and on. Soon, it will collapse but i do not know when is it.

24 March 2008

Well, i am back to blog again... Today was on the average line. But today got the Social Studies test, which i kind of last minute revised. Hope this time wont fail again. One more thing, today i was supposed to take my oral exam. However, it was postponed. Luckily.. Then today english lesson was very interesting. The lesson was on recollection. The English teacher let us listen to a "song" about a soldier get caught for playing a deck of cards. He managed to explain that he is not playing with the cards instead the deck of cards was his "Bible". If you wonder how he did it, check out in the Youtube and find "A Deck Of Cards". I find it pretty interesting. Then tml got POA test on debtor and creditor control A/C, super sian. Next Friday is a day that really i have no mood, consider it a sad memory. I guess time is not on my side. Gtg to study for my test tml... Bye~~~

22 March 2008

Today was raining.. I listened to the sounds and somehow i was in a dazed... Dunno why. Thought i could have i peaceful weekend, well things dun work out my way. Instead, i had started a argument with my mother. Argument was fierce very fierce. We thrashed things out. Still, she doesnt understand what i need. I just want to have my own FREAKING SPACE AND SOME FREEDOM. THATS ALL. IT IS NOT DIFFICULT TO GIVE. Then somehow, i brought up my father's death. Nvm. I was the only child in the family. I get lonely at home most of times. Thats why i stay in school at least i can see some of my friends in school and have a short chat. Can at least keep me out of loneliness. ROAR!! I hate the fact my father is dead. I REALLY HATE IT. WHY GOD HAVE TO TAKE MY FATHER AWAY FROM ME WHY!!! Why god have to be cruel to me.. I hate it (T.T) Sometimes, i really wish my father was alive standing beside me....

20 March 2008

Today was fun... My class had SCDF course on CPR.. We went up to the library and saw some fake "bodies". Some of us were itchy hand went to play with. Then the instructor came and taught us on CPR. We had fun learning as the instructor was very humorous. Then today was sport heats. I took part in the 4x100 relay which took place today. I was the first runner and i felt stressed. Well, classmates were cheering for the four of us. The first and last runner to me play a crucial part. In the end, we were in the last position but we had put in our best effort. Let it be a win or lose, i feel that our class spirit is there(Though not the whole class come). Anyway, our class is the top of the whole sec 4 level even the second position may have a hard time to catch with us. This is my final years in SGSS... Lucky tml is a public holiday, i think i may snap... Kana bombarded with test and homework. Next week steeping down le and last parade in my CCA life will be the Speech day. Well, i hope the spec will do their best in serving the school unit.
XD i am so tired...