Today sucks. Why? Last night i called some people to come down from rehearsal today. Guess what? All the sec three and four i called failed to turn up. The sec three and four ought to be shame cause THE WHOLE CONTINGENT CONSISTS ONLY THE SEC TWO CADETS. Thanks alot sec two cadets. Then today got geography test and i think i managed to get a pass, just pass. Today i just realized that my "Sotong Family" had an internal argument. Well, i think i was the last one to know without fail. Nvm. Seriously, i feel that making friends is DEFINITELY better than making an enemies. I only the overall picture but not the details. So i dun really know the reason la but i hope they can patch up together like the good old times. The reason i said "making friends is DEFINITELY better than making an enemies" is that most of the time i feel lonely like at home or in school, so i really wan to make friends la. To chat with me, have fun to together, and help each other out from difficult situation. I guess most of my friend are the friend i describe. I tried to be that kind of friend. Anyway, i am now stuck in a stupid situation, in between two party. Nice one la. Now is the neutral party got blame. Nvm. I guess i dun have wad it takes to make frens huh? Everything i do seemed to be a wrong move. Stuck in my lonely world. My life is full of sadness, loneliness, pain and darkness. Nxt week, all the sad memories come back to haunt me again. Impact after impact i suffered, my heart is full of injuries. Still, going on and on. Soon, it will collapse but i do not know when is it.