19 March 2008

This morning, i was in very bad mood. In fact, i was going to reach the max. I facing pressure wherever i go. Seriously, i may not be able to take it. I trying to be a good boy, she had to pressurize me even more. I need a break, my own space. She dun get my point. I failed my POA by 4 marks, she dun wan to sign my progress card. She never think that i worked hard in school and i am not a superman. I trying my best to cope all my subject. She never see that i was also disappointed in my result. She saw the result gave me a lecture. CAN AT LEAST GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE OR NOT? Seriously, i wonder wad is the difference of a lifestyle in prison and mine...She scared i will learn bad, can she think if i learn bad. I HAVE GONE BAD LONG TIME AGO, no... She think of that. I AM 15 YRS OLD GOING TO 16 I CAN THINK, WHAT FOR I GOT A BRAIN WHICH I USE IN MY LIFE. What kind of crap logic is that... I seriously need a break... Where is my comfort zone... Where is it...
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