Today i flunked my social studies essay test... Dunno wad happened my brain juz blanked out... I wasted one night studying social studies essay. I think the 4 days course i went may be wasted in some ways i feel. Firstly, i going to step down the next training... I like got only one day to teach everything to my cadets, i am like so stress up. If i can come back as a CLT, it is not wasted after all.. I can help my school unit.. Then again, comes into the whole pictures... Nvm for now i put the idea aside. On sunday, i was very... dunno how to describe. I cant watch when i having my dinner. That is the "best" part of all. Reason given was i got work to do eat faster and finish up m work. Come on la, at least give me a break can or not. I AM NOT SUPERMAN CAUSE I NEED A BREAK. Sometimes, things can get very frustrated in alot of ways and i cant really let it out... I facing restriction.. Sigh..