22 March 2008

Today was raining.. I listened to the sounds and somehow i was in a dazed... Dunno why. Thought i could have i peaceful weekend, well things dun work out my way. Instead, i had started a argument with my mother. Argument was fierce very fierce. We thrashed things out. Still, she doesnt understand what i need. I just want to have my own FREAKING SPACE AND SOME FREEDOM. THATS ALL. IT IS NOT DIFFICULT TO GIVE. Then somehow, i brought up my father's death. Nvm. I was the only child in the family. I get lonely at home most of times. Thats why i stay in school at least i can see some of my friends in school and have a short chat. Can at least keep me out of loneliness. ROAR!! I hate the fact my father is dead. I REALLY HATE IT. WHY GOD HAVE TO TAKE MY FATHER AWAY FROM ME WHY!!! Why god have to be cruel to me.. I hate it (T.T) Sometimes, i really wish my father was alive standing beside me....