9 March 2008

I think i going mad soon. I am already secondary four and still my life experienced restriction. This cannot that cannot. I GOING BONKERS LIAO ROAR!!! I feel like going to work and get a laptop and internet service under my name so that i dont have any restriction. That's it. That is decided. Next year or after my o level i going to work and get my OWN LAPTOP. NO MORE RELYING ON MY MOTHER CAUSE SHE IS NOT GIVING ME ANY FREEDOM!!! I HATE THIS KIND OF LIFESTYLE. EVERYTHING KANA CONTROL!!!! SHE NEVER THINK OF MY FEELING, SHE ONLY THINK FOR HERSELF. She can chat with her frens, wad about me?? I CANNOT TALK TO MY FRENS DURING FREE TIME. i already plan my time nicely and she have to ruin it all.. i am definitely sick of it. i dun share thing with my mother cause she dun really understand how i feel. I studied like mad last year, did she reward me? No... Just ask me to work harder that is the reward i get. sometimes i really feel stressed!!! i cant talk to anyone. Why cant she understand me??